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Poems I've written. Some based upon pictures...

"I am the four elements."

I am like the wind; I am a breeze passing you by, who caresses your cheek.
I am like fire; I am the flames of your passion, who can flicker in and out.
I am like the water; I am forever flowing, until there are no more tears to cry.
I am like the earth; I am all around you, but just like that I can crumble from beneath you.
I am like the four elements. I pass you by, I give you passion, I flow wherever you go, and I am all around you, but I can go away.

"I'm Alone"

Wishing gets you no where.
Dreams seem futile.
You make a mistake
And then before you know it
Everything is at stake.
Your friendship that you held so close,
So close to your heart it got it's own beat.
You look around to find yourself alone,
Beginning to laugh you shout,
"This is not funny!"
You waited and waited for something that wouldn't happen.
Falling to your knees, you punched the floor.
Your hands bled droplets of blood,
Creating a scarlet pool.
Your blood droplets echoing throughout your hollow mind,
A mind that could only process the words...
"I'm alone."


Do you remember when you said two black roses are better then one because then they're not alone? I couldn't agree more. -By Me


You were cold-hearted and mean, and yet I loved you. You said my heart was like a rose and that was what attracted you to me. I asked you why my heart was like a rose and you said, "A rose because they are delicate and suspicious. Delicate because of your petals where I get comfort and love from, but suspicious because your thorns protect you from me. You are suspicious of my kind actions and when I say 'I love you'." I asked you why do you stay and you replied, "I won't let go! My goal is to remove those thorns and show you just how much I love you. My goal is not to remove every thorn, but those pointed at me and my love for you." And as you said that the thorns fell away and even until this day you are still holding on, but now I'm holding on to you too. -By Me


I have locked my heart away within these walls. I fear love, mistrust, betrayal, and every emotion that can shatter my heart. I fear the pain I would one day know if I allowed myself to experience all the world has to offer. Is it wrong for me to be a coward and hide? Is it wrong?! Call me a coward and I shall answer to it! I have seen what it can do to people and it is not what I wish to become! I don't want the pain! I don't want to go crazy even though I have the choice to become it or not! I don't want pity! I just want!... I suppose I don't know... How odd I cannot find the words for what I want, but what I don't want. -By Me


They had all of my heart even when they broke it. As they left I could hear the shattered remains of my once whole heart in a bag jiggling as they walked away never to return. I can no longer love, I have no heart. Buy me a heart, so that I may move on and not die of this pain I feel with no heart and no love. -By Me


I'm sorry, I made you cry. I know I'm dying, but a promise is a promise and so I shall make a promise I can never break. I'll die so I can watch over you until you join me because a life isn't a life until you loved someone who loves you back. -By Me


I don't like this feeling.


The black rose is a beautiful thing. It is often despised and looked down upon, but it can never die permanently. It will always grow back.


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Report | 12/02/2009 10:55 am

Eradia vix

Hi Kentsui! Long time no talk... How've you been? Your profile is sooo amazing. We should do an rp sometime. ^_^ Hope you're well!

^ ^
=>.<=

~vix~

I know... horrible face. But it looked so cute lol.

Report | 10/14/2008 5:36 am

m-loz

yeah.. I can't stop thinking about it. And everytime I do think about it, I get so damn angry, my hands are shaking. I might turn green.

I know why- you're crazy! o__o

Report | 10/13/2008 9:10 am

m-loz

No I didn't... I was so furious I barely knew what to do. I simply grabbed his collar, but then a bystander parted us. I didn't even notice it- but he felt like I tried to push him onto a coming train... so that's pretty much the reason I can't report him to the police.



haha well good for us then

Report | 10/12/2008 11:12 am

m-loz

It takes a lot to get to my bad side. he had crossed the line and walked a few steps into my territory a long time ago- so I guess I snapped. But he hit me first!

The picture is tomorrow. It's just a picture- what can go wrong? I'm so pretty- it doesn't matter. lol

Report | 10/11/2008 1:45 pm

m-loz

thanks I will.

I actually was in a fight the other day D; damn I have never been so furious in my life. He punched me- and then someone parted us... <.< I'm just glad I didn't get a black eye before the school picture. I was thinking about pressing charges against him- but I pushed him towards the coming train- so he could accuse me for it too. v__v;;

Report | 10/09/2008 11:52 pm

m-loz

Hang in there ^__^ I'm going my last year now, and I'm getting really tired of school. Though I don't have a migraine to struggle with...

Report | 10/08/2008 1:26 pm

m-loz

That's why you left?

Report | 10/07/2008 12:31 pm

m-loz

yeah- that would be something.

I'm just fine. I've slept bad lately though. What about yourself?

Report | 03/30/2008 5:23 am

m-loz

I don't want to seem obsessed or anything... but where are you? ;__ ;

Report | 02/24/2008 5:18 am

m-loz

you should reply on hotmail. Maybe you have, but I can't come online on hotmail right now. Temporary(sp?) problem. but later I'll be able to check it. Or do you want to move the RP back to gaia?

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