About

Who am I?
A question I can hardly answer with any hope of accuracy.

I am the brother and failed guardian of a younger sibling.
I am the proud son of a wifeless b*****d.
I am an unmotivated scholar who hungers for a future I will never have.
I am the vain attempt of a lost ideal of chivalry in modern society.
I am a poet in love, a lover of fine things, a fighter for those which I cherish, an insomniac in love with my own dreams, and sometimes a monster.
I am desolate and incomplete, ever seeking to embrace a physical embodiment of kindness and acceptance.
I am living a life I no longer want, yet fear to lose.

And because of what I am - I am Myself.

The Truth hides the Lie

"My birth was the question,
My life is the search,
And my death will be the answer.”

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Trails of the Addiction

A blog for random thoughts, personal reviews on recently finished anime/manga, and whatever else I feel necessary to leave here.


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Silverstar_Cross

Report | 03/03/2016 12:04 pm

Silverstar_Cross

Pleased to meet you, and did you see Madoka Magica(all 12-episodes) or checked out the manga spin-offs + side-stories therein, sometime?
I was hoping we can talk, really.
Little Veigar

Report | 12/28/2014 5:17 am

Little Veigar

http://tinychat.com/jesskaespy
Butt Nugget 2

Report | 12/11/2014 5:09 am

Butt Nugget 2

Some days, I say "******** being awake cause ******** everyone and everything."
Some days, "I don't want to have nightmares. I'll avoid sleep."
Some days, "I cannot sleep even if I really want to, my thoughts are too loud."
Right now I think I will just knock the ******** out.
Butt Nugget 2

Report | 12/11/2014 4:58 am

Butt Nugget 2

Oh.
Yeah, I pirated Sims 4. Never played Sims ever in my life until like two months ago.
Err. I don't keep up with the news regarding California.
I live in the South, people saying there is a storm coming to the North.
I do not go out anyways.
Butt Nugget 2

Report | 12/11/2014 4:51 am

Butt Nugget 2

My art..?
Ah, yeeah I might play some sims 4 then sleep.
Who knows.
REGINA SPEKT0R

Report | 09/14/2014 2:49 am

REGINA SPEKT0R

Thank you smile I appreciate it
Twerby

Report | 07/09/2013 5:07 pm

Twerby

Strange isn't it? It is just past the half way mark of 2013 that I finally respond to your comment. I agree with you completely. In the past, I was constantly online with this site. Now I am on once in a blue moon just to take a gander at the progressive growth with Gaia Online and to see what changes have been made towards this site. I occasionally come across messages and comments that had been sent to me by the people on my friends list. In a way I feel a little terrible... I do not remember any single one of them anymore and I can be certain they have grown up and changed from the person I met long ago (no different than myself I suppose). I remember joining this site when it first came out at the age of 13. I am now the age of 22, grown up with the site. Sadly, I do not like most of the changes made to this site from what I had remember and loved about this place. This has impacted me a lot in terms of out growing this website but at the same time not completely out grown from it. I would like to re-connect and make an effort to come online more often with the people I have if they accept or still care. Unfortunately from my perspective, it is hard to find new active people closer to my age that still use this site, even if it is a "once in a blue moon" thing like myself. To answer your question now that I have completed my story book rant, I have been doing well so far. I am in the process of finding a job so I can continue to save up some income for the school year in 2014 and will be going to my cousin's wedding in Mexico during November. How about yourself, Gunnerblaster? smile
Twerby

Report | 08/14/2012 5:21 pm

Twerby

Hey! How are you? I have not been online for......... a really long a** time >.> I hope everything is going well for you. smile
Araldor

Report | 03/29/2012 3:41 am

Araldor

Thanks for the kind words.
tame impaIa

Report | 03/28/2012 6:42 pm

tame impaIa

... YOU BETTER FIND MY KIDS.

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