-a crystal sphere that keeps a black knife-
Hi, my name is Sakura Kyuuen. I am 13 years old and love drawing. Rping is my stuff too and I even manage to create my own RPs... I love talking with friends though I'm a bit shy when I'm alone. I admit that recently I've been staying at my room always doing nothing since my outing with a manga making team is postponed. I hate it when things like that happens.
I like drawing stuffs like avatars though I have no scanner so I used camera instead. But I could assure you that my camera is clear and I edit Avi arts at my computer. I'm currently working at an Avii art shop though it's currently on hiatus and I'm still waiting for the owner ^_^ .
If you want to know what I look like and probably dress like when I'm in a good and playful mood. You could compare me at my avatar. I got long brownish black hair and an emotion that is always close to a frown [note: that's a good and playful mood]. I frown when I'm playful since I love playing with others reactions and their own emotion.
Well I could say you could call me weird, since I am trying to study how to control other people's reaction and emotion with using just words. I collect realistic dolls, real weapons, and anime manga. I also got multiple personalities which varies depending on my mood or my environment, for example: the anime I'm reading or watching, persons I talk to, and music or stories I read.
I'm the kind of person who will talk to you when I'm with someone, but will stay quiet and uneasy when I'm alone. I hate being alone at the public but when I'm at home, I prefer to be alone and not bothered. I got a little brother and sister and got two really loyal friends. I'm not that close to my parents and I usually disagree with my mother but I can't really fight for it since I'm a weak person when it comes to family matters. I don't want do physical wars much but when you got into my nerves, be prepared since I'll mess with your emotions and when you really annoy me, fear your life's end. I had been annoyed once in my fourth grade and I almost killed the guy but fortunately, a guy stopped me and unfortunately, I don't like his style XD...
I also got this really good friend and I'm really comfortable with him. He always gives me compliments and I like him so much. He is so kind and gentle though we never met personally. He's a good RPlayer and a nice friend too.
I am thinking of writing a story and I already have the characters though I still don't know what plot will I use. I love writing stuffs and making stories, it started when I am first introduced to RPing. You could see my journal to check my writings but the story is not there since, I haven't started yet XD...
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[my other side]
-nothing but a material-
My name is Sakura and I am fund of joining RP... I love using young speechless characters or young and chatty ones... If you want to know more about me, get ready for my life is a misery...
I am a cold person, no one knows the real me in the real world, you might catch me being cute and childish in the net and in the real world but you never know what is in my head... For I was a frozen ice and nothing will melt me... Take me as a friend and I'll do the same to you, but take my as an enemy, I'll just sit back relax and wait till the curse I have sent to you comes true... I never hurt anyone, that's what I try to do, but others keeps on hurting me with slices and guns too... So I keep the real me in a frozen chamber... Where no one will discover, so I keep the real me hidden away, so no one will hurt her anymore...
Want to know the real me? She is a lovely girl who always smiles and chat... She smiles and laughs all naturally, and she even loved her way before, but she's full of wounds that others made but she never turn her back instead she accept every single shot to let the others be happy... To let them be satisfied that they killed such a charming person, but I don't think they were, for they keep on doing it again and again till I decide to hide her, till I decide to freeze her, leaving her numb, leaving her whole and trying not to let the wounds quiver till she's fully broken... As time pass by, I took over, my emotions are controlled and so as my words, I fake smiles and fake laughs also to let other be satisfied... But I have never caused a wound to myself for I was just a fog, here to protect her, I am not real, just a figment of protection... She created me, or should I say, the people around her caused her deep trouble that she decided to create me...
The Peak In the Life of Reverenz
I'm planning to make this Journal my Diary but to make it good I'll use deep words to make it look like it's a form of literature...