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Report | 08/23/2017 4:13 pm

Voka

Oh, okay. Hopefully they can work something out for you.

Yeah, I don't really blame you there. I wouldn't leave mine either.

I really don't know what to make of that. It really doesn't make any sense.
Is there anyone either you or he could talk to about it?
Maybe someone who went through the it before or is in the same boat?

Report | 08/23/2017 3:59 pm

Voka

Oh, I didn't realize that. Alabama is a really shitty state too, FYI.
It just has a lot of assholes, and that's coming from someone living in the land of the assholes.

Oh wow, I didn't know that either. I don't really understand what they expect you to do.

I thought you were studying right now?

I feel you there tho, I've been ready to die for close to a decade.
I wish I knew some way to help you, but I really don't, not anymore.
If my life hadn't gone to s**t I'd let your husband work for me and find someplace to put y'all up.
I got nothing now tho and can't even take care of myself.

Report | 08/23/2017 3:49 pm

Voka

Well, that gives you a little bit of time.
Do you have any ideas what you might do?
Maybe you could move to Illinois. Or Iowa.
;D

Report | 08/23/2017 2:33 pm

Voka

Does that mean your husband didn't get the thing?

You avi is cute tho.

Report | 08/23/2017 8:15 am

Voka

So I wake up to the computer just ******** booming, even with my door closed. Come out to find mum blasting the volume so she can hear it on the back porch. What is she, a child? This is the kinda bs I expect from a teen. Jfc, woman.

Report | 08/22/2017 12:40 pm

Voka

I don't even know, but she has never once cleaned this house in 20 years, and it's so nasty now it's beyond help.
My room is okay because it hasn't been used so much, but the rest is so bad it would literally have to be torn down and rebuilt.

I'm sure you won't really be homeless, you'll just have to spend more carefully and your husband will have to stop eating out constantly.

Report | 08/22/2017 12:34 pm

Voka

I've been there. But don't do it, seems like a bad idea.
Yeah, could be. I he per she's doing better now.

I cleaned real good a few days ago, but since mum won't pick up her ******** feet when she's walking it lasted pretty much until she got home and drug s**t all over the place.
It really makes me mad. I hate living in filth and she's just disgusting. It's like she WANTS it to be dirty.

Report | 08/22/2017 12:12 pm

Voka

Augh, that sucks.
.____.

My friend's brat kid punched a boy in the face on the bus, lol.
What a little s**t.

Report | 08/21/2017 4:04 pm

Voka

Oh, duh, that makes sense. I like them a little better peeled, just not enough to actually do it, lol.
Yeah, I never got that whole making them perfectly smooth thing. I hate that.

Nadine was originally made for Rick, but after that girl dropped me she just sat around for a while, then I put her with Dwight the first time I played opposite him. That was with Bridgett, btw. After I started and thought about it, it was like Nadine was MADE for Dwight, and I couldn't have done better if I'd been trying. Still tho, she's a tad one dimensional as well. But her and Dwight fight constantly, so that's kinda funny.
Hehehe. If I always used the same character I would probably feel the same, but I have a bunch. I kinda feel like Nathalie just goes with Rick tho, even tho I've played others with him. I know she sure as s**t couldn't go with Dwight tho, cuz she'd kill that little s**t. In fact, I can feel the Nathalie part of my brain hating him all the time, lol. It kinda amuses me.

I drank a lot in my teens and twenties, but then I just grew out of it. I just went out a lot, and drinking is about the only thing to do around here. Plus I was singing in a bar, and if I was there anyway, I was sure gonna drink. Plus it helps with the nerves, which helps me not screech on the high notes, which I suck at even at the best of times. Now I almost never do it. Mostly only with my sister and she's not a drinker either.
I did a fair bit of coke for a couple years too, but I've never really been into much else, and I wouldn't touch it now with a ten foot pole. My friends always tried to get me to do other stuff, and I tried a few, but it's just not for me. Especially now, I know I'd like any of it even less, and I'd be scared to do coke again because my fat, old heart would explode.
I'm thinking of quitting smoking pot too maybe. I dunno. I don't like it like I used to, but it's just become a habit that I'm not sure I want to break.

Report | 08/21/2017 3:41 pm

Voka

I don't always peel mine, and I never use the mixer. It's a lot easier to me to just mash them by hand than to get the mixer out and clean it when I'm done. I also don't like it as smooth and creamy as that makes them, that's kinda gross to me.

Me too kinda? He goes a lot better with another OC of mine, but Ryan is more fun to play. She's crazy and unpredictable, and Nadine is VERY predictable and not much for anything fun like supply runs, fighting zombies, and being completely freaking insane.

I don't like to drink, and it has a ton of calories. And it'd pry hurt my tooth too. I can barely even get water down and end up drooling half of it on me anyway.

Report | 08/21/2017 3:28 pm

Voka

Haha, I do it so much she didn't even question it or look at me funny. But like when I talk my mouth rubs over the nerve and it's so bad. Worse even than eating.
I'm pretty good with pain, but tooth pain is terrible and hard to tolerate. Going to the ER wouldn't do anything at all tho but costs me thousands of more dollars I don't have. They can't do anything about teeth.

It would be weird. Usually if the character I want is in a couple, I just get rid of the one I don't want, usually before the rp even starts. In this case tho, I don't know how to do that. He already has so little personality, and it's ALL from her.
So I guess we'll just keep things as we are, then when Negan takes over maybe she tries to move in on him? That'll piss everyone right off, so it's a win all around! And it'll be so much worse than in the show, because she was at least trying to save Dwight then, but in this case she's just being a b***h.

Hehe, I totally get that. Then Dwight can be super mad and hopefully one day realize it was a good thing. I feel like that's something he couldn't forgive or get over tho, but we'll just go ahead and pretend that it is. Hell, maybe even Negan could be the one to tell him to get the ******** over it and go into graphic detail of why Sherry was no good for him.

I want mashed potatoes so bad, but we have no potatoes, and I wouldn't be able to eat it anyway, lol.

Report | 08/21/2017 3:12 pm

Voka

Ugh, my tooth is getting worse. Got a yogurt and it took forever to eat it and it still hurt. Went to talk to mum and discovered that even talking ******** hurts, so I gave up real quick and just walked away mid-sentence, lol. JKHASDJKFGASLHNJ.

I'm in it mainly for Dwight, but I'm always happy to make a mess of things. At this point Ryan probably isn't crazy enough to hook up with Jared unless he at least pretends to be a halfway tolerable guy. I could see her being interested in him if he was only somewhat assholey tho, and like kinda waiting around and hoping he shapes up, especially if she hasn't realized yet that Dwight's a good guy.
And I'm still thinking on Sherry. Like, she's pretty much D's entire life and personality. If we cut her out entirely I dunno what he would even be like. Not that I mind, I'm still just rambling. I wouldn't mind taking a different angle with that whole thing, I just don't know what.

I'm hungry and I want something, but I hate everything now, and also eating it hurts. I dunno what I'll do until my tooth gets better. I don't like eating right now already so I know I'm not gonna even bother if it's this hard.

Report | 08/21/2017 2:29 pm

Voka

It's TWD, I feel like you kinda have to be pretty messed up.

That's great, I love Jared. Well, I hate him, but I love to hate people, lol.
That sounds good tho, kinda what I was thinking.
Hm, I dunno. I didn't even think of Sherry and Dwight not being a thing, but that might be a more interesting route to take.

I'm sure I'll put him in somewhere. He ends up in all my rps. Maybe they just grow Sherry out and she brings him in? I dunno, still just rambling.
Gentry is more creepy and annoying than scary tho. He's a lot more fun when he hasn't snapped.

Ehehehehe. I'm not much for sharing either.

I feel hungry and gross at the same time. I know we don't have anything I want tho so I'm not gonna bother.

Report | 08/21/2017 2:07 pm

Voka

Just to try to take over or something. Or maybe just to kill Grace, I dunno. I just kinda like the idea of Ryan having to take care of her because I'm sick and twisted. I don't honestly have much of anything really thought out yet.

He's normally not so hasty. I mean, it's not uncommon to force his hand, but he's more the wait and see type. He'd rather ******** with someone for a long time, but that's not an easy job with Negan, but he pry could with Grace. Maybe that's what makes Negan step up.

Ooh, okay. I never honestly tried one like that, just made it homemade a few times. Or like a zucchini lasagna kinda deal.

Report | 08/21/2017 1:50 pm

Voka

Alright then! I'll think on it some and see what I come up with and then one of us can start. I think I'll have it back before Ryan is TOO crazy. Not sure what to do with Gentry and her backstory exactly. Mostly I want it the same, but changes might be made. This time you can get a better look at Gentry and maybe even Jake. There's a lot more story wrapped up in the dog than I let on last time.

It'll give them an advantage for sure. And they're both pretty skilled anyway. Maybe we give Sherry a main role with them to make things interesting? Like in the comics how she's kinda power hungry. Maybe she even makes a play someday and Ryan and Grace have to take care of her somehow. I dunno what to do with this right now or even if I like it, I'm just literally typing whatever I think, lol.

Is it pasta with zucchini, or made from it? I really like zucchini.

Report | 08/21/2017 1:30 pm

Voka

Me too. My teeth suck anyway. They always did because my dad was too cheap to take me to the dentist when I was a kid, so I was doomed from the start. My parents also never taught me about dental hygiene, so I didn't start brushing regularly until I was like 17. THANKS A LOT, MOM AND DAD.

That would be pretty cool! They would be so incredibly not intimidating to strangers tho, lol. Like, two cute little tiny girls show up with their tough faces on and I got a feeling they're going to get a lot of laughs, lol. But I guess being underestimated is always a huge advantage.

If we do both it will almost certainly burn me out. I'll think on it some and get back to you. I'm losing my drive at the moment because eating made me sick and now I'm hot and heartburny. My body forgot what pasta is and now it's like WTF DO WE DO WITH THIS OMG!!!
But I think I might want to start over? If it doesn't bother or disappoint you or anything? I dunno, I feel bad. And it's not like what we have going now is bad or anything. It's more just like I'm an emotional mess and now I associate that one with feeling inadequate and sometimes it gets better if I start over.

Its pretty neat and a nice little treat. I used to be obsessed with honey and ate it SO MUCH. I've kinda grown out of it now tho and don't have it hardly ever, but I would totally suck on a honeycomb if I had one.

Report | 08/21/2017 1:08 pm

Voka

Yeah, I've had that many times too. This is much worse tho, since much more of the tooth is gone, and what remains is ripping my gums up and making it worse. I'm sure I need a few root canals by now, but I doubt I'll ever be able to see a dentist anyway so I'm just waiting for my whole mouth to finish rotting out. The missing teeth only make the other ones fall out faster too and I really hate my mouth.

It'd be fun watching her try. Well, probably mostly stressful and heartbreaking. But I kinda see it like in the comics where one day Negan just suddenly decides he's gonna be the boss now because everything keeps going wrong and he just ain't havin' it no more.

Honeycombs are AMAZING. The texture is a little weird for me, sorta almost like slightly hard bubblegum? Or like wax, if you've ever chewed on it. I dunno how to describe it, but it's the best way to eat honey ever. You can taste the subtle notes that you can't really so well in variations in honey from the jar. It's supposed to taste different depending on where you get it from because it depends on what the bees made it out of and whatnot, but I never could taste it before and thought I just sucked at tasting.

I dunno. I guess just tell me if you want me to reply to this rp or start a new one. I'll have to figure out Ryan's role in the whole thing, but that shouldn't be too hard.

Report | 08/21/2017 12:46 pm

Voka

Naw, it's where my whole damn tooth fell out except for a few jagged pieces. Now it's all cut up and infected and swollen and miserable. It's a real mess.

Ooh, that's neat. I'd like to see how she'd react to something like that. I think she's too sweet.
But being Negan in that situation would be fun because we could make it kinda earlier where he's getting established and he joins up and sees how she's not doing things up to his standard and he thinks he's just gonna take over and make it all better and Grace is just gonna thank him for it or some s**t.

I DUNNO I CAN'T MAKE DECISIONS, JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

Report | 08/21/2017 12:16 pm

Voka

I'm still sick of it, maybe always will be. But it's cheap and easy and we've got like a case. And since I don't like anything anymore, it doesn't really matter.
X.x

Maybe oragel somewhere, but it'd be next to impossible to get it in there clear in the back and with it being a giant, deep hole in my gums. And smoking just makes it hurt so much worse. So much worse.

I think a lot of people do anymore. I just get bored using the same person, and I forget what I've done in which rp. That was the real problem for me and how I ended up making someone new each time, and then I just kinda liked it because it was fun, tho I do miss some of my characters who were dropped before they even started or after just a few posts.

Oh, I'd love to hear it even if we didn't use it. I'm having a bit of an idea myself, but it's probably way too long and drawn out.

Report | 08/21/2017 11:47 am

Voka

ITS JUST HORRIBLE. At least it's not my wisdom teeth growing in tho, that's much worse.
Eating is hard. I had ravioli and it took me forever to eat it. The sauce really hurts.

I knooooow. I just wasn't sure if you were still into this one or what. Sometimes it can be easier to just start over after a while. But, at the same time, I want to stick with Ryan anyway, so starting over would be sorta weird. And I'd forget what I'd already done and stuff, so things would get messy.
I do miss Dwightykins, but I think I'll just stay the course for now. I mean, he'll be waking up soon, but we may as well finish what we started, ya know? I feel so bad for everything I've done to him.
.___.

I assume we could see it here, but I dunno, I haven't even been paying attention. I don't have the glasses anyway, so I was just kinda like whatever.

Oh, did I tell you I submitted the ticket? It'll pry be a while before I even hear if it's approved, but I'll let you know as soon as I know anything.
Kinda want to do some others and sorta low key questing more tickets but I dunno if I have it in me anymore to see it through. I get bored now.

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