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Bella 3.Bella when she goes to play baseball with the Cullens in Twilight.....I would do Edward, but no avi can do Edward Cullen justice!None!

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just something simple i guess...

I'm the type of person who will take it
all for granted then love it then take it for granted again.
what can i say, its a never-ending cycle-thingie...haha!

Even when it seems like i have nothing to say,
believe me, i have a lot to say.
I just won't say.
People say that im rude or mean at times,
sorry but thats just how i am, but i
really am sorry, because usually i don't
mean to hurt you, especially if you're a friend.

People say that i push them away,
i never noticed that until they said it to me.
But im not good with words, so more then likely, if
im silent, just give me some time to say something.
If you hurt me, im willing to look past
that and start all over, because as my mother
once told me, "If God can forgive you, then who am I not to."
So don't ever think im mad at you, im not.
i wouldnt hold it against you.
I'm willing to forgive you, but that doesn't mean
that im willing to forget what you did.
If I'm giving you another chance, take it
and don't screw up again, because i only give people
so many chances until im done with them.

I love my friends, family, and especially God.
Dont mess with my friends, dont even make them cry.
I love them all, because no matter what, through the
good and the bad, im there for them.

If i say i love someone, then i really do. And i really
do love all the 3 mentioned above.
I don't use the word 'love' easily, i say what
I say from the heart. So if i say i really do care,
then believe me, cuz i care a whole lot.

I'm in a never-ending fight to figure out
what life i all about, and what God has in store for me.
But i smie through it all, because to see the joy in life
is the only way to be happy about it.

I try to have hope, even when it seems that
hope shouldnt be found at all.
But like the Polish saying goes, "If one does not play games, then there is too much to weep about."
So I might as well see the joy in life, rather
then to weep about every single little thing.

Music is my life.
I could probably give you a very long list
of songs that were all about my life.
Its my escape, and my reality.
It keeps me in my dreams, but keeps my
feet planted on the ground.
I could spend an entire day, writing the
imperfect song
imperfect poem
imperfect line
And still make it seem perfect.
Or I could just spend it being with the people i love and love me, who doesn't want that?!
Because being imperfect, is being perfect in
your own special way.
Life's not perfect, but i like having it imperfect,
all in a jumble,
and ready for me to figure it out like a puzzle.
I love life!

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you, i love you

I'll be your bella if you be my edward......

I'll show you a sweet dream next night....

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty
uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal
pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a
rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't
mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the
olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer
be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl
mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling
was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!

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Report | 02/04/2013 10:08 am


XD yeah! Yaoi is awesome.
I'm reading an ongoing one about a smex school.
That is awesome. biggrin
Right now i'm working on my yaoi story between my two pets on another avatar site.
Rex and Natsu. X3 My rocker and my shy boy. The story is them in human form cuz i'm not into animal romance stuff.
Not my cup of tea. lol
That's okay. =.= I actually keep forgetting to come back on here.
I'm quite obsessed with another avatar site i play on so gaia kinda slips my mind. sweatdrop

Report | 01/16/2013 12:14 pm


biggrin not too much.
Being reading crud load of manga, yaoi mostly.
watching lots of anime, working on a couple stories, and such.
how have you been?

Report | 11/06/2012 5:03 pm


crying you need to come back.
I miss you.
Reika Suzumi

Report | 09/15/2012 12:31 pm

Reika Suzumi


Report | 12/02/2011 12:04 pm


gaia_angelleft Hey what's up? Haven't heard from you in a while. biggrin What have you been up to? gaia_angelright

Report | 09/29/2011 11:25 am


lol. XD
I spend so much time on FB.
I play pet society, happy pets, happy baby, Sims social, and a few others.
Do you play games on there?
lol. You sister is a lot younger than you?
Me and my sister are 1 year apart. She's younger and we are best friends.
I've been reading lots of manga too. smile
I still don't get what the difference is between manga and manhwa.
It seems like the same thing. But i like manhwa too.
Been going pretty good. I cut my hair so it's short.
I love it! heart

Report | 09/16/2011 5:41 am


crying OMG! It's you!
lmao i love FB. I'm obsessed with happy baby right now. whee
I've been great. Been trying to lose some weight. Which is going pretty good. biggrin
I've been on facebook, on here, on mangafox, and listening to all kinds of music on youtube.
I've been overloading myself with yaoi. I'm drawing doodles for random people. 3nodding
They aren't very good doodles but they are okay.

Report | 08/23/2011 5:21 am


Hey how have you been. Haven't heard from you in forever.
I've been on mangafox lately. Met so many kind people on there.

Report | 08/23/2011 5:20 am


Hey how have you been. Haven't heard from you in forever.

Report | 05/21/2011 5:03 pm


well that's good. smile Kinda sucks that your busy but it's also a good thing. At least you got stuff to do. XD


frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead