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i am very mentally unstable right nowi would suggest avoiding me
and not listening to anything i say
the meds stopped working
and I am not sure what is going to happen
i am just glad that a friend called me before i went through with anything
though i wonder if the scars will ever go away
it is good to have at least one friend that seems to understand what i am going through, and to feel comforted in their arms, even though the more i go to see them the meaner my sister gets at home
i guess i could go to other friends but they are all over three hours away, and he is right here
where he can stop me from taking dumb actions
i can sit at his house until my mood swings stop hurting
where i can get away from my sister
i can feel warm in his arms and she can not tell me no
the only trouble when i am with him
is i would like to say
"i love him
my heart aches for him
that my love grows stronger every day for him"
but i can not
that would be a lie
it obviously can not be true, because i had him once, and i broke up with him, it could not be possible that i still love him
though i am able to say that "i love him" but only as a friend
never a companion
never again
lol, and there i go rambling again about meaningless things
wow that is boring
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o 3o
I'm so quoting that on my profile now.
x'D
Thank you for making my day.
:3
well im not totally addict of gaia anymore,.
i just on like once in a month O.O
well the languages on my pro is filipino.,thats what weve
been talking,.sounds rare huh..hehehe
so,.more power to u,
miss talking with u..
hope i could see ur photo,.let me recognize u biggrin