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Take Away Ma Last Breath

Report | 10/06/2006 10:24 am

Take Away Ma Last Breath

i love ya poemz
Bhikku

Report | 02/08/2006 3:23 pm

Bhikku

I miss u...
Bhikku

Report | 01/08/2006 8:08 pm

Bhikku

i am scared and alone..i want to die but noone wants to save me. my friends think i am jokign or i will feel better int he morning..what friends do i have? friends that use me for a few days for homework, buy them s**t and keep them compony after they get busted for haveing sex with guys older hten them? then once there out of depression they send me into depression by treating me like s**t. I am nothing more then a animal to those around me, a disposablew toy. Lower then dirt, what am i? i am nothing. I am unloved and noone wants to be near me. Am i that intolerable tot he point to wear when i seat within 5 feet of people one guy sayd dont get to close to him? that is mean and obscene. noone will miss me when i am dead. There is nothing left for me on this earth. i am at my last limits iono how much longer it will be before ALexander Gaige Mock is dead and in the ground. WIll i go to heaven, hell reincarnatated i dont know. all i know is the world will be happier with me gone. thats all i have to say...i dotn even have friends on this site to read this journal. so why am i even posting..i guess i am that lonely. Lonliness will get to ur head and it has finally got to mine...i am no longer what i used to be. i am now hate i am not misery i am now isolation and guilt and fear. i am all things bad now that a human has to feel. What am i? i am gaige, the abomination. the freak, the loster. I am now Gaige, the haunted.

Gaige