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Hm, now i wouldnt call myself dark...completly. for i am not a goth nor am i emo. I've been called both -_- due to the fact i have a slight anger problem towards guys some call me emo for the whole emotional state of mind. As for the goth part well there was this one point in time where...ok the whole mummy wrap around the face at one point in time i actually did that not as a fashion statement but...hell i had my reasons people if you are that curious ask me. either way it had nothing at all to do with Gaia, but when i saw it on here boy did i flip out and was shocked.
As for what i believe and stuff like that.
hm well it may be confusing but i ont lable myself into religion, although i follow one closly i dont say that i am that religion for it would be a lable. indeed i think alot about things maybe i shouldnt even bother with but hell if i dont then who will inform me?
When death comes for you no matter what you'll feel it coming i've felt that so many times it has wraped my personality into what it is now. I fear most of all losing what i hold dear to me the most. Not many even can phatom what thats like but i have lost it and regained it.
Now i wear these bracers these things that adorn my body. my gloves, my cross, my colar they all represent something that has happened an distorted, contorted or molded my life into what it is now if you can say that.
The strange thing is people get freaked by that because i'm half black so i'm suspected to be this thuggin gangsta. Yeah well i'm also French so that cancels that out now doesn it. I cant stand lables therefore i push beyond them. As for those things i wear thats not the half of it and yes i dress that way to school. Senior year what have i to lose? Nothing in my eyes. either way thats not even the half of how odd i dress, but i assure you i'm not insane...
...just happily demented
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The mind of a eccentric psycho
ya stepped in now you're stuck
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