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love is cruel
the beginning is wonderful, exciting and spontaneous
and then you both change
love grows
and you fight over who loves eachother more
jealousy comes and goes
either way you hurt yourself or the one you love
trying to get attention from them by taunting them with another
even though you know it's only play
you both get hurt
then u get those lonely days
when you don't know if you'd be better with or without them
you call them up or email them hoping to talk
but all you get is how their mind is on someone or something else
your concerns are your own..because they certainly don't care
and even when you do want to tell them
somehow you end up holding them in the end instead of them holding you
not to mention you get yelled at for "putting them on a shelf"
but you can be on a shelf
you get ignored and then you ignore them back
and yet you still want to break and talk to them even though you know by giving in, you're letting yourself be put on a shelf again
and they blame you for how "small" your relationship is
after giving yourself up in all ways
being hurt body and soul
your dreams of what could be..you give them up for them
and maybe even your friends too
in the end you're where u started
ur attempted kindness and desperateness for love
bring you back where you started
just like in your past life
you're stomped on by another and YOU are nomore
love is a cycle
thats why people say its neverending
it isn't
is that a good thing?
advice: love pets not people, you can't get jealous of them, be betrayed, hate yourself for not being good enough, and well..end up alone
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