About

There are some things that I accept about my life. For one, I accept that it's never going to be easy. I'll never have the picket fence life, 2.5 children and a loving husband, Sunday dinner at my parents. I'm just not cut out for the sit-com thing. For another, I know that I'm never going to have the mother waiting to hear how my day went, or the father that hugs me when I've gone through a crappy breakup. I accept that weird things will always happen, things that if I told you about, you'd never believe, and I accept your skepticism too. I realize that love is never going to come easy- I mean, would you want to date someone doomed to have a questionably insane life for the rest of forever? I know I'd probably have some reservations too. And I'm probably never going to be able to stay in one place for more than a year or two at a time without there being some kind of hitch. I can accept that I'll have to deal with things that most wouldn't, and that for whatever reason that only the Goddess knows, I'm also going to have to deal with most of it alone- I'd rather have my life be difficult than push my burden off on those I love. I accept all that. I truly do. I've known for years that my life would be harder that most, that I'd see things I shouldn't and deal with people that seem impossible, and that for the most part, it'd all be unbelievable. I may not have realized the extent of it all until recently, but I'll do what I have to with a smile on my face, because there's no sense crying over spilled potion- I sure as hell can't change my destiny, so I may as well do the best I can with the cards I've been dealt. I've acquired some amazing friends, fell in love a few times, and seen some incredible things. And imagine: it's only just begun. It's gonna be a wild ride. ninja