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Report | 12/02/2017 1:32 pm

Voka

b***h best hope I don't find it. After all these years of me getting her stoned, she could at least share!

That sucks. She's a real C U Next Tuesday. I wouldn't even talk to her, but I have a habit of not talking to people.

Haha. I don't play video games anymore. Not really sure what happened, they used to be my favorite thing and now I'm like eh.

I just dunno what that woman's problem is, but I guess a lot of people are real s**t stains.

Report | 12/02/2017 1:08 pm

Voka

I'd prefer it to always be cold, but maybe not winter cold. Really I just want the weather to be at least somewhat like it should be. It's completely random now tho, like the seasons are irrelevant. It's freaking me the hell out.

Haha, that's cute. Puss isn't much for taking my stuff, but she does like making a nest of my dirty undies and sleeping in it. And for some reason she smells STRONGLY of reefer. Like, did she roll a fatty while I was away or something? Wtf. I never noticed her smelling like it even when I'd been smoking heavily, so this is weird.

Report | 12/02/2017 12:32 pm

Voka

Haha, thanks. I pry have a better chance of being hired at this place, it's just harder for me to get to.

I'm just kinda stuck where I am because my pants are all barely able to stay on and if I lose more weight they won't and I can't get more pants, so basically I have to stay this ******** fat. Which is hard because I don't want to eat anything still.

Eh, maybe. It's actually not cold here anymore right now. It's about twice as warm as it should be this time of year. It'll be close to 60 today, and that's just crazy. Has been for about a week. I find the weather incredibly disturbing anymore. It's drastically different even just from one year to the next now and it has me so on edge.

Report | 12/02/2017 12:07 pm

Voka

Okay. Thank you so much!

Report | 12/02/2017 11:29 am

Voka

Yeah, suddenly stopping taking it could cause problems, and starting up again could as well. And hormones too. They mess up everything. Mine have been a real mess lately and are really jerking me around. I think I might need to start taking birth control to try to even some of this mess out. I keep having two periods a month and it's killing me. Tho I doubt I could get it anyway.

I have motivation, just nothing to do with it. Can't even really walk now that it's so cold. Been nice for about a week, but it'll be cold again in a couple days and pry stay that way for a while this time. If I had some sort of a mat I could do yoga and whatnot in the basement, but of course I don't.

I'm gonna try applying a couple other places that I could potentially get to, tho it won't be easy. Do you mind if I use you as a reference again? Do you still have the info?

Report | 12/01/2017 6:59 am

Voka

I'm sorry. That really sucks.

I just don't really do meds. Anything I have ever taken has made things worse or given me other problems, so I just do without.
I'm having some serious problems now and I really need help dealing, but I'm too concerned about side effects and whatnot. And have no way to actually get anything anyway.

Report | 11/30/2017 2:18 pm

Voka

I'm not good at ignoring stress anymore. I used to be great and I miss it. Now I just want to ******** marinate in it.

That sucks. Hopefully you'll have a good shift anyway.

I never could call in, no matter how sick I was, even when I was the boss. It just feels weird to me and then I'd just be miserable all day anyway.

Ooh, yeah, new meds is always a fun surprise. Tho I don't like any meds and always ended up not taking it anyway.

Report | 11/30/2017 1:50 pm

Voka

I would imagine she has to, but I don't even know.
I've heard of that, but never used one. I remember trying to do it on my laptop a few years back and couldn't make anything work, but I haven't tried on my iPad yet.

I've still got nothing going on and I'm not dealing with it well. To a very bad point that is highly concerning. I sat in silence and did literally nothing but breathe for like ten hours yesterday. Also not eating again and burning up from it. Starving takes too long. Not that that's really what I'm aiming for, but this kinda sucks, so it might as well kill me and get it over with.
Hopefully finding a place won't be too hard. It's not so much fuss to find a pet friendly place here, but I know some places just aren't, and I have no idea what it's like down there. Your dog's not too big tho, and pretty calm, so that'll help. It's really more a problem with cats here. They can be destructive, and even great cats still pee, and that pee smell just soaks into the carpets and walls even if they only go in the box, and people don't want that smell in their building.

Report | 11/30/2017 1:38 pm

Voka

One of them has never called me back for YEARS and I don't even know why. The one where I interviewed myself I've talked to several times, and now she seems to not like me so much and I think she maybe even hired someone else, but I'm not totally sure since I don't know the store that well. One I just can't get into contact with at all, and I know if they wanted anything to do with me, I would have long before now.

Naw, he wouldn't. He spends all his money the second he gets it on drugs and beer and s**t like that. Doesn't even pay rent or gas or anything, just lives off his friend. I dunno that I'll be getting another phone at all, which is another problem. Then a job can't get ahold of me anyway, most likely. And I can't get ahold of my real life friend either, so there goes that too once my phone is gone.

Report | 11/30/2017 1:29 pm

Voka

It is, but I dunno how long for. Got a 24 hour shut off notice a couple days ago. Maybe it'll shut off tonight? Either way, it won't be long.

My life just sucks and I can't do it anymore. It'd be one thing if there was any hope, but there's just not. There's just a couple places that I could work at from here, and none of them want to hire me, and that pretty much crushes the last bit of hope I had. I don't see the point in carrying this on when this is all my life will ever be and I'm not happy at all and haven't been in a very long time.

Report | 11/30/2017 1:20 pm

Voka

Just because I hadn't been getting on doens't mean I wouldn't if I actually had someone to talk to, but sadly I have like only one friend there now as well.
I guess. I dunno. It feels really bad when you can tell you're bothering the person tho, so I just don't.
I'll pry be dead soon anyway, so none of this really matters.

Report | 11/30/2017 1:14 pm

Voka

Really? Cuz on everything I've sent you the last message and got nothing back. I don't tend to keep harassing people when they don't talk to me. I just feel like an annoying jerk if I do.

Report | 11/30/2017 12:33 pm

Voka

Yeah, but -- and not to be a total d**k or anything -- but it's not that beneficial to have a friend you don't ever talk to.

Report | 11/19/2017 6:07 pm

Voka

I love you, too!

Report | 11/19/2017 5:45 pm

Voka

heart

Report | 10/29/2017 1:42 pm

Voka

I'm not doing so great either. A lot of mine is hormonal tho, I think, so it should hopefully get better soon.

Report | 10/02/2017 12:54 am

Evanescent Shadow

ANXIETWIN!!

YOUR AVI.
Are you trying to cosplay as someone? :O
I LIKE IT THO.

Report | 09/27/2017 11:04 am

Voka

I haven't had shrimp in ages. Last time I did it was really nasty and I haven't even thought about having it again since. I'm sure I will someday.

Yuck. Rain is stupid.

Report | 09/27/2017 9:36 am

Voka

Ugh, flooding sucks. We just did that here, now its dry AF and we need rain. MAKE UP YOUR MIND. The hot weather is finally done now tho. Its lovely out. Me and Puss were even cold last night and fighting for the covers.

Report | 09/27/2017 12:36 am

Voka

YEEESSSSS
I finally just got rid of my bf. Holy cow.

I didn't even know you smoked. Wow.

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