I am a twenty year old who dreams of the past. Always looking back, hopelessly believing that it will all come back.
I enjoy music as an escape from the morbid reality that surrounds my existence. I teach saxophone at a local high school.
I have, time and time over, had my soul ripped from me and so I devote my life not to people but to my studies. I am studying Chemistry and Spanish, preparing for graduate studies. I have published papers in the former and continue to do so to this day.
I began playing this game before the age requirement of thirteen. Me and my brother found solace in this game during the passing of our grandfather. Since, my brother and I have watched as Gaia evolved from a website that offered nothing more than a meeting place, to a website that allowed you to watch House on Haunted Hill (brother, I still fondly remember ordering pizza, having you teach me RuneScape, and watching that movie with you.) To a website that hosted its own game. To a website that offers little.
Although I desperately cling to my happiness long since passed, I recognize that what I desire to return is nothing more, now, than cherry blossoms, falling at five centimeters per second.
In a different history of Gaia Online, I once was able to accomplish something that had some semblance of prestige. Now, I look at these and recognize that my 'successes' were, as most are, lost in the depths of the internet. Never to be considered again.
Serving Gaia since Thu Jul 24, 2008 4:43 pm with 500 transactions
, totaling 4,248,417g
Winning Fourth Place in the housing arenas week 6 of 2009http://www.gaiaonline.com/arena/gaia/homes/winners/
I've destroyed my house sadly, but you can still go find me.