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So im basically Kreela Kouture, or irl, Stephanie Emma Damas. If you know Kandy irl, but never saw me before, i know the question that's going to cross your mind, and i've heard it before: " If Kandy is cuban and slightly black, then why are you white? " a simple sligt answer would be, " my mom was the mother of another race, and she married someone of another race, who got married to another race, making an EXTREAMLY mixed nationality in my lifestyle. From reading the rest of this, you will immediatly know how i live life.
So im on the verge of adulthood by the time it turns Halloween. 18 years old... I feel kinda old, but that's just me. I've been through way more drama than you have seen on tv. Been through so much more trouble than the rebels you know at your school. It's nothing to be proud of, and im not saying i am proud, but one thing i know is that im not backing up yet. I don't get along with alot of girls at my school, but the ones i DO get along with are the ones I can't live without. Im a happy Floridian and i don't get why some people aren't used to the weather here. At my school, i am known to have many labels, but one can't seem to describe enough about me, so im going to explain them all simply.
i AM punk. I've been listening to all types of rock since i was in diapers. It's one thing i can't seem to live without. This world would be nothing without the music to keep it alive.
i am SLIGHTLY scene. So i put extensions in my hair every now and then, and i go to shows, and i listen to alot of boybands and whatnot. I like to wear band tees and skinnies, etc etc. What people need to know is that the way you dress describes NOTHING about who you are inside and what you are like. That's how i get at least one new friend a day, and im going to keep on going.
i AM DEFINATELY a thug. So when people talk s**t or get on my last nerve, i NEVER let them get away with it. Some people honestly have no idea on who they're dealing with. a girl like me can be the sweetest thing in the earth, and that seems to take over people's mind, thinking im some weak little girl with nothing better to do in life other than smile, but they are SADLY mistaken. How i prepare you ask? Well for one, weaponry is NOT the answer. It automatically proves that you can't trust on your own body to deal the pain that you want to, and it makes you look like a coward. I've had experience with those kinds of moments; from guns, knives, spikes, or even brass knuckles- but im used to it now. What im saying is, not ONE thing can stop me from getting to my goals. So if you're one of those haters, unsure people, or hipsters that don't seem to get me; make sure that the next time you see me, to brace yourself and hold. your. ********. BREATH. and pray that it's not PAYBACK TIME. i've been ******** over and ******** up; i've kicked a** and got my a** kicked. and im ready for more.
i am MOST CERTAINLY gangster. So some people call me a black wannabe, or a 'wigger' you might call it. But the thing is, them people don't know the way i was born, and if they did, i wouldn't be called the things im being called at the moment. I listen to so much rap and hip hop, R & B, and other things, that you couldn't even count. I dance alot to them too, doing popular dances such as the "Pop Lock and Drop It" and "Crank Dat Soulja Boy", and is always eager to learn new ones. I can 'talk ghetto' too; whether if it's with the hand impressions that i like to flail around a bit while i talk, or i say so many things at once with little proper english you can't understand a word i said. Im a proud wearer of South Pole clothing. Speaking of clothing, i wear ALOT of blingage too. I also have 7 piercings too: 2 on each ear, 2 under my lips, and one naval piercing. I as well have a tattoo, an eliptical star and an abstract floral design next to it on my lower stomach. As being this myself, i as a matter of fact have over $5000 dollars worth of gold and diamond jewelry. I have a job that pays good, and i can do all kinds of things with the money, whether if its for shopping, school, or even donation. :] I can be helpful at that.
I can SOMETIMES be a raver. So this may be the most disturbing label of them all. But im not exactly it fully. I can put color in my hair every now and then, and i do go to rave parties. Sometimes, it can be the most fun experience ever. Sometimes, things go terribly wrong or inacurate, but above all, i don't have too many regrets.
And i have my opinions on some world issues right now, and i can explain them straight foward or scientifcally speaking. Life is a wonderful thing. It is a miracle. It is pure bliss. I have learned that life should be cherished, don't just throw it away. Upon entering this life all of our doors are open. We are the only ones that slam them shut. I've been trying to keep my door open. I've made so many mistakes in the past, but I've learned from them. I'm just a kid, sure. You can try to tell yourself I don't understand what life is, I can't even comprehend it. You're just so wrong. A person's life shouldn't be measured by years, but in knowledge. I would like to think I'm a wise person. Wouldn't we all?
Love is simply stunning. Yeah, I've actually been in love, and not just omg boo I love you, I love you too! Being in love is more than a feeling, it's a state of mind that is so luminescent. It's so gorgeous. I wish everyone on this world would be blessed with such happiness.
Drugs are useless and dangerous, no matter what way you look at it. That world is so full of delusional lives I feel so much pity for anyone involved in it. It's amazing how much man is capable of, and it's depressing that you have to throw it away with drugs.

I've never understood the concept of war. Let's go attack our fellow human beings because of a superiority complex? It's just another way our peers our expressing the barbaric need for violence. It's sad.
I'm pretty much more than a face on the internet. Im amazingly real, and you have a right to talk to me about anything. Im an honestly open person and will let you know my opinions; from suicide to cheesecake. I've been there, and i can answer questions or give advice at any time. :]Don't feel intimidated because im an compleatly honest person, and won't judge you. A mindless drone like other pretty girls out there.<3




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