you know i've started to grow since you've been away. lately it's scarier not knowing what's become of you.
i'm not as fearless as you. still i pretend that you're still standing by, to show me wrong from right. i never got a chance to say goodbye.
i love you with everything...but of course, you know this....
i will follow you
to the butterfly room
needles fastened in your skin
always pushing medicine
branch through all your veins
just to ease the pain
that crawls through your tired bones
and keeps you far away from home
and all these chains you've got
all the days you've fought
the chains won't fall off
but soon the days will stop
i remember back in
last october when
they said to fear the end
because you will float out from the butterfly room
when it's an obscure amount
i always seem to move back down
the thought of never knowing
always seems to freak me out
and if you wonder how it feels
when nothing else you see is real
then close your eyes and just sit still
and let the ceiling sink and spill
and did you ever think
that your ink would stain
all the clean white sheets
in which we choose to lay
side by side for days
until all of our space is replaced
but don't you worry now
because we will follow you from the butterfly room
and if you think your lifes waste
then think about the lives you changed
because i won't ever dream the same
no no i won't even be the same
and if the glass breaks underneath
the weight you carry on your feet
that one last grasp was out of reach
and now its time to admit defeat
and now they say that you can't speak
and now they say that you can't see
and even though you cannot view
everything i plan to do
to show you how much i still care
even if you won't be here
because i can find you anywhere
and i hope it stays like this forever
you are fanstastic and amazing, and perfect. you are the most beautiful creature i've ever set eyes on in my entire life. and yes i know this sounds so cheesy like i'm trying to pick up on you, but i'm meaning every word of it. please believe me when i tell you everything because i would never lie to you about anything. you mean so much to me and i don't want to lose you ever. i love you so much and i want to spend the rest of forever with you.
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i'm not as fearless as you. still i pretend that you're still standing by, to show me wrong from right. i never got a chance to say goodbye.
i love you with everything...but of course, you know this....
to the butterfly room
needles fastened in your skin
always pushing medicine
branch through all your veins
just to ease the pain
that crawls through your tired bones
and keeps you far away from home
and all these chains you've got
all the days you've fought
the chains won't fall off
but soon the days will stop
i remember back in
last october when
they said to fear the end
because you will float out from the butterfly room
when it's an obscure amount
i always seem to move back down
the thought of never knowing
always seems to freak me out
and if you wonder how it feels
when nothing else you see is real
then close your eyes and just sit still
and let the ceiling sink and spill
and did you ever think
that your ink would stain
all the clean white sheets
in which we choose to lay
side by side for days
until all of our space is replaced
but don't you worry now
because we will follow you from the butterfly room
and if you think your lifes waste
then think about the lives you changed
because i won't ever dream the same
no no i won't even be the same
and if the glass breaks underneath
the weight you carry on your feet
that one last grasp was out of reach
and now its time to admit defeat
and now they say that you can't speak
and now they say that you can't see
and even though you cannot view
everything i plan to do
to show you how much i still care
even if you won't be here
because i can find you anywhere
and i hope it stays like this forever
you are fanstastic and amazing, and perfect. you are the most beautiful creature i've ever set eyes on in my entire life. and yes i know this sounds so cheesy like i'm trying to pick up on you, but i'm meaning every word of it. please believe me when i tell you everything because i would never lie to you about anything. you mean so much to me and i don't want to lose you ever. i love you so much and i want to spend the rest of forever with you.