... what am I...
... who am I...
... why is this curse hanging on me...
... why did I lost the one I love the most...
... why had everybody died....
... ever the same questions.. but no answer....
Knowing everything just by seeing a person is a hard life.. don't you think? It is a curse...
But no one knows me.. and no one understand me... they always see the dark beast I become.. this Death Living Creature.. my face isn't beautiful any longer... my skin is palish, and my arm deformed... and this scar did still hurt... but what else could I do? Nothing more than keep on living..
I hide myself into the darkness.. because no one want to stay with me.. I could understand their feelings... most of them is pain.. hate... and they are affraid of me.. but it is ok.. as my missed brother could only look at me, with this carefull eyes...
he was the one, who become my mother and father... the one I care about... I hope he is alive.. he is the only one I can't feel.. but I know he exist.... I really miss the old times.. but I know, they will never come back... I ever belived in it, since the moment I died.. and this way of ending my life was the best, that could happend to me... only by this way... I could let my feelings behind, and start over my live.. but I never thought... it would become like this... never....
I was cursed by someone, who we... our folk all trusted in... but he is not more than a person I hate with the deepest of my heart... but he is gone.. and I hope he will never return again!
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Also I'm gay.. since I once loved someone.. where I ever knows that he is not the "one" for me... everyone find his true love one day.. but I think... this will never happen... but I'm still happy.. if I could only see my brother again...
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