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Ptysiu Report | 11/20/2014 2:05 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I miss you smile

Ptysiu Report | 10/02/2014 8:22 am

Hugs, hugs, hugs, and more hugs! I'm sorry if you're looking down at me all like "Why the heck is she still commenting!?" It just feels like you actually read my silly comments to be honest xD I think of you every single day, today I just happen to think more of you than usual. I love you so so so so so much! Be good <3

Ptysiu Report | 03/08/2014 7:27 am

It's almost been a month and you've never left my mind. Your roommates miss you so dearly.. Josh and Adam are going nuts without your happy face to brighten up their day. I've dreamed about waking up and seeing you right next to me, just to wake up in real life and realize it was just a dream. Things around here have been getting so much better, they say sometimes bad things have to happen in order for good ones to happen. This might sound odd; but I've been keeping a notebook filled with letters to you. I write every day as if you're waiting at heavens gates awaiting for another letter to arrive. I miss talking to you, you always knew the right thing to say at the right time. I miss you so so so much! Sleep well.

Prince Etienne Report | 02/18/2014 5:04 am

My goodness, I didn't even know this happened! Why didn't you tell me!? Now it's after the fact and I couldn't even attend your funeral. I know we didn't talk much anymore..and that's my fault. What I did was unforgivable, you didn't deserve your feelings to be toyed with. I was young and stupid, ya know? I'm sorry for everything. You taught me a great lesson in forgiveness a long time ago. It's hard to forgive those who hurt us the most; you taught me that. I forgave a lot of people because of what you taught me. I just wish I knew if you ever forgave me or not. I always cared about you, always will. Thank you for blessing my life with your presence. Heaven has another angel, sleep well princess <3

Idiocy Is Golden Report | 02/14/2014 9:01 am

I don't even know if I can fathom any of this into words..... Where do I start? There is so much I wish I said to you, now it's too late.....I remember first meeting you in middle school; you were really awkward but it was pretty funny lol.... I remember how often you were bullied and made fun of and it honestly angered to no end. I remember just coming up to you and having pointless conversations just to make you smile or laugh. It made me happy knowing that you at least had me; if no one else in the world. Hell; I'd be lying if I said I didn't have some form of crush on you in highschool... But I admire you saying something along the lines of; I value out friendship too much to risk losing it; I couldn't be even upset that you pretty much rejected me lmfao... Our rebellious teen years are something I've missed for a long time; you know the old gang. Alan, me, Nick, Josh, you, Daren, always fighting over which video game to play; where to go out; what trip we should go on... To think we've been all together not too long ago; missing you. We all miss you... It's been months since I've heard from you and I get a phone call that you passed away suddenly..... It broke our group's hearts. you were our annoying little sister who we loved to death =) things will never be the same; they haven't been the same since you and I kinda drew apart. The old gang will all be at your funeral to pay our respects, I just wish I had some time with you to tell you everything on my mind for months..... Well I guess it's too late now; all I can do is write to you as if you can read this... We love you; miss you; and are broken hearted. You taught us all valuable life lessons and we'll never ever ever forgot someone as amazing and sweet as you. Sweet dreams short stuff

Collizio Report | 02/13/2014 4:31 pm

Itsii, I have been sitting on the message you sent me for days now. I had so much to say to you I didn't know where to begin. I regret that now. Anything would have been better. Just a goodbye would have sufficed. I'm sorry.
I hope it's not true, but I know you were very unwell. I hope if you have passed, it was at ease and gently.
I regret not being her more for you. You were a lovely and kind person, who was always such a gift to talk to.
We'll miss you. I'll be thinking of you.

izuna_13_13 Report | 02/13/2014 3:53 pm

I sincerely hope that it isn't true. You're a lovely person who always brightens my day!
It was such a pleasure to know you. I just wish that I could have gotten to know you more. I also feel quite bad that once you stopped posting in the WGs, I didn't really initiate any conversation with you even though I saw that you were still around and interacted with mutual friends. I'm very regretful about this and I hope that you can forgive me.
I heard that you had been suffering, and I'm sorry that you had to go through so much. You're such a strong individual, always able to put on a happy face.
Sweet dreams, Itsii. I'll miss you greatly.

Ptysiu Report | 02/12/2014 5:43 am

Itsii, I can't believe you're gone.. You were the best friend I've ever had. I regret ever taking your kindness for granted. I hate myself for never saying goodbye to you.. I'm sorry it happened like this. I had no idea that you didn't have much time left to spend with the ones you love, then again I know that's like you never making anyone worry. I remember in high school how you were always that nerdy happy-go-lucky girl who I honestly envied. You were smart, kind, beautiful, and just plain perfect to me. When I found out you attempted suicide in 2010 it hit me hard. You played yourself off as happy, even though inside you were dying. It seemed like so many terrible things have happened to you and yet you remained smiling, no matter what. From the moment I got the call from a friend that you had passed away my heart sank. I can't bare not having you in my life, you were my only true friend. All my composure as gone out the window, I can't fight my tears, I need to wake up from this nightmare
Like you always say "Be good, be happy." Sleep well my angel. We'll find each other again someday.

R.I.P. Mariah-Rose

Emerium Report | 02/02/2014 7:22 pm

No! Don't leave me! What will I do without my rival!? I took MY hiatus because YOU weren't on so much! Without you I probably won't even be on anymore.
But...I know it's not your choice...and I'm sorry...
Get better, you sweet, perfect rival of a lady. heart

Collizio Report | 01/15/2014 7:45 am

Hi Itsii. I don't know whether you still visit gaia... it's been ages since I've seen you. I miss your presence. I hope everything is well, and if you're taking a break, I hope you feel better and come back soon.