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In the begining,
A single door closed. And a million opened...
A single door closed. And a million opened...
My name is Fantasia and im 14 years old.
I was born on a blue moon, or so im told because theres no ******** possable way.
I Cant spell to save my life, And you better not ******** correct me because I will ripp you a new one. I am single For all of you boys and girls out there who want a pice of my shattered heart.
Although Ill have to Love you before you can have one.
For all of you who dont ******** now already, Im bisexual. *Duh~*
Im a complex Child. I think and carry things out that others couldent possably comprehend. I pride myself on that note, although sometimes I feel that it gives me yet another lame reason to be ashamed and scared of myself.
I drink alcohol sometimes. I have to be REALLY bored or pissed at someone though. I used to smoke but I quit due to reasons that I dont want to share but will anyway. My principle saw me smoking, I wasent even on school grounds. she suspended me for 3 days and told my parents and they made me quit. That was months ago, and I sware I havent had one since the day she cought me.
Sometimes I feel like im being swallowed hole and that the only way to live life is for me to soladate myself, Tis the reason why I dont have many friends and The ones I do have I have trouble keeping.
I Have three best friends in the whole wide world right now and I will list then in cronological order from whom I met first.
Riinny...<3
Tanis...<3
Eric...<3
Tanis...<3
Eric...<3
I dont have to many friends offline. I even hate the members of my band sometimes. But over all I keep to myself and solatiude. Even though My father yells at me and complains that its not good for me. My band now theres a topic I like to talk about.
Were called Scattered Memories, And we have been togeather since the 1st grade. *early I know* We stayed togeather untill the 3rd grade when I had to move to tennessee. But now that Im back Living up here in Danbary CT with my father, Im proud to say that Scattered Memories is once more. I wirte all of our songs. and im the lead singer. I will now list all of the band members in cronological order from age and what there role is in the band.
Jared Sails...Base
Roy Dawson...Drums
Nick Walch...Lead guitar
Fantasia Erdman...Lead singer
Roy Dawson...Drums
Nick Walch...Lead guitar
Fantasia Erdman...Lead singer
Yha I know Im the youngest in the band, Im also the only girl.
Nick and Jared are gay togeather And I have dated Roy but Never agin will I. Roy is not an orignal member of the band. The original Drummer was A kid whom I loved with all my heart.
His name was Eric Cortie. He had black hair And amazing green eyes. What could I say It was a childhood romance. Untill that b*****d Shot him. Eric Cortie is dead and I wish every day that he was still here but I have setteled down now And realize that he is gone. Most of our songs are about him now that I think about it.
But in anycase.
Thats just some things about me.
I love to sing and write, Dancing too.
But most off all I love to listen and be listened to in return.
Someone dear once told me that you have to work through your issues by yourself, but I bitched that person out. If you dont have someone to talk to, you keep everything bottled in, and the only place that leads you is the ******** mental instatution. Trust me I would know.
Well you have been waiting for it so here is a picture of me~
And on that note I have nothing more to say.
And in the end, Millions of doors closed. But left one open.
P.s
Is it wrong to love a german Gay guy whos named after a talking crab?
Sebastian forever<3
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