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I'm thinking I need to take a break from Gaia, so I'm going to start weening myself off of it slowly by slowly. I used to come for fishing and friends, but it seems like most of my friends don't even come on anymore. There are those of you who are on semi-regularly and I love talking with you. I just need to take some time and re-evaluate why I even come on Gaia anymore. There are many nights where I sit there in fishing rooms, with complete silence. Sure that's fine and good, but I don't fish anymore. So what am I even doing? And then there's the fact where I can't even say things without offending some hapless person who's offended or grossed out by every little nuance. I can deal with this in real life. It's getting on my nerves remembering what I can say to who. I'm sorry I can't magically know everything that's going to offend some people. That gets back to my main point. If I'm only on here to talk to people. Why am I coming on when I have to tip-toe around everyone? I'd like to think that I've gotten older and I don't want to purposefully hurt anyone's feelings, in the past I would not have given a s**t. As it is, I don't want to bluntly offend anyone, which I seem to be doing every day I come on, unless I'm not talking at all. If you have my MSN I'll be trying to get on it more often to be able to talk to those great friends I've come across. I know most of you won't really notice or care because I'm gone so often for one reason or another. I'm not purposefully meaning to make a drama filled rant about how much Gaia sucks, it's just turning out that way. It's good for some people and not for others. I'm just one of those others. I actually do hope this'll be my last drama filled rant.
In summation, Gaia has become an addiction for me brought on by fishing and further fueled by the fun and interesting people I've met. And now that fishing is no longer one of my passions. I need to break that addiction and move on. I'm tired of feeling shitty because someone I know was offended by something I said.
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