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You want to know who I am? Too bad. Oh, damn. Was I just rude? Well, too bad. What're you going to do about it, anyway? Nothing. Because you can't do anything. You can't solve everyone's problems and you can't stop the war and you can't solve world hunger. Hell, you can't even convince your mother to let you go out on Saturday nights. But you know what? It's okay. It really, really is okay. Because life's too short to worry about things like that. The world will figure things out in the end. You just need to realize that it's not all on your shoulders. You're not Atlas, and you're not God, and you're not a superhero who can solve everything and save everyone.
Lord knows you can't save everyone.
So that's not me, and you'll never know me. Life sucks like that sometimes. Sometimes, life sucks so darn bad you don't know what to do anymore. The only thing left for you to do is keep on living.
Happiness is a subjective thing, you know. Smile, god damnit. Forget everything bad that's ever happened to you, and forget that you have no idea where you'll be sleeping tomorrow, and look up at the sky and laugh because you still have your happiness. No one, no one, can ever deprive you of that.
It's time you get over yourself and start living again. Quit playing the blame game, because it's making you just like them. And you know who 'they' are, don't play stupid, because the last thing you wanted was to turn out like them. Well, you're on that road now. Get off of it. You can. You always can. It's only a freaking smile away; it's not that hard.
It feels like it is. But it's not. It's not. Really.
And once you turn around and the sun's in your face again, and you're beaming right back at it, you'll realize what you've been missing out on all this time: Love.
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"So where do we go from here? And how to forget, and forgive? What's gone is forever lost; now all we can do is live."
-Translated excerpt of Michiru Oshima's 'Bratja'

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So, that's pretty much me in a nutshell. I'm a bit more thrilled than I'd like to admit with my newfound take on life, thanks to a certain special someone I grudgingly admit to being infatuated with who's brought me to realize that life's not all as complicated as people try to make it seem.
I've lots of irl-friends, so I shan't name them all here, but I shall mention my good (amazing) friend Kelly, whom I've known since I was like, thirteen, though we've never actually met. XD Darnedest best roleplayer this side of the internet. ^^

Business aside, writing is my passion, though it's on hold for a bit right now because I seem to have lost my Writer's Hammer (Can't seem to break this damn Writer's Block without it). Maybe I'll try my hand at poetry. Or...maybe I'll stick with prose and spare the world a migrane. XD

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Early as sin, and I'm still writing.

If you know why I said 'early' instead of 'late', then you know you're a writer. ;D


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