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"Everybody wants me to be their angel
Everybody wants something they can cradle
They don't know I burn"
Yeah-yeah, I know, stupid little Emo girl. Well I’m here to tell you…I’m only half-emo, but more like 44%. Really, I’m just a small town girl with people in her head, internet access, a love of Rocky Road ice cream, free time, and a burning hatred of Bubblegummers (preps) and n00bs (note the pun, revel in it) who can’t spell the word ‘like’ l-i-k-e without spazzing.
But to tell you a few things about myself, I have a boy name and several different theme songs. “Devil Inside” by Utada Hikaru (just Utada to you American fangs) is really me when I’m down and feeling really misunderstood like a good little Emo. “U and Ur Hand” by Pink around stupid high school boys who want in my pants (sorry, little ones, this piece of luscious-ness is off limits. Boyfriends make my grades drop ^_^)
Kidding, I’m ok-looking, but I’ll say this: I’m not turning anyone to stone.
Small-town life sucks, and I'm sure there are a lot of people who can agree with me. But wait and see, I'm gonna be a part of the world, not just another hick (curse the Appalachian mountains. If you ever think of visiting, don't! Listen to me, potential tourists!! They. Aren't. Intersting. They. Are. Full. Of. HICKS!! I know, cause I'm one of them)
The battle cry of youth here:
"Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Cause I'm bigger than my body now"
Maybe I'll tangle in the power lines
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name"
Sorry, too much John Mayer.
But my all around theme song, for sure and no doubts, is “My Stupid Mouth” by the yummy eye-candy that is John Mayer (the song only works if you switch the genders around, sinec I am a girl and straight, I don't sing stuff like that to girls. Unless it's my lesbian lover, Nick. HI SWEETIE!! [God, he hates when I say stuff like that.] So I'm basically lesbian-lovers with a boy who looks like Harry Potter. SO life is good).
Here is a piece of nummy-ness for you, the soft-pop singer and guitarist to the stars, John Mayer:
I love all kinds of music and books, I even have a mini-library that I constantly re-arrange (thanks Dad for the OCD.)
So, here's some Sweeney Todd to chew on:
Well, that's about it about me. My cat just had kittens, which rocks, but my parents made me explain the miracle of birth to my nine-year-old sister (curse them!) So all my attention will be with them, so sorry.
If you didn't know, I support gay slash. If you hate it, get off my profile (if you are indeed a male, it's ok, you can stay. I get it.)
If you are indeed a slash-er, then here is this to show my undying love of gay-ness:
WARNING: Emo-Slashing!! Beware Chihanna and all males!!
And after all that, I must say I am in love with Eminem. Yes, I am an Eminem-slasher, I can't help but put him with other cute guys (like the nummy John Mayer). But if you do in fact know the great Eminem himself...please don't tell him I'm slashing him, me and the other Em-slashers already live in fear!
Ok, I'm done now, here's my theme song:
"My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon
We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly
An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what just slipped out and what went wrong
Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now
One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire
Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now"
And no more John Mayer bashing!! I get why, he is obviously gay and pretends to write songs about girls while fantasizing about guys, but it's enough now!
I am also:
Emono at slashfanfiction.com (I highly recommned it, it has great girl and boy slash)
Karmakazi at adultfanfiction.com
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Journal
My musings on stuff and stuff
This is just me writing about deep thoughts and some shallow ones as well. I can't keep a journal at home (little sister and snoopy mom) so I can just write one down here. Don't roll your eyes, it won't be to much personal crap that no one cares abou
- (05/22/2008 03:00 pm) Bad Weekend (contains crying)
- (04/26/2008 07:07 pm) Being a bit Emo again-discussing slash
- (04/11/2008 02:11 pm) Ever feel like your the supporting actor of your own movie?
- (04/10/2008 03:15 pm) Honor Cards and Revelations
- (04/07/2007 08:24 pm) Easter Bunny, Santa, Tooth Faerie conspiracy.
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