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Report | 05/23/2008 5:24 pm

Mercenary K

Yeah, and I must say overall I had a very good day.

After school, I went to a Free Ticket Raffle for a concert that a radio station that Jenna likes.

So I went with her, and we both one a pair of tickets.

So now I'm going with her to that on June 7th.

Report | 05/23/2008 12:46 pm

Mercenary K

center]Well, last night we talked for a while about everything, so we're better now.

O:

So yeah, it'll be okay for a while again.

Hopefully longer than the last few times.

Dx

Report | 05/23/2008 3:29 am

Mercenary K

Eh, not much to explain really, it's the same it's been for like two months.

She treats me pretty bad at times, I just take it cause of what I did before.

And if I try and say something, I feel bad about saying anything.

Just seems that I haven't been able to make her happy for the past two months.

But I am just dealing with it.

/size]

Report | 05/23/2008 3:11 am

meldawicked

Yeah, I know what you mean.

I mean, I was..soo..soooo...close to just saying to him that I didn't want to know him.

But I realised that if I did, I'd lose a good friend.

To be honest, we're doing pretty well right now.

We haven't had problems and he seems more 'in to' me.

Like, he even called me by surprise last night to talk.

Which he hadn't done in a while.

He was even saying that he was so excited for me to come up for the holidays.

-Still needs to book bus there-

He's even paying for it, out of all things.

o: Like, I was ALLOWED to refuse it.

If I do go there and all goes well.

I'm sssooo taking pictures of him and showing you.

<3333

OMG! OMG! OMG!

That's so sad, love. Are..are you two alright now?!

Like, I know he apologised but have anything else happened?

I hope you're okay, hun.

><;;

Whheeeee!

That's so awesome! Man, time does by fast.

I bet..i bet..you two will be alot closer by the time he goes to you.

You should take pictuuurresss of you two together.

That'd be so perfect on your profile. n3n

<33333

Report | 05/22/2008 8:33 pm

Datable Jellybean

private message me and tell me about it?

Report | 05/22/2008 7:27 pm

Mercenary K

Well, we need updates, chika.

xD

And you're welcome.

Eh, not much new here either besides stuff with my knee.

And Jenna and I are still in an up and down (mainly down now) state.

Not sure when it's really gonna be good again.

Report | 05/22/2008 7:04 pm

Datable Jellybean

You seem like you're in a bad mood o wo;

Report | 05/22/2008 4:43 pm

Mercenary K

There's no way you're chubby whatsoever. It really doesn't like it from the picture at least.

You look rather purdy.

So, what's happenin'? Anything new?

Just went to see the doctor for my knee.

I may have torn cartilage in my left knee.

Dx

Report | 05/22/2008 12:57 pm

Datable Jellybean

How're you? :]

Report | 05/22/2008 11:53 am

Datable Jellybean

Gabbie <3

Report | 05/21/2008 9:28 pm

BananaPhoneSex

Gabbieeeeeee.

How're you love? =]

((Dude, I totally just got a wooden trunk thingy when I was trying to comment you.)) xD

Report | 05/20/2008 8:11 pm

meldawicked

I know. That's exactly what was going through my mind.

But he insisted that he'd never ever go behind my back.

So I left it at that.

Last night, I got fed up with the way he treated me.

He was never talkative or loving.

So I straight up asked him, if he wanted freedom.

He replied saying he didn't, he still wants me and all his feelings for me are coming back.

He apologised a few times last night on the phone though.

So..eh. I'm just getting sick of it. So, if nothing improves I'm going to just stand up

and say it's over.

Simple as that.

Oh wow, that's really good of him. Shows he loves ya.

I'm real happy for you hun.

<33

Yeah. Just calling me names, listening to music while on the phone to me, umm..

just going quiet after a little while and blaming it on me.

I was actually upset that morning.

It really wasn't fair that he did that.

Oh my! The months are actually whooshing by!! Like superman on turbo!

-Superhero pose-

Report | 05/20/2008 3:39 am

Mercenary K

That's good.

I've been working out all year for foobtall, I need to get bigger to make varsity.

O:!

What job are you gonna have?

I may work at a forestry, not sure yet.

My dad's friends with the owner, and I'm friends with both his sons.

So I could probably get a job there.

Report | 05/19/2008 12:25 am

meldawicked

Oh yes, well me being cautious and such as gotten our relationship

kinda bad.

He confessed that he still hadn't loved me as much as he used to.

And he thinks that because he's 'tide down' to me..he hasn't got much freedom.

He wants to have 'fun'.

If you catch my drift.

And I don't think our relationship will get better.

He texts another girl now..and I kind of got suspicious because before we broke up

he said he liked her. Then yesterday he tells me something she said to him.

A VERY clear flirt with him.

I don't know what to do anymore. ;w;

I've never been this depressed in a long time.

Oh yeah?

Wow. I don't know. I think when all guys get angry they get scary.

I've never actually yelled at someone until yesterday.

When Henry was being mean to me..

Report | 05/16/2008 12:21 pm

Mercenary K

This summer I may be getting a job, I'm not sure yet though

Plus I'm gonna be weightlifting all summer.

So I'm gonna be busy as anything.

O:!

Report | 05/16/2008 3:57 am

meldawicked

-High Five!-

Sisters forever! <3 n3n

Weelll..I ended up giving him a last chance.

I want him to prove to me that he is true to his words.

So, I'm on a cautious, yet steady road to believing that he loves me.

So I shall see how things turn out.

He wants me to travel up to visit him in about 6 - 7 weeks.

When I has school holidays.

Sooo..time will tell.

I hate being cautious. I feel I can't fully trust him anymore.

Oooh..he gets angry at you?

o:

Like, what for? o.<

Oh oh, no no. It's quiet alright if you don't know either.

You've been great help so far, sis. <33 n3n

Report | 05/15/2008 6:37 pm

` Mr. V a g i n a

I've been in a place called 'irl'.

It's terrible.

Don't ever go there.

D:

Report | 05/14/2008 10:49 pm

meldawicked

Thank..you..soo. much!

Seriously. I could never ask for a better friend than you.

Especially one that I consider family, my little sister basically. :3

I am glad I can share this with you. Not matter the difference in time.

It still has the same good feeling in letting this out.

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B-but..it only took 4-5 hours until I recieved 2 texts from him.

Here they says:

"Malina, i need a phone call from you... call it frivolity, but i do want you...

the thought of not having you is wrong! I was wrong! I promise you i do love you!

This time, its for real! please don't ignore this! i took everything for granted! i am so

sorry! i want you up in the holidays! i want you living with me! without you i'm alone and nothing!

i'm so sorry for being selfish. i want us to work and I hope you want that too...

Love Henry"

"Ps. Basicall, i wanted to feel something... i wanted to know what not having you feels like...

it was worse than I thought. i wasn't lieing to you, i lied to myself... i hope you have it in your

heart to forgive this mistake that is me... i'm real sorry."

-brain hurt-

-.-

So basically..I don't know what to think anymore.

I rang him and he took like an hour to explain to me his feelings and stuff.

He was even crying. o:

I haven't heard a guy cry before..not like that.

Report | 05/14/2008 10:10 pm

Izzy`

You make me feel so happy! User Image

ILY.

Report | 05/14/2008 1:52 pm

Mercenary K

I'm doing rather good, just very tired.

Can't wait until the end of school.

Then I get a nice summer break.

:B <3

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