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Report | 08/21/2017 11:14 am

Voka

My broken tooth has finally decided to start hurting and it's killing me. At least it only hurts sometimes tho instead of constantly. But like, I was starting to eat sorta normal-ish and now I can't eat even tho I want to and that kinda makes me mad. Not too much tho cuz I did eat this weekend and I'm just gonna call it good enough, I guess.

Oh, and I feel like rping again. Do you still love our rp? I kinda do and kinda don't. I don't necessarily want to start over, but maybe? I dunno. I'm just sorta rambling to see what you think, I guess I'm good either way, and I dunno what I'd do if we started over anyway.
I actually wrote you a reply months ago at my friend's house that was like two lines from done and didn't get to finish it, then finally did a few days later. It feels really incomplete tho and I keep telling myself I'll finish it or add to it or whatever and I just dunno. I feel like I should play the druggie but I feel like I don't want to, and now after making you wait so long I feel like you'll hate me if I send a crappy reply.
I go through this sometimes where I feel like I really suck and I'm like too embarrassed to send my replies or something. It's really frustrating.
JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND I WILL DO IT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

Report | 08/20/2017 8:33 pm

Voka

I don't have any of that stuff. And you're pry not gonna find it late night around here, lol.
Sour things are great! Almost as good as spicy!

Mushrooms might be my favorite food. Fried pickles are too salty for me. They taste good, but they make me sick.

Report | 08/20/2017 7:45 pm

Voka

Yeah, I don't blame you there.

Omg yes, fries and vinegar. The bf brought me fried mushrooms this weekend.
It had been so long. They were so good.

No, you come here.

Report | 08/20/2017 7:27 pm

Voka

Doing things is stupid. And it's always so much harder than it should be.
I want to just be cats too. They got it made. Being a human sucks.

I'm okay. Kinda hungry and thinking of making beans and rice.

Report | 08/20/2017 7:11 pm

Voka

I BEEN MISSING YOU SO MUCH OMG ;0;

I don't think so. I tried it but like.. I just kept being a stupid human.

Report | 08/12/2017 5:08 pm

Voka

My friend was texting me earlier, but I got nothing else.
I'll try to text you now.

Report | 08/07/2017 10:10 pm

Voka

I grew up just a tad below middle class, so things weren't too bad. We still ate a lot of poor people food, but more in the casseroles and soups department than canned crap.
God, it just sounds so good tho. So much so that I don't want anything else. Not that I've cared for much lately anyway. I did eat a hunk of fresh bread, but I don't think that's gonna cut it.
XD

Oh, I'm going to. I let my sister go first tho. Good lord, there's no way I couldn't shower. I'm covered in dirty river water and whatever decaying mess was in it, mold, and raw sewage.
I'm way behind on my tetanus shot too, so that has me vaguely worried, especially with all my scrapes and stuff.

That is SO DUMB. You need a closer doctor! I would be so mad about that.

Report | 08/07/2017 9:59 pm

Voka

And we're done. That SUCKED. Way worse than usual because I'm so weak and tired from not eating enough that I couldn't work my best and I almost passed out a couple times. I feel sorta useless because I know my sister did a lot more, but she swears I was helpful. I think she's just being nice.

I have a crazy craving for beans and weenies. I did last week too. Wtf?
I don't like pork and beans or hot dogs, but this is like my dream food right now.
WE HAVE NEITHER BEANS NOR WEENIES.

Report | 08/07/2017 7:55 pm

Voka

Yeah, I bet. Even if not, you still need friends beside just them.
I'd like to make a decent friend again. My best friend died almost ten years ago, then I got a new best friend but when he finally got married his wife didn't like me around. He told me he was going to divorce her but I just didn't want him to. It was so stupid because we'd lived together for years before she met him, and she knew that, but somehow she thought we'd choose THEN to hook up. Jesus, I slept in his bed (or vice versa) most nights back then, it wasn't going to happen. We rarely even hung out when she wasn't around, but she still just didn't like it. I'm pretty resentful towards her still, but what can you do?

Oh, damn, that sounds pretty scary. I hope everything works out for you.

Ugh, spent so much time cleaning up flood and still not done. Took a break to take out the trash, lol. Sounds stupid, but it is a very much easier task.
Now I'm breaking to eat a protein bar. Only ate breakfast today and it wasn't so much so I'm feeling really weak.

Report | 08/07/2017 1:02 pm

Voka

I don't really either, but compared to how everyone else treats me it's not so bad, so I'm just gonna go with it. It does help a lot that she does things for me as well, so it's not just all her being an a**.
But even tho I don't have much friends, I'm not really desperate for one, so if it gets too bad I can see stopping talking to her again if things get too ridiculous for me.

I wiiiiiish. But I keep telling you to take me in and you won't, so this is all your fault, lol.

Report | 08/07/2017 12:40 pm

Voka

Umm.. I dunno. She's never done this to me before, and I don't think she does it to anyone else. I'm not really sure how to describe it now because it definitely sucks and pisses me off, but it's not like she has a long history of doing this, and she has actually done an awful lot for me. More back in the day, but she has still done a lot for me since we started hanging out again. That doesn't really excuse the way she's treated me, but it does make it bother me a lot less. Most everyone else has just screwed me over and nothing else, but she has only a little recently and.. I dunno. She's pretty self centered and always has been and I think it's sort of just a side effect of that. Not that it makes it okay, but it makes it a lot better than just being a user. For the most part, she's really not.
There was talk a while back of her wanting to take the little one out of daycare, and I sorta hope she does so I could watch her, but sorta not. There's a lot more involved in watching the little one and I wouldn't do it for this same price. Besides, if she takes her out of daycare that's saving a LOT of money and she could at least pay me half. I would actually really like that arrangement, but with it being more money I'd be a lot madder if she tried to screw me again and it would lead to fighting this time, so it might be a bad idea.
She has always been really bad about actually taking me places tho. My whole life she invites me to s**t and never picks me up. Back when I had a car I never really noticed because I could just go myself, so if she didn't want to pick me up or suddenly didn't want me to go she didn't have that easy out. That really sucks tho, because I never want to go anyway and am only just doing it for her, then she doesn't even get me! She makes me stress about it all week, right down to the minute she's supposed to be here, THEN tells me no. Just don't ******** invite me in the first place! I would be GREAT with that because I hate going out to the bar anyway. Jesus.

I wish we could do fun stuffs. I think having a friend that I didn't have to worry about screwing me over or just running me down for no reason would be good for me. And I could ask you to drive me to work without feeling too bad about it or worrying that you just wouldn't show up and I'd get fired. THEN I WOULD HAVE MONEY AND WE COULD DO THINGS SOMETIMES. Or buy Neegypoos and Dwightykinses.
XD

Report | 08/07/2017 8:44 am

Voka

Oh, I am aggravated. Especially when I go and help her get groceries and she gets a bunch of booze and stuff and picks up expensive take out and keeps talking about her and the husband going out that night, but then she doesn't have the money to pay me. Like, aren't you supposed to pay your bills and s**t first? At the very least buy your bullshit when I'm not around and don't talk about all the money you're going to spend that you don't need to and don't buy your drugs in front of me and THEN tell me you can't afford to pay me for my services. I'd rather be ignorant of all that and think she's poor than know she's screwing me right to my face without a ******** care. That's just adding insult to injury.

Report | 08/06/2017 11:43 pm

Voka

There's not really any way I can make her pay me. I might bring it up eventually if she doesn't, but who knows. Pry not.
You have to keep in mind that this is one of the very few people irl who hasn't COMPLETELY ******** me over, so I overlook it a little bit because I would like to have one friend.
Also because I know what it's like to not have enough money, even tho I do know she's blowing the money she owes me on nonsense.

Report | 08/06/2017 11:01 pm

Voka

Naw, she starts school so I won't be watching her at all anymore.
I kinda doubt I'll get paid the rest of what I'm owed now either.

Report | 08/06/2017 10:37 pm

Voka

Yeah, she's been hot and sulky a lot. It's nice to have a cool breeze for once.

Report | 08/06/2017 10:23 pm

Voka

She's just no fun. So uptight.

It's nice out so I opened the window and Puss looks so content now.

Report | 08/06/2017 10:12 pm

Voka

Ehehehe. That's exactly why my sister wouldn't let me get a Liam Neeson cutout even tho it was soooo cheap.

Report | 08/06/2017 10:03 pm

Voka

Why's he get a vote? Obviously he doesn't understand what it was for.

Report | 08/06/2017 9:47 pm

Voka

I don't see the point. I want to hold them and touch them and play with them.
And I maybe sometimes sleep with my Rick or Carol funkos.
XD

Report | 08/06/2017 9:39 pm

Voka

Hehe. I play with all my toys anyway, I don't care.
I put them back in the box when I'm done, but they're all opened.

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