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hey i love fma and drawling and just hanging. All my friends call me loki and i am a red head who loves to party and have fun. i like swimming and fourwheeling if u want to talk to me or know more just pm me.
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taylor and courtny
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jake he was awsome
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tyler so coolio
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our crazy cordinators
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jake again
http://s146.photobucket.com/albums/r265/nikkie_038/?action=view¤t=chuck.jpg
chuck she was awsome
http://s146.photobucket.com/albums/r265/nikkie_038/?action=view¤t=coolio.jpg
they were dorks
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fish adn jessy they my buddies

I love walking in the rain
Because no one can see my tears
The small cold droplets on my face
A reflection of my fears

I suddenly feel tired
Weighed down by a heavy heart
I feel like it's stopped beating
Never again to start

I love to go out walking
In the pouring rain
Because through the sheets of water
No one can see my pain

No one can see my heart
As it's ripped apart at the seam
And in the booming thunder clashes
No one can hear my screams

I love walking out in the rain
Because as the storm rages around me
I can let go of all of the things weighing me down
Standing in the falling rain I feel truly free





I commited suicide,

who cares?

Now I don't have to hide,

now I don't have to be scared.



I lost my mind,

when my dad went away,

he left me behind,

thinking he'd come back one day.



On my first day of kindergarden,

was the day I realised, hes gone,

my heart hardened,

it shurnk in size.



I cried every day I got home,

my heart cracked in two,

I was always alone,

and didn't know what to do.



when I was six,

I was always scared,

wind, thunder, darkness,

afraid, but tried to bare.



I started to see the dead,

then I cried more,

some were without a head,

so I'd shut and lock the door.



It wasn't enough,

they'd walk right through,

I'd scream and bed and cry for them to go away,

but no one knew.



When I was eleven,

things got worse,

thought I wasn't going to heaven,

cause I'd always curse.



I started to hate,

grew bad,

but it was too late,

I was already mad.



When I was twelve,

had an eating disorder,

starved myself,

but no one gave a quarter.



I became a freak,

scared people to hell,

they grew weak,

as I shoved the down a well. 8D



When I turned thirteen,

oh am I insane,

I'm so god damn mean,

I make people feel my pain.



You did this to me,

yes you mother,

Why couldn't you just let me be?

You're the next for me to smother.



I am the dead,

I am the past,

I'm in your head,

and its not the last.



I'm here forever,

haunt you in your dreams,

go tell a friend,

just remember not to scream.

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g3n0cyd3

Report | 07/23/2010 11:56 am

g3n0cyd3

well hai der biggrin
LilacWalker

Report | 05/22/2010 11:55 am

LilacWalker

Oh! No worrie sloki, i'm saving them ^^
ultra_violet_azn

Report | 03/13/2010 1:02 pm

ultra_violet_azn

hey =] if you dont remember/know me its the 3rd person on your friendlist ;P
Ryuujinz

Report | 07/31/2009 12:11 am

Ryuujinz

lol hey remember me?
long time no see
Dante_231

Report | 11/11/2008 3:51 pm

Dante_231

red =D
Lil_Memories

Report | 10/09/2008 4:09 pm

Lil_Memories

Sorry for the annoying chain mail XD It's been a while eh? Love your profile. User Image
Lil_Memories

Report | 09/27/2008 10:47 am

Lil_Memories

READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 225 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be SRRY
animegirl1992

Report | 09/17/2008 6:43 pm

animegirl1992

LOKI I LOVE YOU! <3
HateXMeX9

Report | 07/26/2008 2:50 pm

HateXMeX9

I am srry to here your story and I hope you feel better someday.
dragonzhdz

Report | 07/23/2008 2:56 pm

dragonzhdz

hello from mexico amiga User Image