It was that kind of a crazy afternoon, terrifically cold, and no sun out or anything, and you felt like you were disappearing every time you crossed a road.
People always think something's all true.
People never notice anything.
People never believe you.
People always clap for the wrong things.
People never give your message to anybody.
I'm the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life. It's awful. If I'm on my way to the store to buy a magazine, even, and somebody asks me where I'm going, I'm liable to say I'm going to the opera. It's terrible.
I'm always saying "Glad to've met you" to somebody I'm not at all glad I met. If you want to stay alive, you have to say that stuff, though.
I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can.
felt like jumping out the window. I probably would've, too, if I'd been sure somebody'd cover me up as soon as I landed. I didn't want a bunch of stupid rubbernecks looking at me when I was all gory.
He kept saying they were too new and bourgeois. That was his favorite goddam word. He read it somewhere or heard it somewhere, Everything I had was bourgeois as hell. Even my fountain pen was bourgeois. He borrowed it off me all the time, but it was bourgeois anyway.
If a girl looks swell when she meets you, who gives a damn if she's late? Nobody.
Girls. You never know what they're going to think.
I have a feeling that you're riding for some kind of a terrible, terrible fall. But I don't honestly know what kind.... It may be the kind where, at the age of thirty, you sit in some bar hating everybody who comes in looking as if he might have played football in college. Then again, you may pick up just enough education to hate people who say, 'It's a secret between he and I.' Or you may end up in some business office, throwing paper clips at the nearest stenographer. I just don't know.
Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry.
If you had a million years to do it in, you couldn't rub out even half the '******** you' signs in the world. It's impossible.

I was the only one left in the tomb then. I sort of liked it, in a way. It was so nice and peaceful.

That's the nice thing about carrousels, they always play the same songs.

Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.


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earth to olive

Report | 04/17/2012 5:25 am

earth to olive

it was not intended to be a challenge,
trust me
Carnal Ghost of Malice

Report | 04/16/2012 5:43 pm

Carnal Ghost of Malice

Carnal Ghost of Malice

Report | 04/16/2012 5:40 pm

Carnal Ghost of Malice

Carnal Ghost of Malice

Report | 04/16/2012 5:31 pm

Carnal Ghost of Malice

Yes mad
Chicken Soft Taco

Report | 03/05/2012 12:55 pm

Chicken Soft Taco

I know you've probably forgotten all about this website and me, but I logged in out of boredom this many years later, saw your name on here, and got a little sad. Figured I'd leave this in case you ever do miraculously check your page somewhere down the line.

Report | 12/09/2009 4:34 pm


You write beautifully.

Report | 11/15/2008 8:29 am


Cool avatar

Report | 06/19/2008 12:22 am


You always have nice look-ups.

Report | 02/28/2008 2:11 pm


nice avatar and profile
Bloody Hutaru Angel

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Bloody Hutaru Angel

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