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Report | 10/03/2016 7:12 pm

Vulonah

Crazy how even now I still think about you and how amazing of a person you were.
You may be gone, but are never forgotten.
So glad to have met you, wish you could see how much I've grown, you'd be proud. You'd still call me a kid haha
At least you don't have to deal with the bs the world is now.
I would've loved to talk to you about it though. heart

Report | 12/24/2011 7:54 pm

Selcric

Happy Holidays Joe. I miss you so</3

Report | 03/31/2011 5:55 pm

WonderfulAlice1996

Dear Joe,
Even though you are not here to see it. I'm going to say it anyway. Happy Birthday Bro.
Love you,
Mary~

Report | 02/14/2011 3:18 pm

WonderfulAlice1996

Hey Joe (: -huggies- that is if it is you.

Report | 02/12/2011 6:00 pm

WonderfulAlice1996

I miss you Joe. One full year ): I hope your doing well in the after life.
One day we'll meet again...and this time lets hope it won't be with the leaf, but with actual clothes.
Blessed Be,
Mary

Report | 01/24/2011 5:15 pm

Self-Harm and Cigarettes

DAMMIT JOE
DAMMIT MIYUKI
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
old friends
I dont even have pictures dammit
DAMMIT
Why Joe
why did you have to die
I'm an idiot
I loved you and your sister
and now your gone and she wont talk to me
dammit
I wish I could talk to you guys I wish I could I'm just crying
I met a person named miyuki and it reminded me of the old days
I'm so sad DAMMIT
I'm so hurt

Report | 12/30/2010 3:59 pm

Selcric

How will I start
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear

Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
This one's forever
Should never have to go away

What will I do
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I'd cry you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Waves of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can

Just love will guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north

Look in my eyes
And you will see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's not a thing I would not endure

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

Merry late Christmas and early new years. I miss you much, I know you wont see this, but your my best friend, almost like family, love you lots.

Report | 09/18/2010 6:56 am

WonderfulAlice1996

Its been a over a month since I started counting roses for you Joe. And I have lost count. I've figured this out though. Four dozen roses. One rose for each month ): I wish you were here. There is so much I just wish and hope that would be some sick a** joke. And its not and its hard to live with. I just wish It wasn't though. And when I go to college I promise to check in on Miyuki and your family to make sure they are okay. Because my college Is really close to Deltona (sp?) and I'm gonna lay those roses down on your gave.
I love you so much always and always will. You live in the hearts of lives you've touched. And I don't know if u realize it. You touched a lot Joe.
I love you and Blessed Be,
~Mary~

Report | 09/18/2010 6:49 am

WonderfulAlice1996

Miyuki?????? Is that you Little Sister? I've missed speaking with you. I love you and dont forget it.

Report | 08/18/2010 11:10 pm

aggroblazer

joe bro i remember those days were you wore nothing but a life and scared me for life those were good times man i am just stopping by to let ya profile know and hopefully you get gaiaonline messages in the afterlife and i am getting these to you well its coming up soo in november julie is gonna be giving birth to our two baeutiful baby twins zane and chantel and we are gonna finally be a happy and loving family i asked her to marry me a while back so yea i am engaged man i remember all the times you and me fought with kat and each other i wish i talked to ya more and i also wish i did not start any fights and or the other way i forget who started them love ya bro i will post again next week to fill you in

Report | 08/18/2010 5:29 pm

iRamie808

Hey Joe,
I Know You Aint gonna Reply Cause ....Yea.
We Barely Knew Each Other But I Got To Say Every Time I Go To Page I Cry a Little....
And I Wish You Peace....
Love ya Joe...
R.I.P

Report | 08/17/2010 5:25 pm

Only Shades of Gray

Am I crazy Joe? I coulda swore you online. Please let you not be gone. I don't want you to be gone.

Report | 08/15/2010 1:37 am

Only Shades of Gray

Hey Joe... I don't expect you to reply.....obviously....but one can hope...and i hope.....all the time...I miss you a lot. And I wanna join you, but I don't cause I know thats not something you would want. There's so much I wanna tell you and ask you about and just know....but I can't anymore, can I? It would be so much better if I just accepted it's not a joke but I keep waiting for someone to yell "SURPRISE!" and you come back... I can't rid myself of that hope...I just can't....I hope you're doin okay wherever you're at...Love you Joe
~Kat

Report | 08/12/2010 10:36 am

Only Shades of Gray

hey Joe...month 7 of you being gone....i still cant stop hoping that you're just on some vacation or something.... and i wanna believe it. and i want it to be true. but its not.....and today its taking everything ive got to not break down and cry. i dont cry joe. you know that. but i miss you. i miss you so much. i just...wish you were here....

Report | 08/11/2010 12:14 am

aggroblazer

hey joe i know your most likely in a better place i miss ya alot i wish i knew you better and took the time to get away from all the fighting still you were such a good person i just stop by to let ya know were ever you are that my life is going just fine bro and i hope that one day we can meet up and hang in the after life or the next life whatever you want to call it ya know

Report | 08/07/2010 9:25 pm

Self-Harm and Cigarettes

Joe -
sweatdrop
I was your bud-
We used to stalk eva remember that time she was hitting on boys just for fun
and we hid behind the houses and watched her-

remember that time I said I was going to quit gaia and you guys chased after me and I pised you off
I'm sorry about that

Joe I liked you as a friend
You hated me sometimes but You never put me on your ignore list

you will always be in thehearts of all your freinds

-Chase

Report | 08/06/2010 8:56 pm

WonderfulAlice1996

A fourth rose Joe.
And my sadness grows when I think about you
A side of me just wants to know its all a bad sick joke, like Kat.
and unfortuantly.
your truely gone.
I really want to cry.
But I can't
I hope you understand I can't shed tears
because I have none to shed
I really miss you
Blessed be
Love,
Mary

Report | 08/06/2010 1:05 am

Only Shades of Gray

this song makes me think of you....I want to hurt. but iwant you to be here. so i'll keep my hurt. 


i wrote this...it feels selfish cuz i know im not the only one who lost you...but...here's how i can best describe it...and..my heart breaks for your two sisters sorrow...it really does...











Poems for Joe                                                                                                                         by Kat


 										 


How many times


Can a broken heart break?


How many times will I wish


I could still see your face


And how many times


Will I shed tears?


Because you are no longer here


How many times


Will I see the crash?


In my mind’s eye


Crying as I find that you’ve died


So how many times


Can a broken heart break?





I’m unsure of how to say this


But I’ll do my best


As there aren’t many words


That can describe my pain.


And I want to know


How many times


Will you pass through my mind?


How many times


Will I shed these tears?


For you


Who is no longer here.


There’s a pain


Deep in my soul


That I can’t escape


It speaks to me


It screams at me


And it keeps me awake


Oh so awake


But the pain resonates


Oh how it resonates


And it cuts me down to the core


These cuts on my arms


Half of them are for you


To remind me


Never to forget you


I’ll remember you always


I’ll delude myself always


Hoping maybe you’ll come back soon


You’ll say it was all a big joke


That you never meant for it to happen


That you’re not going anywhere


See I know that it’s not true


I know that you’re gone


But can you blame me


For my wishful thinking


On the 12th of every month


I’ll think of you more


Of how you lived


And not how you…


Oh Joe


Do you know how it hurts?


Did you know what was going to happen?


I don’t think you did


No matter


You’re gone now.


There’s nothing I can do


Perhaps I’ll talk to you


Are you visiting your sisters?


Are you haunting that ******** b*****d?


The one that killed you?


Oh Joe.


Do you know how it hurts?


Did you know what would happen?


I don’t think you did


This pain


Engraved deep in my soul


It has tainted me so


It will never fade away.


But I think that’s okay


It’ll be a reminder of you every day


You loved me unconditionally


You never ever judged me


I screwed up


And you were there


You still cared


You treated me 


Like I was another little sister


You loved me unconditionally


You never ever judged me


You saved me 


When I was drowning


But now you’re not here


And I can’t stop these tears


Oh Joe


My dear


Why aren’t you here…..


Joe my dear…


I wish you were here


I don’t know what to do with myself


My thoughts drift to you


I wish to see you


I wish to hear you


I wish to feel you


Now I must always wish


What would have happened


Never will


So this pain


Deep resonating pain


Within my soul


My tainted soul


It won’t ever fade


I’ll never let it fade


It’s the only thing left of you


That I have


I love you my brother


I love you Joe


I love you


More than you’ll ever be able to know.

Report | 08/05/2010 5:48 am

WonderfulAlice1996

a third rose Joe.
And missing you more
I wanted to cry last night.
But I didnt.
I would just stay up more.
I lost my sleep last night
because I kept thinking of you
I love you
Blessed be for the meantime,
~mary~

Report | 08/04/2010 2:59 pm

WonderfulAlice1996

Its day 2 for the roses
And I woke up this morning with a wet pillow
it hurts to know your gone.
But i know your there and listening
I hope you heard what i said last night
while i was lying in bed
thinking of you
My heart hurts Joe.
But Ill never forget you
no matter how much it hurts
I agree with Kat
i just wish one day
I will wake up and
you'll be on gaia going "HI guys!"
I miss you terribly Joe.
If I could rewind time.
There are things Id make better
But meeting you,
I'd leave that alone.
Because if I never met you
my life wouldnt be the same.
I love you bro
I just hope your in a better place til we meet again.
2 roses so far. Tomorrow makes 3.
Blassed Be Joe,
Mary~

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