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my closest friend ever

Her name is Andrea, but you all know her as Mr DEITY.
she is the only real reason i get up in the morning. like she said in her letter. we've known each other for a long time. I just reread what she wrote. and it still makes me cry. i miss her so much you people just don't ******** know. i wish i could see or talk to her now. right this instant if we were trapped in a two seperate rooms with just a button in them, and that button ment death for the one that pushed it and safty for the other person i'd push it with no regrets or second thoughts. she is just that ******** important. all my friends reading this now. you need to know that the number one spot in my heart is filled already, by Andrea. She talked about how i saved her. well she saved me too. i didn't have ANY friends till i met her. and from then on she has been my world. she told you all how if i go she goes. well if she goes i'll follow. god i'm still crying as i write this.
as i've told you all before everything she wrote is 100percent true.

i feel so ******** WANTED when i talk to her. she makes me feel real, like i have a place in this world where no matter what dumbshit thing i do i'll always have a place i'm safe. you know that saying "a good friend will bail you out of jail, but a best friend will be sitting next to you saying 'damn that was awesome'"? well for me and Andrea that saying is so ******** true! wewould be sitting in the cell together laughing our asses off and planning to do something else together.
Andrea, if you're reading this i want you to know, I ******** LOVE YOU TOO!!!!

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I'm BACK~!

That's right all my friends, Mac Depontes has gotten his account back~! Thank you Moderators Of Gaia~! <3

I'm gonna be working up to make my avi as Sex-tastic as it was before that damned Hacker got me.

So yea, Spreading the love~! I really missed this account. Hope you all still remember little ol' me~!

Hearts to you all~!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

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qouth Report | 04/08/2010 9:53 am: mac C;
Mac-Tastic19 Report | 10/21/2009 9:47 pm: HAI ANYONE READING THIS!!!
I FORGOT MY PASSWORD SO I MADE A NEW ACCOUNT!!!
FEEL FREE TO ADD ME ON THIS ACCOUNT!!!!
bennnyyy Report | 05/11/2009 5:01 pm: I'm alright (: how about you?
bennnyyy Report | 05/04/2009 7:46 pm: mac :'D
i missed you <3
Classic Ghettophones Report | 03/30/2009 3:06 pm: MACKY biggrin
Alex est Merde Report | 03/14/2009 8:14 am: yeah. I actually dyed it already, but the color faded out in like...two days...so...and it also faded out the color of my natural hair color too, making it look more aburn and waht not. That's why my hair looks red in my pics.
Alex est Merde Report | 03/14/2009 8:07 am: lol. I have dark brown hair too, people say it's black, though it's not even CLOSE to being black. Though I am going to attempt to dye it black again....
Alex est Merde Report | 03/13/2009 11:01 pm: near to perfect??? Huh?
Vexiv Report | 03/13/2009 8:04 pm: I just started an art thread with my friend at the busiest time of day and now bidders or customers. :<
Vexiv Report | 03/13/2009 7:52 pm: At least I'm honest. Nice to meet you again.
-Gives orange juice- o u o

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a letter my friend deity wrote and originally was in my "about me" section

Mr DEITY just haxed into your account ho!

Hey everyone, this is Mr DEITY. Technically I did not hack into Mac's account because I have his password. He just doesn't know it yet, but he will soon, lol. No hints on what it is though, you'll never guess. xD
Well anyways, I decided to make an area where I do nothing but talk about Mac. Let me seeeeeee~
Mac is my best friend, always will be. We are gunna move in together once we graduate. We've had this plan since the 5th grade. It won't die, I promise. I'll begin on the day I met Mac. It was a regular day. You know, first day of 5th grade and all, P.E. [ewww, lol] early August. I think it was after lunch, I dunno lol kindda foggy. o 3o
ANYWAYS!~ I was talking to him and I was all "OMG Mac heyyyy!~" and he was all "Who are you?" well long story short, and a lot of dialog later, we became best friends. You see, I had thought he was the Mac from the year before [I still think he is] but he has a reeeallllyyyy good alibi... He was in Virginia! W.E! He's a liar! I know! Cause you don't look the same, sound the same, and have the same name! LIAR YOUR ARM WAS IN THAT SLING! I KNOW IT D<
YOU MEMORY RETARDED f** YOU! D:
ANYWAYS. >>
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That's how we met, it was stupid and we were playing four square. o 3o
If you woulda been there you woulda lo ******** l'd.

So shut up. :/
I'm on the phone with Mac right now, and he STILL doesn't know I'm on his account :'D
I'm soooo good.
ANYWAYS~ o 3o
Mac and I have been bffe for the past nearly 6 years. The best damn years of my ******** life. I would never trade them away... NEVER. But the musshy s**t is coming up later xD
There may be tears D:
So, Mac TAUGHT me how to draw :'D
It's amazing >D
Mac is OLDER that me :]
I love it xD
Unfortunately, Mac moved away from me at the end of our sixth grade year. Of which we didn't even go to the same middle school. Sucked. So.... now onto the sad s**t. :]

You Changed My Life, I Love You
Dear Mac,
You have changed me in the best possible way. From when were little kids to now, you still mold me into a human being everytime you talk to me. I'm so weak without you, but so strong when I am with you. You make me want to stand up and speak my mind, because I ADORE you, and no one will EVER replace you. You CAN'T be replaced. Ever since I met you in the 5th [4th] grade I felt something between us that would never be broken. NEVER.
Our 5th grade year was full of goofing off and fun, sooo much fun. I will never be able to forget it. Never. I don't care is I get amnesia. I will ALWAYS remember you. You have made my life SO bright. You caught me as I was falling into my loneliness even more. I remeber wandering around the base with you at 11'o clock at night without fail, everytime I stayed the night. All the s**t we pulled. So much fun. I DEFINITELY remember Halloween! LOL THAT was a perfect night. SO perfect.
But, as they say, all happiness comes to an end. I remember it, when you left. You were stripped away from me so fast I didn't even have a chance to breathe. The pain of you leaving was so intense. It still hurts. But I still love you. I always will, because I don't blame you, and you are the reason I breathe. I've cried to you, I've complained, I've taken out my anger and frustration on you, and you just took it. We have spoken EVERYNIGHT to eachother for hours at a time since August of 2002. Hell, we are talking RIGHT now. I don't know how I lived without you, but I know now, that if you disappeared from the face of the Earth, it would be like I never existed. I never told you, but everytime you hang up the phone, my heart breaks, and I want to crumble. You keep me stable. You keep me living. 450 miles of earth keeps us separated. But that isn't nearly enough to keep us a part.
I cried to you in early June. You there, on the phone with me while I sat in the park, crying my eyes out under the swing set. I cried and spilled out to you, and everything I said was true. SO true. I have NO friends. I am sick of being nice to everyone just to get fake friends in return. I can't handle them. You are the only person I will EVER need. You are MY friend. My BEST friend. My brother. I said that to you, and cried. You are the only person I can cry to. The only person. You are the only person I will ever let see me weak. I can drop my guard over my heart around you because you are my heart. I can never have a wall blocking you to what you are.
You mean so much to me Mac, and the only reason I am doing this is because of what you wrote. "now if you'll all excuse me i'm gonna go commit suicide for being such a dumbass and falling for someone. "
You would kill yourself over someone you never knew. I don't care if you were joking or not Mac. That hurt me so bad. You are my EVERYTHING! You are my LIFE. You are the REASON I ******** LIVE. And you would kill YOURSELF over a little boy who probably never really loved you. Just the thought of you being gone makes me cry. The THOUGHT of you killing yourself makes me ache and want to DIE. You don't know I'm crying right now. But I am. Your on the phone with me, and all you can here is a sniff everyonce in a while and typing. While I hear your voice in my ear. Mac, if it ever comes to the day that your voice no longer blesses this earth or me, it will be the day I no longer find will to live. It will be the day you and I both die. Because without you, there is no life for me. There is no need for me.
My heart is in so much pain right now. Don't EVER! DON'T KING EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!
You mean to much. Far to much. YES! I AM being selfish! I AM being needy. I DON'T care. Why SHOULD I?
Mac, I LOVE you. I ******** LOVE you. Now, you are about to log on, because you just asked Heather and she said yes.
I won't tell you about this, I'll let you find out on your own. Or someone to tell you.
Don't be stupid baby, don't threaten yourself, or even joke about it. Without you, I would perish.
Love always,
Andrea