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Larissa the Dark Indigo Child
We live upon darkness, and we live upon light. Though the world is like the color gray, there is no need for the death of others to blame. This world cannot be saved or destroyed, but will live on like the cycle of humans, as we are created by our blood in generation and generation. There is a place to die and live, but just haven't found it yet.
Dear god and the sins of our lord
Does this prayer send me to hell
or to shed my soul into Hades
There is no life or death
Neither The After Death
Can the dead talk or hear
Can they feel my desperate tear
Our weaknesses is what we are
Humans like flesh and blood
Eat us up like food
We eat other humans to survive
there is no reason to live or die
There is no reason for peace or hate
We are in the corner of nowhere
Who ever said life was so real?
I sometimes get the feeling god has left us. Like he has finally finished creating us humans, now we can bear ourselves new people, we can make our own wars and life. If he really has, how much can i say to hate him?
We don't know the meaning of life. Some of us believe all in life is birth, learning, loving and death. that is all it seems to say in the truth, but how? Is there really a after life? Or are we just here to make a history and create worlds that new beings that are different from humans can take over? what exactly are we here for?
I want to touch people like regular people can. I mean, the first boy i kissed ended up in a coma for three weeks.
If i were to touch you now, i probably would put you in a coma, your life force, your memories, everything about you would flow into me.
With blood to shed and scars to peirce, life can never be so easy. The world is almost like a frozen land of dust, nothing is to be freed. i wonder when that will come. i wonder when it will show. it's almost as though god has left us entirley on our own.
I Kill ravens to make them my puppets.....
What we did three years of our lives together was more then a adventure, no matter if we quit beyblading, will still be friends forever.
Loving me in the snow, is a glimpse of a long fairy tale waiting to be read in glow. Love me like I love you, and will never be apart.
I was happy to be with them, i hung out with them because of the adventure i never imagine having with them, but now that they walk away, I realized that they never wanted me in the first place, I was just an annoying girl around them, never helping or had a gift of beyblading, I guess I'm better off on my own now. I just have to walk away from the Bladebreakers and never remember them again.
girls just wanna have fun.
Best friends until the end!
I love digimon 02 also!
I nevered asked to be this way, I nevered asked to have such a unsatisfying power, why can't i touch people like I always used to do.
Having god know that we are monsters of earth has let us commit sin on our own. Without reason, we hurt others and ourselves for pleasure or for revenge. While stay by myself not wanting to be part of it, i thought to myself of why god would do such a thing to me. When he brought me to this world, did he really mean to curse me with the devil's wing? Was i hear to die alone. On my own?
What does it mean to love?
What does it mean to give up the virginity to someone that you feel is so important to you?
Why would you?
If i could touch someone, I'll open a wound
And know that I had killed them by just touching them
God didn't say when will the earth end
God didn't say that they'll be more things beyond of what humans can see
He gave us land to live on and told us to stay there
What is he to me?
I want to know the answer
But why can we not have it?
Why are we so alone when we die
Are there angels watching my back
Did they curse me as well
God, will you love me as I am?
Regret is a dull and rusted blade
That covers me with scars that never fade
Just like a catalog of flaws
Serve to remind me of all the pain I've caused
Living the life we did, could never be the same as someone elses. god knows what, but those three years together was like a adventure that never seemed to end. Living the normal life now, we have changed and have children that we bare will hope to have the same adventure as we did, i just hope now things will be easier since the wars have gone uneased......God protect them like their your children as well, love them and never let them get out of your sight, i would die to let them live, i just hope that before i die, they will know i just wanted them to be happy.
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Mary MadalegneWhile the death and prayer was once resided, the place in which god tells us to go can be nothing more then a place to die for. Our sons and duaghters to be exact kill us because we raise them for the sins. This what we get to raise the 7 deadly sins
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