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Report | 04/28/2011 1:52 pm

well, thats good.
ha, nah, havent got one yet.
my grades slipped, and the counselor was like, pass, or fail your senior class all together.
all cause of one class.
so i havent looked anymore.

hows daniel doing has he started his schooling? or..?

Report | 04/25/2011 5:55 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

ayyyeee.
how goes it?

Report | 04/21/2011 9:53 am

rnbwzmbz

Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to lauren! happy birthday to you!!!!!! biggrin heart

Report | 04/10/2011 1:48 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

you should be!
i dunno him, but im proud too.
anybody who joins the military is just freaking brave in my eyes. 3nodding

Report | 04/10/2011 10:54 am

Lucy the lycan

love your avi

Report | 04/09/2011 10:59 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

thats fantastic!!
whee

Report | 04/01/2011 7:55 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

wth!
thats crazy!
yeah i just cut mine yesterday.
it was preeettyyy long.
now its just a little past shoulder length.

this is so wierd!

Report | 03/30/2011 9:54 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

ha, i know man.
thats partly the reason i wanna work in some type of retail.
discount.
i rarely ever get new clothes, so it would be a major plus. whee

Report | 03/29/2011 7:21 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

i applied at ocharley's as a hostess, dishwasher, or to go server. i was like look man, anything youll give me, ill take it.
but in my town you have to be 21 or up to be a waitress in an establishment that serves alcohol, so that left me with those three options, and there were no spots open.
so they told me they would call me if something became available.

and target.
ima basically go walk store to store at the strip mall near where i live, they got like bath and body works, books a million, bunch of clothing stores and a craft store.
i figure atleast one place has got to have something, theres a million stores around there.

yeah, gas is rediculous now adays.
>.<
the cheapest i seen around here was 3.40 somethin.

Report | 03/29/2011 12:33 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

heyhey!
how you been?

i have officially been on my first job search.
it was halfway a success.
only applied at two places, then ran out of gas and forgot my gas money at home.
ultimate fail. xD

Report | 03/23/2011 10:05 am

rnbwzmbz

Hey this is tyler! and culvers is not where your job is.... it is your place of establishment razz

Report | 03/21/2011 6:38 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

ohh okay.
when does he graduate, again?

Report | 03/21/2011 4:28 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

well, been planning on goin up there either next month or beginning of may.
was wanting to go on my spring break, but i probably wont be able to do it.
so in about a month or two hopefully.
i think he might get to come home after his prep school is over, and before "A" school begins.
i hope so.

i told my mom i was homesick, she says "your home though"
i told her, im homesick for him. he is home.

heard anymore from daniel?

Report | 03/16/2011 9:13 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

ill check into it!
and thanks so much for the item! i love it! it does remind me of us!
3nodding

Report | 03/16/2011 8:10 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

dude im really sorry about your grandma. thats terrible i cant even begin to imagine.
and i dont think we have a culvers. Im going up to golden corral tomorrow to ask for an application.
they need dishwashers, i was like I CAN DO THAT!
yeah, filling up your schedule works good.
i need to fill mine up again.
i did for two months, then i dropped everything to go to il, now i got to pick things back up.

5 months is a long while, its tough.
you can do it! whee

Report | 03/14/2011 3:54 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

yeah, i bet he does hate it.
im sure he will adjust better to it soon, though.
i was told the same thing, how he had it it great at home.
but i mean, the military is good for people, not the best for relationships, but you just gotta be his motivation, which im sure you are.
: )
and thats so sweet!

i just figured out though, that i went over on texting, because my mom changed the bill plan, and i thought it didnt start until next month, i was wrong.
i had to give her 50 dollars, the last of my birthday money.
shes so mad at me, its unbelievable. plus we had already been fighting, so it didnt help.

i also cant text him until april 7th, and he doesnt get much time or privacy for calls. In the schooling barracks you get a roomate, just like in college, so theyre always together alot in that room, so phone conversations arent very private. So im relying on facebook and skype until april 7th, and he cant get on there much. Im pretty upset about all this.

and on top of everything else, i have to sell my horse soon.
probably before the month is over, he has to go.
i love that horse almost as much as i love brandon.
but, dad lost his job. cant pay child support, which makes it impossible to pay board.
too bad, brandon wanted to ride him when he got back to town, we made plans for him to, i hate to disappoint him.
i still cant believe this is happening. Always wanted a horse, i have one for 3 months, and i have to give him away.
Hes the prettiest, sweetest horse ever.
im at my breaking point.
I lost my grandmother, then in a way i sorta lost brandon, now im losing my horse.
but i guess thats just how life goes.

things at home have been getting worse like this for months.
i guess you have to hit the bottom to climb back up.
i feel like all this is going to break me, but if it does, i just got to build myself back up, slap a bandaid on scars and move on.
easier said than done though, eh?

im really happy you got to talk to him, and im so happy you have found the one.
and the thing about boot, you really do grow stronger, by yourself, and together, so thats a plus.

thanks for letting me vent. i feel kinda bad about it, but i cant text my friend, and shes offline. :/

Report | 03/14/2011 8:21 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

Yeah, most people wont get it.
But if you know, you know.
Some people in my family used to just kinda roll there eyes and ignore it, but now most people kinda realize, hes not going anywhere. me and him are staying together.

I cant wait for you to see him! Itll be fantastic.

I see from your status that you got a call! Thats great!

Report | 03/12/2011 3:13 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

You can hug him, im sure! i could hug brandon, oh, when i saw him, i immediately wrapped my arms around him, it was the best feeling ever.
i know exactly what you mean.
he says he wants to marry me one day, and i want to.
ill go anywhere if its with him, i dont care, but the thought of leaving familiar things far behind is a bit scary.
the thought of waiting years drives me crazy, but being this young, what am i to do.
yeah, were both young. its alot to think about.
ive decided, and talked to him about it, that if he were to get stationed in FL at one of the naval bases there,
im going to find a college there, cause i graduate in december, and he hopefully will in november.
(not sure though, they put him on hold for a while, dont know when his schooling will actually start.)
living together was mentioned.
ha, im sure my dad would love to hear that one.

But, i know hes the one, and i wanna be with him, no matter what.
alot of my friends dont get that.
ive even heard "Your too young to be this serious."
i just ignore it.

im so sorry you missed his calls.
i read that and i felt so bad, because i came close to missing a call once.
it was the most terrible feeling.
maybe youll be able to get his next one, i really really hope you.

your awesome too!
same goes to you.
im here. for anything

and yes, were gunna stay strong. 3nodding

Report | 03/09/2011 8:46 am

AnotherSarcasticGirl

yeah, i used to hate the feeling of getting off the phone.

i was so incredibly happy.
it took some getting used to the first hour or so, because there were changes, but only good ones.
like, when theyre in uniform, theres all sorts of rules.
couldnt hold his hand when he was in uniform in public. Only like, in the car, and in the hotel rooms, and when he took his cover off (the hat).
could only hold onto his left arm, had to keep right arm free for a salute in case he saw an officer.
no real long hugs. Only short ones.
Short kisses that are over as soon as they begin.
all sorts of i guess conduct rules, which suck.
but i mean, once your in private you can do whatever. Still hard. it kinda stung like a bee, when i reached towards his hand, and he quickly pulled away and said no.
i mean, its not his fault, its just different. Something to get used to.
you know what sucks though? Im kinda more sad than the first time he was gone.
loving someone in the military is hard. I know you know that.
Because, theyre gone for 4+ months at a time, and then come home for like, a few days, and then are gone for another few months or longer.
he said he will try to come down in the summer.
and unless i can finally get a job (been job hunting since i got back), and save enough money for a plane ticket, i wont see him till summer.

Im not complaining, im just talking. i cant talk to most my friends, they dont get it, but you being in the same boat, you get it.

But once they get the liberty to wear civilian clothes, they can do whatever.
it just sucks. i havent even been to see my horse in a week.
im tired of feeling like im on the verge of tears.

he said he wants to marry me one day, and be together forever, but its kinda bewildering.
i know im too young.
but, just being the girlfriend, you cant be with them hardly at all.
and the thought of waiting 6 years, is almost crippling.
i dont think i can stay at home, lonely all the time, for 6 years.

Anyways, im sure your next phone call will be longer.
Sometimes i would get 8 minute ones, sometimes 15.
So, has he asked for anything yet?
lol, i remember he asked me once for a crossword puzzle page, cause he was getting bored.

Maybe if you turn 18 before he gets out of boot and school, you could go see him, cause then, maybe your mom would ease up.
its not fair youd have to go 5 months without seeing him.
seeing as how i turned 18, my mom didnt freak on me when i never came back to her hotel room, and stayed at his.

lemme just say, thank you in advance for talking to me, im so glad i saw your post in forums!
i couldnt tell anyone else this.
I tried saying it to my mom and best friend, and all i got was "Well, your in love, the distance doesnt matter, maybe you should think if you really want to be with him."

i know the distance doesnt matter, but, the distance is h a r d. And it hurts.

I really cant wait for you to see yours though, because it makes up for everything. It makes up for the crying, loneliness, missing him.
you see them, and nothing else matters.
because i know that right now, its really frikken hard for you.

Report | 03/07/2011 4:57 pm

AnotherSarcasticGirl

i just got back a few hours ago.
oh my god. im so sorry you didnt get his call!
thats terrible.

graduation was amazing. like nothing ive ever experienced, and he got overnight liberty friday night - saturday night and got to stay at our hotel, and got to sleep with him (just sleep, ha) so i was/am a happy girl.

goodbye was the saddest. even more so than before.

i cried the whole ride to take him back to base and 45 minutes straight after we left.

Then cried some more when i woke up this morning.

its hard, but he has a phone, computer and webcam now, but nothing compares to being with someone in the flesh, you know that.

i hope you get many more letters, and i hope youll get his next phone call.

how have you been other than that? Everything good?

btw, illinois is SO COLD. xD

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