About
It is May 9th 2010 as I write this. Date may be important to some that read.
'Ello! My name is Justine. Why do I have a nickie of Bailey? Well when I lived in Lansing a while back, I discovered that I was allergic to one thing.. it's the only thing that I know that I'm allergic to at all.
One day I was in the cafeteria and the lunch that I got.. there was like stew-ish stuff and I guess the lunch lady put Bay Leaves in it.. well I had an allergic reaction (not bad though, just ichy throat and things, I took benedril.. benedryl.. something like that). So, now, my friends from Lansing that found out about this, call me Bailey Rene. Instead of my real name.
I am seventeen years old, I graduated school last year, not long after my birthday (which is on Nov. 20). I have a college coarse at home because my sister was aloud to keep the books (she moved out though) and they're for the same thing I'm going to go to college for this fall (2010). College seems lame. But I have friends to help me get over that ;D plus, I'm a HUGE GaiaOnline fan and Music... OMGosh, music is totally my metephoric meth. I can't go a day without it!
Yes, I'm a Christan. No, not Catholic or Baptist or Methodist.. Just plain 'ol Christian.
I don't live in my beloved Lansing anymore, I live in the middle of nowhere.. A.K.A. Mapleton, KS. Sure, I have friends here, but not as many as in Lansing and they aren't as good as the friends I had in Lansing either, I won't lie. My friends in Lansing (still keep in touch) stick by me through everything and they're trust-worthy, unlike my friends here. I only have one friend here like that and she knows who she is *points down the road at her house*.. well sorta.. it's like around a corner and stuff but whatever.
There are a few people that would make good friends, but I never get to hang out with them. If they're somewhere that I know of, I usually have something to do >.> and can't do meet them. So, it sucks. But yeah, people in this place (not just the town, nearby towns) seem to hate me after a while. After they find out that I don't let myself get walked all over. I only let Laura do it because she's my bestie and I can't stay mad at her. Plus, she knows not to do it TOO much, when I do it, I stomp and kick. I have a bad temper (when I can stay mad long enough, of coarse.)
About relationships.. Well, a while ago, I could've said I was taken but that changed. He was a good person, loving, caring, and sweet but.. I just.. didn't feel right with him. I probably hurt him more than I know, sure, but I can't help it if I don't feel the same way I used to. I tried to feel that way again for a while but it never came back. I'm sorry that it happened and I hope he forgives me. (You know who YOU are).
The last one (before my new) I met him a long time ago. We were best friends, loved each other so much. Or so I thought. I, now, don't think he really felt the same way. He ended up leaving me for someone else, saying we could be just friends again, but soon that turned into a big mess too. I moved on and found someone else and he said he was fine (since he was with someone else!).
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Well, they broke up and he tried to get back with me and I told him that I had already found someone..
I guess he didn't like it so much anymore. Many things were said to me that aren't GaiaOnline appropriate. I will never speak with him again and we will never be friends again, knowing how he really feels about me and my friend (who he insulted with around the same things, RIGHT after telling her that he wasn't angry with her either). Oh and.. this last part.. marked by the dot divider.. happened only a couple days ago.
'Ello! My name is Justine. Why do I have a nickie of Bailey? Well when I lived in Lansing a while back, I discovered that I was allergic to one thing.. it's the only thing that I know that I'm allergic to at all.
One day I was in the cafeteria and the lunch that I got.. there was like stew-ish stuff and I guess the lunch lady put Bay Leaves in it.. well I had an allergic reaction (not bad though, just ichy throat and things, I took benedril.. benedryl.. something like that). So, now, my friends from Lansing that found out about this, call me Bailey Rene. Instead of my real name.
I am seventeen years old, I graduated school last year, not long after my birthday (which is on Nov. 20). I have a college coarse at home because my sister was aloud to keep the books (she moved out though) and they're for the same thing I'm going to go to college for this fall (2010). College seems lame. But I have friends to help me get over that ;D plus, I'm a HUGE GaiaOnline fan and Music... OMGosh, music is totally my metephoric meth. I can't go a day without it!
Yes, I'm a Christan. No, not Catholic or Baptist or Methodist.. Just plain 'ol Christian.
I don't live in my beloved Lansing anymore, I live in the middle of nowhere.. A.K.A. Mapleton, KS. Sure, I have friends here, but not as many as in Lansing and they aren't as good as the friends I had in Lansing either, I won't lie. My friends in Lansing (still keep in touch) stick by me through everything and they're trust-worthy, unlike my friends here. I only have one friend here like that and she knows who she is *points down the road at her house*.. well sorta.. it's like around a corner and stuff but whatever.
There are a few people that would make good friends, but I never get to hang out with them. If they're somewhere that I know of, I usually have something to do >.> and can't do meet them. So, it sucks. But yeah, people in this place (not just the town, nearby towns) seem to hate me after a while. After they find out that I don't let myself get walked all over. I only let Laura do it because she's my bestie and I can't stay mad at her. Plus, she knows not to do it TOO much, when I do it, I stomp and kick. I have a bad temper (when I can stay mad long enough, of coarse.)
About relationships.. Well, a while ago, I could've said I was taken but that changed. He was a good person, loving, caring, and sweet but.. I just.. didn't feel right with him. I probably hurt him more than I know, sure, but I can't help it if I don't feel the same way I used to. I tried to feel that way again for a while but it never came back. I'm sorry that it happened and I hope he forgives me. (You know who YOU are).
The last one (before my new) I met him a long time ago. We were best friends, loved each other so much. Or so I thought. I, now, don't think he really felt the same way. He ended up leaving me for someone else, saying we could be just friends again, but soon that turned into a big mess too. I moved on and found someone else and he said he was fine (since he was with someone else!).
................................
Well, they broke up and he tried to get back with me and I told him that I had already found someone..
I guess he didn't like it so much anymore. Many things were said to me that aren't GaiaOnline appropriate. I will never speak with him again and we will never be friends again, knowing how he really feels about me and my friend (who he insulted with around the same things, RIGHT after telling her that he wasn't angry with her either). Oh and.. this last part.. marked by the dot divider.. happened only a couple days ago.
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I know what you mean!! I definitely hate going first or last because everyone's kinda staring at you. It sucks to be last since you have all those awesome presentations before your own and you're kinda under the pressure of doing better. @__@;;
But it's good to hear that you're enjoying college. C:
Sorry for the SUPER late reply. I lost my password a while back. x__x;;
SOOOO... how's college treating you? O:
&Thanks~ ^__^
Reading your comment made me smile. C:
lol heres the link for my entry in the arenas heart
but you can also type a username in the search thing at the arenas
http://www.gaiaonline.com/arena/gaia/original-avatar/vote/?entry_id=102114295#title
-Jess
Thank you! 4laugh its very cute