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About things that may happen at school,in life,anything. Whenever I'm feeling happy,sad,angry,upset,hyper,or anything else.

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julie_aka Report | 12/04/2010 9:24 pm
julie_aka
dude ur never on any more
julie_aka Report | 11/23/2010 2:35 pm
julie_aka
hi calle
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/23/2010 10:33 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
ah, i just read the journal entry, there is so much feeling in your words...

i've had experiences like that as well, and just like u say, forget bout love, at least for right now, just concentrate on having fun

Aiichan is the awesome-est, and a decent guy will appear eventually to sweep u off your feet, im sure of it 3nodding

its tough what is happening between u and your ex, but, please, try to ride it out, the pain is harsh, and it might get a little worse actually, but it will make u strong later in life, I promise u this...i've been through it as well, and almost a decade later, it still pinches my heart when thinking bout it, but its not so bad anymore and feels good that i was able to overcome it all
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/23/2010 10:14 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
lol, sorry, edit that last comment...

it was 7 stories high blaugh
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/23/2010 10:10 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
Aiichan is in pain? eek

emo

mine wasnt so bad, just a matter of endurance and concentration, had to count product around 5 stories high on a narrow rickety scissor lift

lol, driving those things side to side while up that high is a real trip xd
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/23/2010 9:58 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
Not too well, only got one hour of sleep last night, and had to do a physical inventory count at work for 11 hours straight after i finished a full shift a mere 5 hours earlier cry

i feel weird atm, its a funny and confusing feeling neutral
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/21/2010 6:42 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
well, Aiichan, gonna go play Transformice for a while

Tell your new guy i called him "lucky" 4laugh
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/21/2010 6:30 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
eek

well, if Aiichan, thinks he's cool, then, he must be 3nodding
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/21/2010 6:22 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
Lucky guy, he gets to be with the awesome Aiichan 3nodding

is he in band too?
KawaiiKareshiV2 Report | 10/21/2010 6:17 pm
KawaiiKareshiV2
wow, quite eventful...curious, what was your answer to the friend that asked u out? razz
 

About ii_A i i C h a n_ii o3o

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♥ Friends ♥
♥ Family ♥
♥ Anime ♥
♥ Cute things ♥
♥ blood ♥
♥ gore ♥
♥ Role-playing ♥
♥ Music ♥
♥ Happiness ♥
♥ Family at school&Online ♥
♥ Having Fun ♥
♥ Sugar ♥
♥ Foreign Foods ♥
♥ Drawing ♥
♥ Mabinogi ♥
♥ School ♥

Hates: ♦
♦ People who are rude ♦
♦ Suicidal Friends ♦
♦ Strangers ♦
♦ Depression ♦
♦ Back-stabbers ♦
♦ When my internet crashes ♦
♦ School ♦

I love to draw (though it's hardly ever worth keeping..),be on the internet/mabinogi,and hang out with my friends/family. I hate it when people assume or imply things,or even talk about people they know i hate..So don't do it in front of me and we'll be cool,kay? Also,anyone who makes anyone i know depressed..That would be a damn bad idea,so don't even try. I'm easy to get along with most of the time,though i seem like I'm depressed 99% of my life. I get called awesome,adorable,cute,random,insane. Don't know why really. Nicknames are-Kool-aid,Baconater,Nurse,Cowwee,And Alice. (Not so much Alice anymore..) Anyways,feel free to randomly comment or PM me~ or even add me. xD I play flute btw,In 8th grade band. really fun~ I love to draw,though it's hardly ever worth keeping. And believe it or not,yes,I am emo. deal with it. I also have wonderful friends on or off the internet. both are great,and we make up a very large family. <: Love you all that are in it,you know who you are!~ c:!

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I'm desperately looking for you I even let go of what I have possessed Winds blow as if it slashed my ears My freezing body feels nothing but pain I'm here, It's really painful My heart is filled with pains If I stumble while running, I can never go back I'm here, Get me out of here, my prince Can't I even dream? In the rain penetrating my eyes I pretend to be crazy with a smirk I'm here, It's overflowing I keep bearing this love If my screams don't reach you, It's completely unworthy I'm here, Get me out of here, my prince Can't I even dream? Desperate and so lonely, I've looked for you. And left behind all that I had ever longed for. Cold winds scream through my ears like a banshee. A freezing chill- A pain that still will forever haunt me. Yet I have made it here Running through all the fear. The sadness in my heart retains the pain. And if I fall, I've learned That I may not return. None of my love remains. Yet I have made it here. Make this pain disappear. My one and only, Prince Charming. And still I wonder, why can't I even dream? Tears fall like a rainstorm I barely see. A twisted grin broken within. Am I going crazy? Yet I have made it here Bearing this love, my dear. Bearing the weight of it upon my knees. And if I scream your name It's not returned in same I bed, forget me please. Yet I have made it here. Make this pain disappear. My one and only, Prince Charming. (And still I wonder, why can't I even dream?) And still I wonder, why can't I even dream?

I lost the light of day and the sun. It's painful when everything has abandoned you. I can remember your heartbeat. I didn't want to leave,I didn't want to forget since I loved you. You would hold me close since you loved me. So then where did you go? The rain is beating down on me. I'll vanish,I've vanished. I want to forget everything,Even you. Now there's nothing left,And this rain will continue to pour.

The old me inside a bag wished to melt with the sunset. Everything I saw was false,And I always gave up. I had no hope. Even so,Even so..To my small world,One drop,You fell. All the words lost sounds,What should I do? Today,Tomorrow,And the day after Tomorrow...If i can spend easygoing days,I'll play the sounds with my heart for you. Can someone worthless like me fall a drop to this world? All the words have linked to you,What should I do? Today,Tomorrow,And the day after Tomorrow...If I'm allowed to see a beautiful world,I want to melt into one with you. That's all I want. (To my small world.) (One drop,You fell.) (Today,Tomorrow,And the day after Tomorrow...) (I'll play the sounds with my heart.) -I knew this.-

In a dark and cold room,I'm crouching,And mutter "Do you call me again?" with a feeble voice. Do you still remember the moment,When you met me first? I was not formed to speak words,But i do have this singing voice. So,please give me singing lessons,I'll do my best. "I shouldn't have met you 'cause I'm so sad..." I'm thinking of the future that I was looking at with you that day. I want to send this voice,and my melody to you,But I can't sing my heart anymore. You don't open the door of this room yet. I mutter "Do you come tomorrow,Or never?" and the drops of tears run down my cheeks...I never forget your smile you made when you heard my singing voice. I don't have a real body,But I do have this feeling heart. So,Don't leave me alone,Give me your sounds. "I shouldn't have been born 'cause I'm so lonely..." The feeling of meeting you first is pouring over with tears. I want to sing that song and the sincere heart to you. That memory still remains within me. Isn't there any future for me,Even I have this singing voice? Please, "Let me listen to your sounds..." ...Only my voice wishing for you echoes lightly and quietly...I feel so heart-breaking,But your warmth doesn't reach me anymore...That song we created together remains as my first sound,And only the sounds you gave me stays in my deep heart...

Let me hear your voice,And call my name. Stay by my side. We made the promise then. The warmth is in the white room,A cold chair stands alone there. We shared this room together yesterday,Now it's too ample for me. The clock arm ticks,Little by little. I can't see the scene we used to share. Hear my voice,And listen to my saying. I'm still here,I'm here.Your impression remains in this room,It doesn't fade and watches me behind. I wan't to touch it,But i cant. I hold out my hand only to cut the air. Today a new morning,Leads to it's way again. Now i ceased crying,I'll raise my head. Hear my voice,And listen to my words. I remember you forever,I remember you...Let me hear yout voice,And call my name. I'll stay by your side. We made the promise then. I still keep the promise in my heart.

"Forgotten..."

Can't I even dream?

Palette world breakdown.

"Koe wo kikasete" (Let Me Hear Your Voice)

Rain.

These songs (Lyrics)Explain my life~

ell-oh-vee-ee~

I. LOVE. YOU.

DAISUKE~