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Sometimes i wonder, if I die right now, nobody would realy know my truest, deepest feelings. So I'm going to lay it all out.
TO CATIE: well dearest you have been one of my bestest friends for a couple of years now and you are probably one of the most confusing individuals..lol.. but i love you lots and you know that if you ever need anything of me i would do it in an instant.
TO MY BRO: ok...here it goes....*sigh* WEEEELLL i guess your kinda cool sometimes, even though i mess with you alot and even though you really want to hurt my sometimes ...and i fear for my life..lol... you've introduced me to some awsome music and the joy of having someone to talk to...even if all i do i rant about stuff. at least you listen.
TO MOMMA: i love you more than anyting in this world and beyond it. you will never know how bad i hurt for you. your the most beautiful person i know and ever will know. NO ONE can replace you and even though you have every right to hate me, you love me anyways. i am the complete scum of the earth but you still love me and i don't know how you do it. i love you more than you could ever ever ever imagine and i hope someday i can express that to you. i could'nt ask for a better role model or friend. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
TO LINDSAY: well well well, cuzn you annoy me to no END sometimes but you knwo i love you and nothing will ever make me not want tot talk to you, we can be polar opposites when it comes to certain things but sometimes we can be the exact same, you make me feel like an idiot but hey, it comes naturally to me lol
TO KATELYN
sad my sister) wow your 4 years old now! how did that happen! well i am so proud of the little firecracker you've turned out to be, you have a lotttt of attitude but i think that you will get over that, i love you so so much and i miss you more than pie! baby girl, your my bestest bestest friend forever, and i hope you can show me as muc hlove as i try to show to you, im sorry i dont see you much anymore and it hurts me heart to leave you. but i love you SSSOOO much and maybe one day you can say the same to me
TO DADDY: you make me laugh. sometimes you make me want to cry. but i could never be mad at you. im pretty lucky to have a dad like you. i just wish sometimes you wouldn't talk about mom like you do. i understand that ya'll don't get along but, i dont know, it would really make me happy. i love you daddy.
TO ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME: im sorry. i know im a pain in the butt and im annoying as anything. if you still love me through all that...then your stronger than anyone else i know. if you read this and think im full of it. well im not, my craziness is genuin,and i cant get rid of it, it just comes with being me, so if you hate me, then hate me. but if you love me, i'll love you 10 times more than that.
TO ANYONE I'VE EVER HURT: im sorry...truely...if i could take back all of the friends that i've pushed away, i would do it in a second.
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I'm sorry, I can't hear you over the sound of how awsome I am.
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