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My persona on here is is Lilith. I'm considered to be the mother of all succubi(female form) and incubi (male form). The first Night Demon. Late medieval Jewish legend portrays me as the first wife and equal of Adam. Considering Adam inferior, I left the Garden of Eden of my own free will. I Lilith promptly uttered the name of God, took to the air, and left the Garden, settling on the Red Sea coast. I'm unique in that I was not touched by Original Sin, having left the garden before Eve came into existence.
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I also reveal myself to be powerful in my own right by knowing the name of God. Adam then bade three angels to find me and bring me back. When I refused, God punished me by commanding that I slay 100 of my children, called Lilin, each day. I then went on to mate with Samael and various other demons I found beside the Red Sea, creating countless lilin. The curse died along with the garden and Adam.

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In some passages of the Kabbala, as well as in the 13th century Treatise, I am/was the mate of Samael or the paramour of Satan. In modern Luciferianism, I was/am considered a consort and/or an aspect of Lucifer and is identified with the figure of Babalon. I'm said to come from the mud and dust, and is known as the Queen of the Sucubi.

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A figure often compared to Lilith is the Greek Lamia. Said to be a daughter of the goddess Hecate or turned into a monster by the jealous Hera, she had a cannibalistic appetite for children, and is often blamed for kidnapping them. Lamia has a role likewise, to Lilith in that, she too, is said to have a powerful, dangerous, sexual appetite for men. Below is the Burney relief (Norman Colville collection), which dates to roughly 1950 BC and is a sculpture of a woman who has bird talons and is flanked by owls.
The key to this identification lies in the bird talons and the owls. While the relief may depict the demon Kisikil-lilla-ke of the Gilgamesh passage or a goddess, identification with Lilitu is more tenuous and likely influenced by the "screech owl". Most scholars accept it to actually be Inanna or her underworld sister Ereshgikal. However, the real identity of this figure remains inconclusive.



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margaretfed41985

Report | 01/21/2008 4:22 am

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XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Report | 08/05/2007 10:41 pm

XxChaotic-BeautyxX

if you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. tonite your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain. you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to 15 people. if you get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about
XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Report | 08/05/2007 9:52 pm

XxChaotic-BeautyxX

FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL NAMED RUTH WAS SITTING AT HOME EATING TACOS WHILE BABYSITTING HER BROTHER WHILE HER PARENTS WERE OUT GETTING DRUNK.ITS 9:00 SO SHE PUTS HER BROTHER TO BED AND HE FALLS ASLEEP IMMEDIATELY.SHE WATCHES TV AND AT 1:27am THE PHONE RINGS.SHE PICKS IT UP AND A VOICE THAT SOUNDS ERIE.HE SAYS SOMETHING IN A FOREIGN LANGUAGE THAT SHE CANNOT UNDERSTAND SO SHE JUST HANGS UP.AND LATER ON AT ABOUT 3:13 THE PHONE RINGS AGAIN.THE SAME VOICE COMES ON THE PHONE HE SAYS CHECK YOUR BROTHERS ROOM!! AND SHE SAYS WHO ARE YOU AND WHATS YOU PROBLEM??THEN SHE HANGS UP.SHE GETS SCARED AND GOES AND CHECKS HIS ROOM JUST IN CASE.SHE OPENS THE DOOR AND SHE SEES HER BROTHER HANGING FROM THE CLOSET DEAD!!!SHE CALLS THE POLICE AND THEY COME RIGHT OVER.THEY DO THE WHOLE INSPECTION THING AND SHE GOES TO COURT AND THE JUDGE FINDS HER GUILTY OF FIRST DEGREE MURDER OF HER BROTHER PELSWICK OSWALD THE THIRD.SHE WAS SENTENCED TO LIFE IN PRISON.THIS IS NO JOKE ITS A TRUE STORY OF A DEAR FAMILY IN FORK CITY, UTAH.SHE HAUNTS THOSE WHO DO NOT RE-TELL HER SYORY AS SHE THINKS THAT ITS THEM WHO MURDERED HER DEAR BROTHER.IF YOU DO NOT SEND THIS TO 15 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 313 MINUTES SHE WILL APPEAR AT YOUR BEDSIDE AT 3:13 AND TORCHER AND HANG YOU JUST AS IT WAS DONE TO HER BROTHER.I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A JOKE ITS REAL AND THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES FOR DISBELIEF IN THE DEATH OF PELSWICK OSWALD THE THIRD.REPOST THIS AS WHORE""WHAT A NASTY .START SENDING NOW BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Report | 07/18/2007 12:31 am

XxChaotic-BeautyxX

1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to your self 6 times!!































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































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XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Report | 07/15/2007 12:59 am

XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. 































































Guy: No, this is fun. 































































Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! 































































Guy: Then tell me you love me. 































































Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! 































































Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. 































































Girl hugs him 































































Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. 































































(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. 































































































































If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will get kissed on friday by the love of your life.... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. 































































However, if u don t send this 2 @ least 10 ppl by at least 12:00 2nite u will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life. Just copy & paste & send
XxChaotic-BeautyxX

Report | 07/08/2007 3:00 pm

XxChaotic-BeautyxX

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE















1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.















2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.















3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.















4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.















5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.















6. You mean the world to someone.















7. If not for you, someone may not be living.















8. You are special and unique.















9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.















10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.















11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.















12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.















13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.















14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.















15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.















Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If u have less than 15 friends its ok.
stabitty_rip_stab_stab

Report | 04/03/2007 12:53 pm

stabitty_rip_stab_stab

nice av
tramper15

Report | 03/26/2007 9:21 am

tramper15

Hey *random hug time* Love you sis
Russells Blue Ninja

Report | 03/17/2007 8:52 am

Russells Blue Ninja

That would be super! I do have a car now. And, I have a phone too...but no long distance minutes left so that's sad...anyway, if you can, gimmie a call and we can try to plan something. oh, and i am going to wayne state college!!
Russells Blue Ninja

Report | 02/17/2007 9:33 am

Russells Blue Ninja

Tessie! Well, we are both without phones! Yay for Panic! At The Disco. Oh! I'm definitely going to My Chemical Romance concert in Lincoln! Yay for the exclamation point!... Um well, I'm getting a car soon, so maybe a trip in the near future is at hand? Hm, I hope so. I hope you have a phone soon because I will at the end of the month...lylas,
~~Ali~~

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