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I'm Raven, I'm 16, Lesbian, Live in BC.
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Main RP: Altra Baltasar
Race: Vampire/Demon/Shifter.
Age of turning: 14
Age: Four thousand six hundered sixty two.
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Underling of Wrath....
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Maybe She was healing. Maybe she was okay after all. Maybe she worried for nothing?but with Her you never know. That look last night was identical to the all those nights I found her?bleeding openly on the floor. That same lost, hopeless, breaking look. It wasn?t seen on a person who was simply suicidal, but on someone who?d fully given up on life. These people saw their own existence as worthless. Just like a piece of paper that was soaked through. Their life was the smeared and washed away ink of that parchment.
They would wander around with their eyes soulless looking ahead, but not really seeing anything passed their own little world. In this world are their fears, guilt, and shames flashing repeatedly behind those eyes like a slow motion picture?with no sound. Only emotion, their pain and sadness, filters down to encase their entire body with a sickness with the only cure is death. But most would rather live and bear this curse as punishment for some deed that, in most cases, wasn?t their fault or something they couldn?t control, but they are still consumed by the outcome that they blame themselves. It is a vicious cycle because their soul wants?screams to get better, to feel okay again, but is unable because of the heady weight from their past. She was one of many and like those many others did not realize it. Someone else, usually a loved one, could help to heal them?but She never let anyone that close. That was the reality of her curse and her heart hidden away where no one could penetrate it.
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