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hi everybody....im kayla. i have blonde hair and blue eyes. im very tan because i live on the beaches of florida. i love to go to the beach, rock climb, and write. i want to be a writer or a criminal investigator when i grow up. shoot me a comment some time. love, kayla

this is my peotry:

every night i lie awake, listening to the silent voices in my head.
with every new thought there does not come triumpht
there comes sadness and worry
i dream of what my tired eyes are supposted to rest on.
but yet i wonder upon what im supposted to dream, only for the fact that my eyes have never seen a happy place.
my ears have never heard a happy tune
my lips have never touched another's.
ive only breathed upon death.
following me through the dark night is death and sorrow.
there r words that i have not yet said, nor i want to hear.
my stomach flutters with every mistake.
no statements come to mind,only questions.
nothing more.
thats what im about- a guessing box of questions,just waiting to be solved.
so unsure of the uneven life i lead.
my rose has never turned the wanted red,
only wilted into a black feather
never to touch, unsure of weather or not it will fall to pieces.
pieces:a common word....but only used to define me.
the shiney peice of silver seems as if its calling me.
seems as if its the only hope.
i take another look, then decide.
grasping it as i prepare twords my fumble to another world.

possibilties

i countuie to rust until my world becomes into gravity.
just waiting for silent anwsers
i sit in the wiating room of death, only waiting to be called.
tears flow from the closed cracks of my glass covered eyes
i cant help but make a relization of how familaiar this place seems to be
the sacrifices and deaths made here.
and i let the demon push me, standing in defencless light
messing with me mind-testing me to the point of extreme hatered towards myself.
im simply outrun-out done- no possiblities left
its sad that not only outside people can see right through me, but i 2 can see right through myself.
id love to get found.
but thats only a possibilty.
never ending possibilitys
I LOVE CLAYTON

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pretty_demon989

Report | 02/13/2008 10:51 pm

pretty_demon989

hi kayla nice hair my name is michelle frey or zeanne
Buyido

Report | 10/29/2007 9:17 pm

Buyido

Catch me,



*poke*




I'm falling
Exxxplosive

Report | 10/26/2007 12:35 pm

Exxxplosive

Hey u havnt been on in 4ever.... User Image

I wish i knew what was up and im not sure this really workin out anymore......
1shanns_silly_boi1

Report | 10/08/2007 12:50 am

1shanns_silly_boi1

u dont talk 2 me anymore i have been dieing with out u i look at your pro all the time and i just think about how did i mess up so bad and hurt some 1 i love idk but i miss u so much
1shanns_silly_boi1

Report | 10/07/2007 11:45 pm

1shanns_silly_boi1

DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY FRIEND CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE ONE SEXY b***h !!! US SEXY PEOPLE GOT TO STAY TOGETHER
x Filthy x

Report | 10/03/2007 5:20 am

x Filthy x

i see -trapt-in-laland likes you lol funny
MoccaGuy

Report | 09/16/2007 2:23 pm

MoccaGuy

Hi! How are you? ^^
whatwouldbeagoodusername

Report | 09/14/2007 5:03 pm

whatwouldbeagoodusername

don't call me that. I haven't been up to much of anything.
1shanns_silly_boi1

Report | 09/03/2007 1:46 pm

1shanns_silly_boi1

HAY NICE PRO LIKE THE PIC FROM RESIDENT EVIL 4
Exxxplosive

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no one said young love was over rated!!!!!! I LOVE RANDOM PM'S
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