Hi, I'm Derek and I have problems. I have many problems. xd

-23 years old.
-Have a boyfriend of three years, Jimmy. He comes up a lot. Don't ask. xD
-Have AIDS.
-Mod of the GGBBG.
-Can't think of anything interesting to say, so I randomly put down random crap. Like this.
-Can be really random at times. Beware.

.I heart.
-Oreos. Yummeh.
-You. Yes, Oreos come above you on the list of things I heart.
-Jimmy. And Jimmy's even lower than you and Oreos. xP
-My friends. Who will get a mention in my profile once I get off my lazy arse and do something about it.
-Gaia. Addictions are sad things.
-Shiny footballs. Specifically, my brother's.
-Kingdom Hearts. S'awesome game. I once stayed up quite literally all night playing it.

.I hate.
-Wafers. They're gross. And taste like cardboard.
-And. Stuff. That I can't think about at the moment.

.What others say.
-"He can't keep quiet/stay still for fifteen minutes. Sleeping doesn't count." --Pretty much anyone whose ever been in a car with me. xD;
-"He's mine." --Possesive Jimmy.
-"On second thought, you can have him." --Frustrated Jimmy. He gets moody. ninja
-"Wait, who?" --Harhar. You'd be surprised.
-"He's an <expletive> <expletive> <expletive>" --Will. Ah, brotherly love.
-"Just don't talk to him too long. Then he gets distracted and will somehow manage to break your car down." --Erica, a friend/chaffeur of mine. I didn't break down the car. ._.
-"He's a good kid...Just keep him away from the kitchen." --Kirsten/Starfishy-chan
-"I love you, my brother from another mother." --Simon/Latent Visiblity. <3

*points finger* YOU can be on this list too. 8)


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The life in a hyper, gay college student. ZOMG.

Just miscellaneous things about my day, I guess?


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Kanshisha no Yume

Report | 06/27/2017 9:07 pm

Kanshisha no Yume

Still miss you a lot. <3

Report | 07/20/2013 9:49 pm


It is very sad and all..Really,i read the whole journal and i swear,right now,my eyes are swelling or however you say it.We lost someone who was a good person....GOD DAMN AIDS!!!!! You'll always be remember even though you might not read this..Or you might be..<3 If Jeremy ever logs back online i would like to thank him for staying next to him until his last seconds of life..; n;

Report | 02/20/2011 3:28 pm


People, grow up, please.
Most of the ones who posted here BARELY know him.
Plus, he is not going to log in Gaia and answer you, so whom are you posting this to? To other gaians that you want to think that you are nice? Ugh.

Report | 08/05/2010 10:28 pm


R.I.P. Its a shame such an amazing person couldn't be with us anymore. Jimmy, if you do look at this, you are truly blessed, and yes I say ARE. Some might not believe me, but I think You will know what I mean. This really breaks my heart. Just remember people, Grab for Love as soon as you find it truly and never let it go no matter what.

Report | 06/13/2010 11:44 pm


I'm not one to cry. But a few moments ago I stopped bawling and thought, your a person to look up to.
I don't know how I came to this profile, but it changed me a little bit. And, Jimmy, you'll look back on Derek's Gaia account and have happy memories.
Rest in peace, Derek. I'll always remember you, even though I've never met you, or talked to you, I'll always remember you.

Report | 05/19/2010 12:01 pm


Still thinking of you


Report | 04/08/2010 2:00 am


I don't know you in any ways.
But I was really inspired of how both of your love to each other still kept a strong grip
though your in a very volatile situation, I think it even made it stronger as ever.
Honestly you inspired me and me me realize, that life may not always be on the good side but we can
try to enjoy it as we can.
You are somewhat someone to be looked up to.
I know your in a better place, Don't worry, you left people with smiles on their faces...
I hope for you to rest in peace.
I Jamie I

Report | 02/07/2010 12:40 pm

I Jamie I

rest in peace

Report | 12/28/2009 11:04 am


For you and everyone that has felt as you have, you are not forgotten nor forsaken. Those who know you, miss you, and love you carry on your story and your memory. We too, the people who cross this profile, stop for a moment of silence as we think of what to write in your comment box in respect for you. You are surely missed.
Fad3 4way

Report | 12/24/2009 11:58 pm

Fad3 4way

...I didn't know what had happened until I finally read the guild page. Then I want to your profile.
You know how any connection, no matter how miniscule, can make you closer to someone?
Well, just by reading about you, I feel closer to you. Not budy close. Not even acquaintance close.
But, more than unknown close.
I'm sorry you passed.

-From deep deep down in my heart,