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Report | 06/14/2011 6:17 am

theyd get annoyed if I did that

Report | 06/09/2011 7:17 am

it is, I dont like it,

just stuff, people leaving,
Im terrified of being abandoned,
so I dont let myself get close to people

Report | 06/08/2011 6:00 am

Painting Roses

about $3000, yea, apparently I cant if I live in the same city,

thats understandable,
I wonder about some of my relationships too sometimes,
but I try not to think about that

Report | 06/07/2011 5:42 pm

Painting Roses

no, but Im unemployeed,
I was going to use money from my college fund, but my broker said I cant

agreed,
but I still love my friends,
theyre great when we have time for eachother

Report | 06/07/2011 8:09 am

Painting Roses

I guess its just how people are now,
I cant move location wise, I was going to move out at the end of the summer, and now I cant anymore, cause I cant use the money I was going to use for that

thats good,
I keep most of my friends at a distance,
especially internet friends,
the last internet friend I had who I was sort of close too was sort of psychotic, and so that didnt work out well at all

Report | 06/06/2011 7:06 am

Painting Roses

I dont know, they just randomly started saying stuff, I guess they wanted to see what would bother me,
meh, no, but for me theyre probably right

I wonder that too sometimes
friends from my classes in uni, and just random people Ive met who I started talking to

I cant move anymore =(

Report | 06/05/2011 5:26 pm

Painting Roses

its alright, theres really nothing I can do about it
I can work from the hours of 8 to 4, I have class then though,
and yea, not allowed out of the house at night at all
but I dont sleep anyway, I cant sleep

I know, I miss that,
I didnt really make any friends in highschool,

yes, but I dont know if I want that or not, the risks and the stress make it seem like its not worth it, I think

I went horseback riding today, and the little 10 year old girls that came followed me around the whole time
they also said I shall die alone, I think theyre right, but its sad hearing it from 10 year olds

Report | 06/04/2011 6:58 am

Painting Roses

its awful, I have no freedom, and they completly forget that Im a person and I have thoughts and feelings, and such,
great, well not really, that sucks,
Im hoping by the time Im 21, I can atleast move out so itll be a little different hopefully,
my parents are very very controlling, they dont care about where I work though, they care that it fits their schedule,
and the problem with that is, I also have school, so its sort of impossible to do that,

it does, but its sad,
the friends I have now that Im older mean a lot more to me than the friends I had when I was younger (I dont relate to people well, so I rarely ever actually care for them, but I do now)
its sad to think that its so much harder to stay in touch and keep my friends now, than it was when I was younger,

Report | 06/03/2011 9:37 am

Painting Roses

yea, Im 19

thats seems accurate, everything seems to be going wrong, and Im losing all my old friends, cause everyones moving now,
I hate being 19, I cant wait till Im older and all this stupid stuff is over with
my parents talk to me the same way they did when I was 7,
except I have less freedom now than I did when I was 7

yes, sadly Im jobless, I havent been able to find a job that works with the times my parents say I can work

how about you?

Report | 06/02/2011 8:28 pm

Painting Roses

that is good =D

thats awesome, whens your birthday?
ah, I just look immature and young and innocent and naive, and I am, so that doesnt really help,
Im probably one of the most innocent and naive people you will ever meet, its very very very sad emo

no, my parents dont really trust me with anything,
I have to ask when I want my ID or money, or my debit card, and I have to tell them why I need it
theyre sort of really controlling, so I really want to move out,
but I dont know if Ill be able to actually live on my own,

Report | 06/02/2011 6:02 pm

Painting Roses

agreed, it was odd, and slightly disturbing, and very icky
and Im pretty sure hes not suppose to do that,
but I stayed nice the whole time, eventhough normally I would have told him he was a creep,

ick, yikes, that would suck,
well, atleast he didnt really do anything more

same, and also I cant buy cigarettes, my parents keep my ID, and I look like Im 15, and people rarely ever believe that Im not,
though quite a few of my friends are smokers,

by the way, how old are you?

Report | 06/02/2011 5:03 pm

Painting Roses

he was on a break, and everyone was suppose to get off the bus, and go find another bus,
but I didnt know where to go, so I went and asked for directions and he started talking and he said to wait till his break was over and hed drive me to where I was suppose to be, and gave me a smoke, and we went outside and he put his arm around me and started groping me, it was odd,
I finished smoking, we got back on the bus, he drove me to where I was suppose to go,
he asked for a hug before I got off the bus, I gave him a hug, he grabbed my face and started kissing me, I pushed him away, and then I was like, ewwww bus driver kisses drool, ick,

transportation is getting a lot riskier now, its icky,
and I live in a small city, people should not be harassed on public transportation here,

yay *high five*
but Im not a smoker, I just smoke when offered,
smoker has such a negative connotation to it,

Report | 06/02/2011 4:33 pm

Painting Roses

I was lost
I smoked cause he offered, and I always smoke when offered,

the cuddling was forced, it was more his attempt at cuddling and groping and my attempt at pushing him away,
hes creepy crying crying crying crying
I think Im gonna avoid his route

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