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I was once in a relationship, and once a relationship it will stay ^_^ when I was a child I wanted to show the world that differnce doesn't have to be bad and not everyone had to be afraid of what they didn't know, to be true to themselves and fight for what they believe is right in life ^_^ I promised myself one girl in the world, I found her!! but then 3 years later I finaly lost her for good -_- and then I lost all hope in myself and everything, then....I heard words I never wanted to hear from her....she will never forgive me, and that she have had sex with another man...and it's not intirely what hurt....it hurt cuz the way the girl did it, she was angry at me, and she wanted to prove me right...she didn't prove a thing to me....she proved it to the rest of the world, and she fell so low to prove it to herself....I may never be forgiven, I don't mind if I'm not forgiven for what she shown me was true, I don't get what I have to be forgiven about anymore....through all that I found out that this girl will never be at piece now....not because she failed....but I failed her, it's not emo or w/e to say that but I failed this girl, and I'll tell you how...short and sweet, I failed to show her the strength she had inside to do what her heart believed was right, I'll just leave it at that...I failed, but I hope she finds her hearts' strength on her own one day, as the angel I made myself before I became intamite, I hope she doesas for me, my life is a fault point, I reached my lifes end, but I'm alive just for alil while ^_^ and with this last piece of time I have left I will try my best to show the world what I have learned, I live my life now trying to show anyone and everyone the smiles that life has brought them, I will die at these conditions: my heart returns to me for one last act to try to show the strength that lies inside another...if it doesn't find the strength...it will take my last breath with a blade in the heart from that heart, if it does...then it may have the strength to save mine
there are still people in this world that believes some things are more important then ones life or death, and are willing to make a sacrafice in what they believe is right, who can still be true to thmselves and fallow there dreams
I dunno if any of you understand....but I do
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