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I'm 1 in 6,779,800,000 completely different people.



Have you ever had that feeling? That feeling of emptiness, disappointment, loneliness, fear, love, adoration, and confidence all jumbled up in one? That's how i feel almost every moment of my life. I'm an over-thinker. I know too much for my own good. I'm really a caring person, I just find myself being afraid to show it. I'm a young person, with an old soul. I have a tongue like a blade, and heart of gold. I'm a small person with a big secret. I'm an innocent person with too much guilt. I'm an egotistical maniac with no confidence. I'm a normal human, but there's nothing normal about me. I guess my life is just a bunch of contradictions, but is that a bad thing? I know you don't want to hear my problems, my issues, my fears, or my challenges, and that's perfectly fine, but the least you can do is let me know that I'm not alone in all of this because a lot of times, i feel like i am. I don't scare easy, but I'm terrified of rejection .

Are you asking who this is? It's Julia, just a confused fifteen year old girl still trying to figure out how life works.

I have a twin sister, and we're completely different, but everyone thinks we're so much alike. Sometimes, i wish i were someone else, just to get away from her for a little. She's like my shadow, they follow you everywhere, do everything you do, get on your nerves, but no matter what, they're always going to be there to listen.

Don't let fear ruin your life, I've gotten lost down that road, without a map.



If you failed to read the rest, heres five random things about me.
-I'm Complicated.
-I can't live without music.
-I'm afraid.
-I think too much.
-I'm me.

For the record, I'm scared shitless.

I'd like to clear this up. I've got a Facebook, a Twitter, and a Photobucket, and that's it.

Life Is Just a Sick Little Game...And It's All A Matter Of How We Play It.

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makenzie4

Report | 11/27/2009 8:34 am

makenzie4

wht do u maen
makenzie4

Report | 11/26/2009 10:51 am

makenzie4

wow, your really mean.
makenzie4

Report | 11/22/2009 10:46 am

makenzie4

do u lik my new hair. ?
makenzie4

Report | 11/21/2009 2:53 pm

makenzie4

your mean! it thinks she hates me as much as you do. im guna do something EVIL to you. be aware
makenzie4

Report | 11/21/2009 2:47 pm

makenzie4

but i love you as my older sister <3
makenzie4

Report | 11/21/2009 2:45 pm

makenzie4

pretty please? YOUR twin sister arden is giving me ten thousand NANANABOOBOO.
makenzie4

Report | 11/19/2009 5:12 pm

makenzie4

hi julia...its makenzie. i need gold can u giv me som?
ardden

Report | 09/28/2009 4:22 pm

ardden

ok h.o
go on AIM
ardden

Report | 09/28/2009 2:40 pm

ardden

omg. the picture you took of me was amazing.
ardden

Report | 09/28/2009 2:19 pm

ardden

yeah.