Hey, you. Abby and Gramma wanted me to tell you that they miss you. You're stealing my family from me, darling, and it's so not cool. Oh, and we named a puppy after you. Ttyl. Love you.
I know how it feels...I spend my time cheering up my other friends while avoiding my own problems. For that very reason my world is now crashing down around me with nothing U can do to stop it. Everything that I didn't want to believe happened or accept the feelings of those around me and the situations that are real that I have tried to ignore. So really this is my fault. I'm pretty confident that I will loose quite a few friends once the smiling mask that I have worn to fool them and myself is removed from the picture. But there is othing I can do. I guess some people are destined to be unhappy. But like you I look for a way to escape the pain or sorrow by helping others. Problem is that I am usually the cause of their problems but they don't see that where I do.
Ah...I see. I guess you don't know that they are both the same person so it really doesn't matter which you know. Our friendship was destined to fall apart the way it did but that was because she is clueless at times and doesn't notice others feelings. I am sad to say that our friendship had to end but there was nothing I could do. When you've been hurt to many times nd then betrayed again by the fool of the play your heart says to forgive while your mind says to not. By the way you are an excelent poet might I add. Poetry is something that I love but can never seem to create. For me the art is forbidden. I would rather write stories while secretly expressing myself without anyone noticing.
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