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Report | 12/01/2012 12:00 pm

is it she

GOSH HEY REU!
I am wondering if you would mind if I wrote about Luddi and Elli~!
I know you write them really well so I am worried cause I most def couldn't be quite like your writing, but sometimes it's fun to write and not draw. O:

Report | 11/30/2012 10:24 pm

is it she

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Gosh wow those compliments asdusahdasdf.
how do i respond ----- brain is too busy trying to avoid blushing. E uE;;;;;
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Yea, I guess I am so used to popping out characters though that it is one thing I don't appreciate like other people. I get really worried about it honestly cause I'll see people mention 'oh hey this is my second character' and I am way past 500 by now... and so I get really self-conscious. I always hear 'quality over quantity' which translates into 'too many is always bad' which isn't true.
I love my characters and I love how they act... but then I get worried when I see someone who draws and puts together a full page of information on ONE character.
What do I do? I sit and doodle the person simply and then write silly notes on the page. It makes me feel like others see me as half-assing it I guess...
which isn't the case? I just really struggle with focus. I always HAVE struggled with paying attention to one thing.
I mean heck, first time I 'cut' myself on purpose was when I was doing a poster for a history class at my elementary school and I was using one of those kiddy art kits? It had a flimsy blade / xacto-knife thing... and when I was clicking it back and forth it broke. WHICH NATURALLY drew my attention to the now free shiny blade cause helloooo shiny things > poster board.
I wanted to test if it was actually sharp enough to cut things and I couldn't toy with my poster cause I needed it, so my art it was!
It was because I couldn't pay attention long enough and had to fiddle with things that I got one of my scars... I mean that right there shows I have some focus problems.

I literally CANNOT sit still on one project long.
Which leads me to a lot of guilt.
I feel horrible that I can't focus more on Luddi and Elli, but I just... can't. I can think about them sure, but then when I start to draw them I get totally distracted by new ideas or something.

Report | 11/30/2012 9:46 pm

is it she

AHAHAHA.
OMG REU. My mom? She totally was telling me what she thought about my mentality and capacity for making characters and keeping them straight.......
like she compared me to God. :U

She said that the reason God made humans was for relationships and all, because although he made the animals - he wanted something more intelligent and able to readily communicate.
She then pointed out that I mentioned minutes before about how I couldn't find it in me to socialize well enough and I made my own friends by drawing them. I made them for the relationships I was missing in other people... so I still had them. I could still socialize with them. And then she said stuff like how it always baffled her to think of how God knows every one of us.... and how he can distinguish between them all and how I could easily see a name for one of my characters and just rattle off their history.
I started mentioning that 'well it's clearly because I am invested in them because they were always and will always be there for me. they understand me and can't judge me like my peers do.' and she got REALY upset when I mentioned that someone had asked me IN A SERIOUS MANNER if I ever thought I might be a cartoon myself. As if my drawing and making my own friends was so alien to her, I must be mentally ill... I told my mom how pissed I was that she even asked that like she cared because a few seconds into my explanation of NO I never thought that? They girl started to inch away like 'crap what do i do she's actually talking to me i didn't expect an ANSWER to my QUESTION'.....

but yea.
I thought it was amusing cause you mentioned the character views I had.... for Lud/Elli.... and then I rambled. oops.

Report | 11/30/2012 9:35 pm

is it she

OMG. What if they were Disney OTP materialllll?
>:I

Like, Elliot would be the main heroine gal, and she would be so frustrated with things but still not show it. She would always do her best [like Tiana ok] and try to make things work out... but then they never seemed to go how she wanted. Then Ludvar would show up being totally outshined by some other mechanic in appearance, like the other guy literally GLOWED / SHINED and yet Elliot was too wise and saw past it completely. And she tried to talk to Ludvar, but the other mechanic would be like that a*****e cockblocker [aka like Jafar? kinda? he liked cockblocking Aladdin whahaidhsada] and then something happened to make a dramatic scene where Ludvar saves the day and then they get married because who cares about how long they actually talked to each other - it was true loveeee.

Report | 11/30/2012 9:27 pm

is it she

OMG BBY THAT IS SO PRECIOUS HOLY CRAP OASIFHASDFISAHDFDSF.
I can't even
wow
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that is so ultra cute holy messsssss. emotion_bigheart

Report | 11/30/2012 4:39 pm

Scott Illudus Delial

*tableflips with adding finger pointing.* WHAT THE HECK MAN!?!

I swear, no one will ever make it up here for very long. It's still rolling along the 30's and such. Brrr! It's tough to enjoy a cold soda when it's freezing everywhere! That, and I require the use of my hated nemesis on a daily basis. *siiigh*

Report | 11/30/2012 4:22 pm

Scott Illudus Delial

I like how you got the bracelets to match the avi's secondary colors! <3 Cy told me I don't do red that much, so I had to come up with something to prove her wrong! Muaha!

Great news! Hopefully it isn't terribly cold out there for ya! I better not hear complaints about 50's being cold! rolleyes

Report | 11/30/2012 4:18 pm

Scott Illudus Delial

*chuckles* Oh Reu! I hope you had a Happy Thanksgiving! <3

I like this avi. You always find such a nice use for those legs! heart

Report | 11/30/2012 3:49 pm

Clockwork Fox

Reuboo, I love you ; v; <33333

Report | 11/27/2012 11:26 am

Vermis Pallidus

Awww!
Well thanks Reu!
XD

Report | 11/14/2012 2:23 pm

esste

Better busy than stagnant, right? n u n <3

Report | 11/14/2012 2:19 pm

esste

*wraps arms around as she's hugged* I've been alright! Just really ridiculously busy. x n x

Report | 11/14/2012 2:14 pm

esste

Aww thanks sweetie, you're looking adorable as ever! <3

Report | 11/14/2012 1:49 pm

esste

Bwahahah~ <3 It roots out those who aren't willing to put a little effort into it! So I know you truly loveeeee meee~ <3

Report | 11/11/2012 1:38 am

Pie Demoness

very very cute avi. 3nodding heart

Report | 11/10/2012 7:48 pm

is it she

Omg Reu. You accept me for myself?
Lol that amuses me far too much right now.
Like 'hate mail? sounds lovely cause it is still mail'

Report | 11/10/2012 3:16 pm

is it she

GOLLY GEE emotion_awesome
thank you for that compliment. I like it [my avatar] a lottttt okay. ; u;
but um yea, mule addict over here, srsly. talk2hand

Report | 11/10/2012 3:01 pm

is it she

Yes, actually. emotion_awesome
her name is 72 hours [because zelda:mm is great everyone]
; u;

Report | 11/10/2012 1:17 pm

is it she

True true. * U*
it's gonna be fine though, I have a mule army to up vote if needed. ;D

Report | 11/10/2012 1:16 pm

is it she

Yea, or just back out with a page back button or clicking a link out.
Don't ruin the entire mood of the thread by being a jerk.
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