Birthday: 03/10
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I'll take your hand, not to hold you back, but to hold you up.
I wish i may, i wish i might.
Oh please just have a dreamless night.
my thoughts so resent, have not been nice.
I see my heart, as cold as ice.
And in this dream, it starts to crack.
And in this dream, my soul turns black.
I can not blink, my body's still.
I'm frozen solid, was i killed?
I don't recall, I do not know.
The only thought, was icy snow.
I know i felt, joy at once.
The snow so pure, was the ambiance.
Then i saw her, deep brown eyes.
Her beautiful lips, her legs her thighs.
I felt so happy, i felt complete.
Then lights went out, i couldn't speak.
She felt regret, so did I.
I felt as if, i could die.
I tried to reach, and ask why.
She couldn't say, it was a lie.
I couldn't understand, what i felt.
My joy was gone, my snow had melt.
I tried to push, this all behind.
But its locked, within my mind.
I try to wake, from this dream.
But it has me caught, I want to scream.
so my past, i cant redeem.
I cant go back, to mend those seams.
And so i stay, I cannot move
How much more, did i have to prove?
I never felt, like this before.
To see you walking, out that door.
I gave so much, held you so high.
My only thought,,,,,,,, I want to cry.
But i cant, its just so cold.
I think I'm done, No need grow old.
And in this dream, still frozen still.
I'll just stay here, its no big deal.
I still have memories, of that time.
Our last good days, before good bye.
Before i left, you there to wait.
Before you thought, it was to late.
For me to change, and grow with you.
I wasn't much, what could you do?
You made a choice, i know you look back.
So do i, before my soul turned black.
I still remember, on that day.
I wanted a kiss, you turned away.
The last time, we could say.
We were happy, nothing in the way.
And still i am, just frozen still.
It hurts so much, how is this real?
Its just a dream, one day ill wake.
I pray the lord, my soul to take.
And if i die, before to late.
I hope to god, for heavens sake.
To make these dreams, go just stop.
You got what you wanted, you let me drop.
But still i stay, cold and still.
Most would ask, "whats the deal?"
"Are you ok? what is wrong."
"You do not smile, or play along."
I just look up, "whats the use?"
"Smiles fades, bonds come loose."
"And im just looking, down too see."
"The closest steps, in front of me."
"There was a time, i looked ahead."
"i tripped i fell, wish i was dead."
"So looking down, is helping so."
"It keeps me here, no need to grow."
They just give up, why should they care.
This burden's not, theirs to bare.
Why is it cold, why so dark?
All i hear, is a weakened heart.
And in this dream, it starts to crack.
And in this dream, my soul turns black.
I wish i may, i wish i might.
Oh please just have a dreamless night.
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im just hypercritical of myself...