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hi, I am sam, nothing amazing about me. a lot of things have changed in the past year making me realize that we are nothing more than human beings; we are all made up of the same s**t, and you cant expect much from people. I am friendly and loving, but I am in need of a change of scenery. I need new people in my life (no, not a boyfriend), and new things to do. I’m not on here as often as I was before; so I am sorry if I don’t get back to you quickly, but I try.
Im loud sometimes, but not all the time. I stop in the middle of something and just sit there and think alot. I like being with people alot. Mostly people ive known for a while. Im single./: I dont really feel like getting to know people i dont really know anymore, I have all the people in my life to keep me satisfied. If you want me to be myself then that means im going to be a mean and selfish b***h. so sorry. i prefer acting nice and friendly. Im a typical [teenage] girl. Alot of the things I do you can probebly predict. I can be boring. I enjoy conversations about mostly anything. As long as its not scratch my eyes out and shoot me boring. I have a small attention span and I always feel like someones staring at me. It annoys me.Im only 5'2 but I dont care. razz . I like being kind of short.Ive been rethinking things lately. Im trying not to think so into them and just let them be.
I want to go back to the time where none of this stupid s**t exsisted.Kindergarden to 3rd grade.Boys had cooties and we didn't know what a relationship was.Cuts were from falling down and depression was un-heard of.Drama wasn't real and everyone was your best friend.There were no cliques and backstabbing and the only thing we fought over was what toy we wanted.Summers went by way to fast and school was something you looked forward to.Playing until three in the morning outside in the cold-a-sac was a weekend thing.and every night during the summer all of the kids in the neighborhood would gather to play flashlight tag until the sun came up was the usual thing to do. When war was just something parents talked about and not something you learned in school. When all we cared about was who won a game. But we all grow up sometime. I will never change for anyone. I am who I am. I wear what I want. I do my hair the way I please. I will not dress or act the way you want me to, to conform in your little "clique". Life isn't about trying to fit in with everyone around you. It's to create who YOU want to be. So don't think I'm going to try to be like you. I'm just me.Nothing else.I control myself,and my actions.