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Name: Tori, midnight, birdy...any is fine
D.O.B.: November 29
Location: California, USA
Gender: Female
Favorite Color: Grey-greens, off whites, blood red
Favorite Game: Soul Calibur 3
Favorite Music Genre: old rock (KFOX 98.5)
Likes: Teen titans, Digimon, Ouran Host Club, Bleach, Slayers, Gundam Wing, my friends, sleep, family, grandpa's monte carlo ^_^ writing, drawing, reading, anime (obviously), watching people play video games, and the normal teenage thing: hanging out with friends
Dislikes: Starbucks, pink, vampires, the word "like" used too often, homework, etc...
Personality: you don't want me to explain, trust me.

Journal

Midnight's Raging Brainstorm

I'm on a quest to explain myself. Not necessarily to the world, but to myself. A feeling of loneliness could not be explained in a sentence (unless a run-on), but to get the full details, paragraph upon paragraph are a necessity. What feelings are stored, what events cause impact, and what can I explain?

I'm a fustrated teenager. Then again, what teenager isn't? These are my emotions, these are my thoughts. If you have a problem with it, then why do you bother?


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CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 10/15/2009 2:27 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

I'm on for the first time this month!!! XD
College has cured me of gaia daily, checking onemanga & animeseason daily, and being on ff.net constantly... O_O but it hasn't stopped me from facebook, but that's farmville's fault.... -_-
oooh, persimmons.... sure. XD
I'll be back tomorrow night, but I'll be at the doctor's Saturday about the evil rashes.... Then, I go back Sunday sometime...
Yikes, carrying laundry to the bus station must suck!!! That'll be me when I have to go to the train station to come home..... >< I'd type more, but I have English soon, so ttyl on facebook! ^^
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 10/03/2009 1:27 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

ugh, I have tons of rashes.... stupid climate.... or maybe it's allergies.... hmmm... ><
how's school? for me, still tons of reading....ugh..... crying
I usually check onemanga and animeseason every day if I remember to, but even if something updates, I don't get to watch the episodes until around the end of the week... For manga, I might get to read a chapter during the day if I'm lucky.... >< Pandora Hearts updated a few days ago. :] The anime is different than the manga now.... Have you been watching the anime for Pandora Hearts?
Doing laundry isn't fun... It's easy, but not fun... The door to the laundry room is hard to push open, for the first few inches... Walking down the steep stairs while holding a hamper of laundry in one hand, and the dorm key (also the laundry room key) in the other definitely isn't fun..... ><
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/24/2009 1:40 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

Lucky.... My English teacher said that we pay 30% more in tuition and stuff, and we get 15% less class time or something.... &gt;&lt;


I'm so busy that I don't get to check onemanga or animeseason as much as I used to... School is slowly breaking me out of the habit of checking for updates so often...


I would take a picture of the lilies, but I don't have a camera... I have a camera on my cellphone though, but I don't know if I can send pictures through the cellphone... Oh, and I have webcam too... To curl the petals, I tried using a pencil, but it's not that great since the tiny lilies are smaller... I'll have to find something else to curl the petals better, but I have limited resources... &gt;&lt;





Ok, calculus 2 is ok. We're doing a review of stuff we learned already in calculus, but grades are determined only by the midterm, final, and weekly quizzes on the homework assignments. The hw will never be collected... &gt;&lt; So far, the class is ok since it's just a review on the stuff I learned last year...


History is boring... We're learning US history pretty much all over again... The focus will be on freedom and equality... The teacher is at least 65 years old, I'm guessing, because he was teaching since 40-ish years ago... He wears hearing aids as a result of the Vietnam War, he said... Hw consists of reading assignments... About 20-30 pages each time in a boring book...


English is ok so far, because we didn't have any writing assignments yet. The teacher is really cool and funny. She let class out 10 minutes early since there was nothing else to do, and the professor likes to say stuff in either an accent, or in a funny voice. Today, my English class will be canceled, because the teacher is sick or something.... 


CPE 101 was ok, for the lecture... The lab portion was horrible for the first day. I started out behind everyone else in the lab because the computer wouldn't let me log into my computer science account... We were given an assigned password for the lab class, so I typed it in. Then, a box showed up asking for a NEW password, so I typed in what I wanted my password to be. It didn't let me log in, so I tried again. I ended up trying too many times that my account got locked... -_- So for pretty much the rest of the class period (an hour), I wasn't able to use the computer. It locked me out for only 10 minutes, but I didn't want to try to log in again without someone helping me... At the end of class, the guy next to me helped me log in. Turns out that we had to type in the old password AGAIN, in the box that asks for a NEW password.... -_- Stupid computer.... &gt;&lt; After that, I got to change my password...


After that, I went to my room to do the lab assignment due Friday after class. After getting stuck a few times (and getting unstuck with some hints from John and Ray), I was able to finally finish the lab by the time I went to bed. :] I did the lab on and off throughout the day since I had to wait for help from my brothers... I feel proud of myself because I did most of the lab by myself. XD


My math workshop class is at night, and it's taught by a student. The student sits at the back of the calc 2 lecture class to see what we're learning... For the first day, we played an icebreaker with m&amp;m's... Then, we played jeapardy with math questions. the team I was on came in 2nd place. ^_^


When it was time to go home (it ended at 8:00pm, instead of 7:30pm for some reason...), my neighbor and I had to walk back in the dark. As soon as we left the building, we had no clue which way to go back to the dorms, because everything looked different in the dark... We freaked out, since everyone had left (all going in different ways, so we didn't know who to follow back to the dorms), so Stephanie (neighbor) pulled out her iPhone, which had a gps system on it... Long story short, we started going back, no one was around, the clocktower started to ring like in horror movies, so we ran like crazy in the dark to ca
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/21/2009 9:51 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

lol Nice. I didn't get to play it today, since I went bowling, and saw a movie... School starts tomorrow... I'm depressed now.... ><
I have to stop checking onemanga and animeseason everyday too.... -_- it's a bad habit...
Yup!! I even made those origami lilies with the tiny crane paper! XD it's kind of annoying to fold (the last few folds before curling the petals...) We're thinking of putting the tiny lilies inside the big lilies, because it looks interesting that way...
A beach theme sounds interesting... I think my neighbors have a fish... They mentioned something about finally getting fish food, "don't die!! We love you!!!", and "Oh, no! You better not be dead!". lol Yeah, my neighbors are funny.
Nice victory signs! As you said, very Asian! :]
I should go to bed... Class starts at 8:00 tomorrow... ugh... gonk
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/20/2009 1:02 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

Thought so... The RA came to the dorm room yesterday to tell everyone what activities we were going to have before school starts, and she mentioned that they just got Beatles Rockband! lol So now, the people in the North Mountain dorms (like me...), and the Santa Lucia dorms (dorms nearby, which is where our common rooms are...) will get to play Beatles Rockband.
Yup. But at least I know someone in that class... Sort of... I met this one girl during our "academic day by college" meeting, and she happens to have the same professor as me... All Janice told me about the professor is that he's really good at teaching, but he's just strict...
Yikes, that sucks! Hopefully my teachers make due dates written clearly on our green sheets and stuff... I'm assuming for now that the dates written for the reading assignments for my history class are the dates that the assignments are due... (That's what it looks like at least.... It would be nice if the dates refer to what day we have to do the assignment, but oh well...) ><
I think Pandora Hearts is supposed to update soon... The manga... It should be out in a few days, if I remember the date that it comes out in Japan correctly... >< The anime for Pandora Hearts is straying from the manga... I'm sad... crying

Guess how my roomies and I are going to decorate our dorms. Well, I made a bunch of paper cranes when I arrived to keep me from dying of boredom. Then, roomie A suggested that we string a few of the cranes together to hang out the ceiling. So I made more cranes (currently in a box waiting to be stringed up... don't have string that'll work though...), and then I taught roomie B how to make the cranes. So she can make paper cranes now. :] I also made those origami lilies, and Roomie A suggested that we can put them in our window since we don't have plants to put in our room... Currently, I have 18 lilies, and 17 of them have stems made from straws cut in half. I'm too lazy to plug in the hot glue gun right now, just to glue one lily to a straw stem... I'll do it when I make more. lol (I think I've made too many, but oh well.) My roommates don't know how to make the lilies yet, but I'll teach them eventually, after I teach roomie A how to make a crane...
Oh, we don't have any vases, or anything to put the flowers in, so the lilies are just sitting on top of my drawers of clothes...
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/18/2009 1:10 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

I don't think I know "Good Morning" by the Beatles, but I'm assuming that it's stuck in your head because it was on Rock Band?
School is ok so far... Boring... Nothing to do... Classes start on Tuesday, and I'm worried about the difficulty for the computer class... I heard that the teacher is really strict... >< crying But he's supposed to be a good teacher too, so I guess it'll work out... If I need help, I can go to the tutoring stuff that's provided, or I can go and bug the professor. lol I think Janice had the same professor....
Anyways, it's too hot to walk around outside... And I have allergies down here, but it's getting better....

How is school for you?

Oh, 1/2 Prince updated if you didn't read the chapter already. :]
Lamie inconnue

Report | 09/17/2009 10:35 am

Lamie inconnue

good morning
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/15/2009 2:42 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

lol :]
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/09/2009 12:31 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

I mainly just like Miki. I also like Nagihiko/Nadeshiko. :] As for Dia, I agree with you. At first, I liked Dia, but I lost interest when she stopped showing up in the series for a long time...
I see. For me, my feet would start to hurt for some reason... And if I run for a while, my legs start cramping up, and I'd have to stretch to loosen up the muscles... >< I'm just plain bad at sports, so all I can do is walk...
Sure. I'll start a message on facebook or something between the 4 (you, Amy, Kitty, and I) of us about Friday or something... Let's try not to involve money... Like you said, college students with limited wallets... ><
Oh, Bleach updated. I'm going to watch the episode after I post this comment. ^^
CherryBlossomAngel

Report | 09/07/2009 3:37 pm

CherryBlossomAngel

I agree about Miki. I didn't really care that Ran and Suu disappeared... I don't think Amu would become a singer, but it'll be interesting if she did...
In my opinion, I am getting better than before, but I also sometimes feel like I'm not getting better since I don't practice as much... At least I don't have issues about the speed limit anymore... Now it's "ok, I have to slow down!! I'm going 3 mph above the speed limit!!!! slow down!!!!!".. sweatdrop
Interesting... My mom was thinking about bringing me to the Arts Fair, but we never had time to go... She has a "family goes free" thing for the Arts Fair...
Yup. >< If it's Friday, then I'll be free all day until around 3:45... I have a dentist appointment at 4:30, and I estimate that I'll be home at around 6:00-ish at latest...

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This life is empty, a void we only call a world in which we reside. We feel too much, and yet, not enough. We want more than we can stand and forget who we are. We contradict ourselves because we are humans-greedy and vain.