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ATTENTION: I HAVE CHANGED MY USERNAME FROM demonicgoddessnaya-sen TO nayasumei.

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Don't touch me.

Je deteste la vie...


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Help me wtih my dream avi?~

D*


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After Exclusions: 656,693 Gold
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Item List:
Demonic Pendant
Dark Halo
Mythrill Halo
Demonic Anklets
Demonic Anklets
Nitemare Bustier
Enchanted Strings
Summoning Tome
White Eye Stripe Tattoo
Striped Stockings




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Your attention shall now be directed to a little story from last night,
while I wipe these blood stains off my hands.
You see, my dog kept me up all night.
He asked me if I could make
a story come alive...
Against the wall he threw the book
that my best friend wrote and
left to me in his will... The story
was called, You Are Now Mine.
He said he made
it because of me. He said to me,
"You see, I've been looking for a long time...
for someone to fulfill my...reason for living...
You gave me light, when
I needed it the most... When my
fire, almost died...You
were there to keep my sanity
in-tact, and now my thoughts
of suicide have,
thanks to you now
turned to dust, but alas,
I have fallen ill... and can live no more..."

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Dying In The moonlight

Knee deep within my sins.
Slowly falling with disgrace.
My mind begins to drift,
Into the perilous depths of the hell I was born into.

My soul,
Once tied by the chains specifically built for me,
Now finally catches a glimpse of it's last chance for an escape.

No more sadness,
To be felt.

No remorse,
For those that hurt me.

My light,
Now fades.

My last few moments,
Painful,
Yet sweeter with every passing second.

As my mind begins recovering,
From the insanity that once consumed it,
I begin to wonder,
"What happens from now on?"

Now,
Savoring my last salty tears,
Swimming in my own pool of blood,
Staring deep into the eyes of my only savior,
Now eternal keeper of my soul,
Betrothed now to him.
To my one and only love.
To my beloved Death.

The moonlight shining.
Our only lighting.
Reflecting off my pool of blood.

I hold my hand out.
I reach for his.

He holds his arm out,
And wraps it around me.

Slowly moving from side to side,
Staring deep into his eyes.
Savoring this sweet, dark moment,
I can hear the music playing.

Feeling nothing but contempt.
Something I had never felt.
Needing no more rest,
I quickly realize,
My body,
I now have left.

Still seemingly covered in blood,
He begins to clean all trace.
Feeling his cold,
Dead hands on my face,
I smile and look away.

I glance back and see his lips,
They seem to form a smile too.
He puts his hand on my cheek
And gives me a gentle kiss.

He then takes that hand,
And wraps it around my body.
Leaning in closer.

Our feet,
Engulfed in the darkness that slowly begins to surround us all around.

The dance has stopped.
Yet the music grows louder.

Holding me tighter,
He whispers something into my ear.

"Never again, will you ever feel lonely.
Never will I leave you alone.

Never again will you ever have to miss me.
Never again will you ever be without me.

Forever will I stay right by your side."


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Eternal Bond.

Bite my neck,
My blood is yours.

Take the soul,
I need no more.

My body's yours to fill your sins,
The sins that drew me so close to your...

Every time I look at you,
Those blood red eyes attract my my sight.

Tie me down,
Hold me tight.

Chain me up,
I won't fight.

Sink your teeth into me,
You know you can't resist.

So don't you dare try and hide from me under that ledge.

Unclench those fists.

And create between us Eternal Bondage.


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New Drawings(at the bottom)!!!

*D


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Here are some pictures I drew!~ 3nodding
(Click to enlargen pictures.)

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My Dear Fallen Angel!~
[Some one had actually asked me if this was me and my girlfriend~ rofl
(I wish!~ =Q w Q=)]
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Demon Me!~
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Goddess Me!~
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Godddess Me!~ (lighter)
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Random Hot Guy!~
[I LOVE the tatoo on his chest!
I might get one like that someday~]
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My Beloved Death And Me!~<3User Image

Only Death Can Save Me Now.
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Just writin' what I feels like writin', you know, the daily stuff, poems - whatever random crap I can think up~

Just writing what i feels like writing, daily stuff, poems - whatever random crap I can think up~


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coco principessa

Report | 10/24/2013 6:02 pm

coco principessa

thanks for the tip on the facial hair thread! heart
joey11

Report | 07/14/2011 9:53 pm

joey11

Hey Nancy. I'll start trying to come on Gaia more =o sorry I wasn't able to get on yesterday
AivlysRain

Report | 06/21/2010 6:29 pm

AivlysRain

yeah this guy does look familar, may thats just all it is, fimilarity
deityofanime

Report | 06/15/2010 7:26 am

deityofanime

You could check my DA and see if it looks familiar.
deityofanime

Report | 06/14/2010 4:18 pm

deityofanime

Perhaps you've seen me on another site? I'm called deityofaime on everything. qx
deityofanime

Report | 06/13/2010 5:12 pm

deityofanime

Nope, never. XD Is it in America? Because that would be a definite no. +English+ :3
deityofanime

Report | 06/13/2010 4:27 pm

deityofanime

It is my face. >_> I wouldn't post a photo of someone else, that would be kind of creepy...
deityofanime

Report | 06/13/2010 3:47 pm

deityofanime

Oh wait, sorry I totally misread your message, I thought you said do you /know/ Andrew Hill. But in any case I don't go there. q:
deityofanime

Report | 06/13/2010 1:48 pm

deityofanime

Do you mean on Gaia or IRL? I'm terrible with remembering names. I do have a friend called Andrew (can't remember his last name) who live over the road from me. HOW DID YOU KNOW!!??? D' cool
Ryushiro Hazuki

Report | 03/18/2010 5:59 am

Ryushiro Hazuki

Sorry if I haven't been on. I'm trying to fit ti in the day

And let me guess... The pillow case was a picture of a woman?

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In loving memory of my grandfather,

I hardly knew you, pero te amaba mucho!

R.I.P.
Jose Marquez Pena

5/24/30 - 10/1/06