Like a hurricane, I'll warp your brain.
Manic Deppression && Psycho Supression.
Too see through these eyes you've got to live life
Over-rated.
Chiken-Scratch thoughts in a socialy distorted mind.
Medeocrity tunred Genius.
Sanity
A distant ringing of bells.
Time
Suspended by the throat.
The neuce tightens and life has been lived.
But never loved.
Never heard, nor forgotten.
In reach
never touched.
Riddles never solved
Pieces never found.
Blinding sight
Deafening sound

Johnny:
I love you so ******** much, and Im sorry I dont ever show it. I've just never been good at that. You are the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. Before you, nothing had meaning. I was never happy every thing was fake. Now I have you. You who listens to me, helps me, under stands me, loves me for who l am. You, the most gorgeous guy ever. funny, romantic, perverted, sweet and just all around amazing.

You forgave me for the most disgusting thing a person could ever do to the one they love, you gave me a second chance. At the end of that conversation YOU were the one cheering ME up. You must be an angel... I love hearing about how when you first saw my picture you fell in love..I love to remember our first conversations and just look back and see how far we've come.Heh, I bet you didn't think it'd be this complicated.

You're always there to comfort me even when I'm the bad guy in the situation, and I will always be there for you. Non-stop surrealistic things spew from your mouth and it makes me smile. Even at my worst, you MAKE ME believe that I'm beautiful, that I'm amazing...that you do in fact love me. I didn't ever think I could actualy find happiness with another human being Johnny but I have with you. Your laugh makes me smile. You always make me laugh you always know just what to say. I miss you every second I'm not talking to you.. Johnny, I just don't think I can ever find the words to tell you how amazing you are, to tell you how much I love you.I could write a novel and it would never be enough.

Johnny I'll never screw up again I promise.My life, my heart, my soul, my ENTIRE being is entrusted with you an I know I'll never regret giving you this power over me. The power to contrl my every move, to say what I do and when.To say who I'm friends with or not. No matter what I've said or done to anyone at any pointin time, YOU are the only one that matters to me at all. Your opinion is the only one that counts. You are the soul recipiant of all my love and devotion and that will never change. You've always been the only one to matter to me and always will. Everyone can drop dead, drop right off he face of the earth and as long as I have you, I'm with you, I still have you're love and we're still together. Thats all that matters.