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I'm Jessica. I'm sixteen, grade 11.

My life is unexplainable, it can't be summed up in just a few words. It's so unstable right now, so unexplored that very few really get me. I know I still have a lot to experience, and I can't wait to live it all out. I really don't have any regrets; I believe that it is important to make mistakes so you can learn from them and develop. I don't have anything to hide, I am brutally blunt about the things I do and the things I think. I don't sit around making myself to be up to somebody's standards if I don't want to. I don't want to be apart of some common label and I wish to be undefined. My actions speak for me sometimes. My words are what define me. They can kill. I'm proud of that. I spent countless hours reinventing myself in so many aspects. After many countless hours of music, I torn everything I use to stand for and then got back up. I have many mood swings; I have the tendency to speak my mind. Like I said before I have nothing to hide. The truth is I let people assume whatever they want about me. If they can't see me for whom I really am then they really aren't my true friends. People fool themselves by just putting a label on me and never get to see if that is what I live to stand for. I let them believe what they want. It's their loss. I have a dark, ugly side to myself just like all of you try to conceal. The difference is, I’m not afraid to show it. I'm brutally honest, I love waking up and not knowing where I am, I love the releasing feeling you get when you forget about your worries, and your thoughts.