but I'm excused, I'm a butterfly

"Hello it's a beautiful day and I'm searching for the legendary answer"

I'm not really sure if the answer I'm looking for is a legendary one. In fact, I think it's quite simple one. But the problem is, I never ask the question.

I'm not a deep person. I'm just wannabe-deep, although I would like to be deep :----D I'm not just good at being deep.

I'm 19 years old redhead from Finland, the small country (actually, I don't think it's that small, but everybody has been kept saying that it IS small since I was a little kid) in the northern part of Europe (as if somebody would be interested in where Findland is located).

I have glasses and always a smile on my face - well, most of the time anyway. I like to spend my time with people and alone I get easily deppressed and stressed and anxious and such. I'm not good at spending time with myself, so usually if I have to be alone I escape from myself to different kinds of activities. I love playing videogames (I own GC, Wii and DS Lite), and I'm not sure if I could live without TV (okey, I could live without the TV itself, but some of the programs, like House and C.S.I.) and I'm pretty sure I couldn't live (properly and sane) without my computer (the internet, all my anime is also in my computer and most of my musics too) and I TOTALLY couldn't live without music. I also enjoy drawing really much and it would be pain not to be able to draw.

I talk alot. Usually, nowdays I spend so much time on my own (which totally sucks and makes me really.. ANGSTY DD cool that I'm really bad at making new friends and coming up with subjects to discuss. Maybe I'll get better when I start studying again.

At this moment I'm really obsessed to an anime and manga called D.Gray-man.

The lyrics I quoted above was from Vanilla Sky's song "On & On"