Futil

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Last Login: 05/27/2010 3:07 pm

Registered: 02/16/2007

Gender: Male

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TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I'm so sorry I haven't been on as of lately. My internet keeps going down, and I can't seem to make enough calls to Comcast. I'm trying to catch up with old messages, but it's terribly hard, and I feel awful. If you could, and aren't still mad at me for not responding to some mails, send me a new message. Again, gomen everyone!

Falsity
By: Futil
Lies floating around my head,
The world is crashing,
I don't wish to hold it up..

My heart is bleading,
My wrists to match,
My world is falling down.

I was wrong,
so wrong,
The world knows now.

My deception,
My lies,
My falsity crowns..

My world is falling..
falling so harsh..
Must I hold it up for a moment longer?
Emotions reign, my world still falls,
Nothing shall hold it up now..

Nothing..

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Twelve Wounds Report | 10/12/2009 4:40 pm
lol and I'll say Happy Birthday from this account too!
Happy Birthday, dear Futil. I hope this year will be much better than the last!
-Grim-away- Report | 10/12/2009 4:31 pm
Happy Birthday! I hope you're doing ok and that everything is as it should be. Your health in good status and your smile shinning brightly.
I hope your birthday brings you all the good things in the world that are deserving of you. *hugs tight*
Twelve Wounds Report | 11/13/2008 2:56 pm
Hello! It's been a while... hasn't it. XD

How are you feeling? You're probably very busy with life and everything. That's totally understandable.

I am too.

Sorry I haven't been talking much lately. Take care ok?
Twelve Wounds Report | 02/16/2008 3:24 pm
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Twelve Wounds Report | 02/11/2008 4:42 pm
Gosh hun, I'm scared for you. I'll worry myself sick until you're out of there. You take care of yourself or you'll make me cry. No making the Alu-chan cry! You get better ok sweetheart?

I love you very much and I want you to be happy and well. ( key word is well ) XD. I'm going to send you another gift this month ~_^ Happy Valentines Day!
Twelve Wounds Report | 02/07/2008 2:45 pm
Happy Chinese New Year Fu! It's the year of the Rat! Starting off with a new cycle, JOY! I hope you are well and everything is ok with you. That bump on your head issue frightened me. I hope you enjoy your gifts.

Be sure to poke me and tell me to stop sending em to ya! Otherwise I will spoil you rotten! XD
Twelve Wounds Report | 01/05/2008 7:24 pm
*crawls wearily onto page* Hunnnnn.... *falls over* I miss youuu! I need to squeeze and ravish my Futil! I'm gonna get a t-shirt and put on it "Have I ravished my Fu today?" Gods I misses you! How are you doing? Is everything ok?

Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! Next month is Valentines Day! I'm going to give you a gift too because last year in Feb is when I met you! Gah! I miss you tons and tons!



I love you dearest! Forever and ever!
Arrison Report | 12/19/2007 4:07 pm
Haven't talked to Futil in yonks.

Hoping Futil is okay.



Arri.
Leander Chapman Report | 11/30/2007 12:21 pm
Hello dear Fu-san, I do hope you are well. -bow-
Twelve Wounds Report | 11/24/2007 4:48 pm
How are you, mai ai? I'm doing better. In less than a month I go home.



How is your head? Are you doing ok? Getting lots of sleep? Are you eating well?



Sorry to freak out like that. XD I care that's why I do that. I do worry about you, even if you don't want me to. It's another way of saying I loves you.



I want you to have happy holidays and sleep well, take care. Be safe. I love you very much *hugs you close* Please be safe. I think about you often enough as I'm writing out and fixing portions of my manga.

I can't wait to hear what you say about it. Your opinion does matter to me a lot.



*kisses your cheeks* Take care, mai aijin, aishiteru!

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About

U-um, hello. I really don't know what to say here. TeeHee <3

Name: Futil
Gender: Female
Birthday: October 12
Sign: Libra
Martial Status: Taken by mai seiteki seme, Alu-san <3
Weakness: Artists, Certain People, Art for me, Poetry
Religion: Wicca
Orientation: Bi
Smoke / Drink: No
Favorite Candy: Alu-cha--- I mean, Nerds (the candy XD).
Favorite Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch
Favorite Artist: Alu-chan
Favorite Author: J.K. Rowling
Favorite Instrument: Violin and Piano (though I play neither XD)
Favorite Hobby: Poetry, Good conversations, Swimming, Modeling, Wakeboarding, Reading, and Debate
Language I’m Taking: Spanish
Favorite School Subject: Debate
Worst at: Public Speaking
Best at: Debate
Wish to be: Poetry Author and a Lawyer (as well as a reconstructive surgeon)
Favorite Anime: Currently? It changes too often. Most likely Princess Princess or Kyou Kara Maou
Favorite friend: Arri-chan (gotta love the bunny XD)
Favorite person: Alu <333
Favorite Food: Currently? Chicken Fajitas
Favorite quote: “You’re the missing piece to my jigsaw”
Favorite Drink: Lemon Vitamin Water

 
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