Really?
....
Today Daniel (the one we were sitting with in English) asked me out...
And I felt really bad for him, because he's my friend (I don't like him) and he knew I liked Jacob (and I don't like him...)
I think I might say sorry or something tomorrow..because he looked really sad after I rejected him...
I wonder what Jacob's reaction to my rejecting Daniel would have been....
Yay!
Sometimes I feel like I can't come up with good things at the right time..
Like in English when Jacob asked me if I wanted to ask him a question....
I could'a just popped out questions...
Like: What's your favorite food? Car? House? Country?
And so on!
But no..I blanked and said, "Nope..don't have any in mind..."
Yea I guess so..
It still makes me a little sad to see her looking mournfully over at me and him..
And today when I was trying to convince Jimmax (Megan) to come and sit over @ they're table with me...
Alex said, "If you sit here you won't be hurt. Because sooner or later they're all going to turn around and stab you in the back."
I was a bit maddened by this....because I knew who she was talking bout...and it bothered me deeply..so I simply said back to her:
"Well I've known most of those guys since 3rd grade...my whole life. And they still haven't turned on me...must mean that I'm a real friend to them...either that or I'm just to sexy for them to handle.."
Think that was a good rebuttle?
(I've gotta eat din-din now...see ya)
I dunno some people say that Alex broke up with him because he was being stupid.
But from where I'm looking at it...it seems Jacob broke up with her..
He hates her now...and so do all of his friends....
Including me (because I was jealous from the start...when they started hanging out and everything)
I dunno...
The way Alex looks at me and Jacob when ever we're talking together or whatever...it makes me think she still has feelings for him...
Which makes me very angry...and a little jealous...
KKz
Thankies for the support!!
I really needed the help...usually Cydne helps me with this stuff (but she doesn't help all the time...)
I think I'll try and be happy tomorrow...
But what will Alex think?
Ya know..Alex Harris....
What will she think?
That I'm stupid for going out with Jacob because he can be a f** sometimes?
Dani said that Alex and him were never meant to be and that's why they broke up...
She said I have better chances with him than Alex did...
But I don't know if I should take that in a good way...or a bad way...
Yes yes!!!
I might not me alluring...but I certainly will get Jacob whether I have to die trying or not!
Okay....maybe I don't want to die as soon as I get him...
But....I'll get him one way or another!!!
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Should I say sorry to him tomorrow?
....
Today Daniel (the one we were sitting with in English) asked me out...
And I felt really bad for him, because he's my friend (I don't like him) and he knew I liked Jacob (and I don't like him...)
I think I might say sorry or something tomorrow..because he looked really sad after I rejected him...
I wonder what Jacob's reaction to my rejecting Daniel would have been....
Sometimes I feel like I can't come up with good things at the right time..
Like in English when Jacob asked me if I wanted to ask him a question....
I could'a just popped out questions...
Like: What's your favorite food? Car? House? Country?
And so on!
But no..I blanked and said, "Nope..don't have any in mind..."
It still makes me a little sad to see her looking mournfully over at me and him..
And today when I was trying to convince Jimmax (Megan) to come and sit over @ they're table with me...
Alex said, "If you sit here you won't be hurt. Because sooner or later they're all going to turn around and stab you in the back."
I was a bit maddened by this....because I knew who she was talking bout...and it bothered me deeply..so I simply said back to her:
"Well I've known most of those guys since 3rd grade...my whole life. And they still haven't turned on me...must mean that I'm a real friend to them...either that or I'm just to sexy for them to handle.."
Think that was a good rebuttle?
(I've gotta eat din-din now...see ya)
But from where I'm looking at it...it seems Jacob broke up with her..
He hates her now...and so do all of his friends....
Including me (because I was jealous from the start...when they started hanging out and everything)
The way Alex looks at me and Jacob when ever we're talking together or whatever...it makes me think she still has feelings for him...
Which makes me very angry...and a little jealous...
Oh..okay compliment...got it.
Thankies for the support!!
I really needed the help...usually Cydne helps me with this stuff (but she doesn't help all the time...)
I think I'll try and be happy tomorrow...
But what will Alex think?
Ya know..Alex Harris....
What will she think?
That I'm stupid for going out with Jacob because he can be a f** sometimes?
Dani said that Alex and him were never meant to be and that's why they broke up...
She said I have better chances with him than Alex did...
But I don't know if I should take that in a good way...or a bad way...
I might not me alluring...but I certainly will get Jacob whether I have to die trying or not!
Okay....maybe I don't want to die as soon as I get him...
But....I'll get him one way or another!!!
Thanks -sniffs from being poor-
I really want my chanting to work!
Maybe he'll be so sad that he'll ask me out on Thursday...because he missed me!
Just as I will miss him!
I'm not rich....
So I really wanted the money ;D