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Hidden in the face of darknesscasted into the night
i stare at my reflection in the mirror
by candle light
My eyes are suken dark, my hair is a mess
but these things can simply be fixed
yet what i feel inside is not so easy to amend
i just want someone to understand
I smile on the outside and tell everyone i am alright
but inside i am fighting and losing the fight
the voices keep screaming for someone to help me , that i am not alright
but no one understands me
or can accept me for who i am
so forever i shall stand here waiting until someone can
but as the days pass more and more
the fight grows and it turns into a war
I cant stand the pain and torment anymore
i have waited for too long
for someone to come along
for someone to give me a hand
and set my mind, which lay in a dark swarming sea
safely onto dry land
but as i know the truth comes
a bearer of bad news
no one can just understand what i am going through
all the hints i give
all the signs that i silently wave
are just not enough for someone who isnt like me to understand
so now as i stare at my reflection on the cold dark and lonely night
i gleam at the knife sitting on the table before me...
i then know its the only one that understands me
as i pick it up i wonder if this is the right choice to make
the crimson blood from my souless body is spilled onto the deselent floor
all the pain, the voices, and the silent screams stop
as i lay on the floor the war that ravenged inside of me is no more
and with my final breath of life i stare at the knife
knowing it was the only one that understood me in the end..
i now and forever know, that this time i can really say
i am going to be alright
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your heart can be broken mre than once,but theres always someone there to fix it,my question is....who can fix mines?
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